ok so here is the thing. i have been having this debate with people for a while now and for some reason no one seems to fully understand what i am saying
essentially it is this:
if i was to ever find out i had cancer i would book a trip to Egypt and do that before starting full treatment. i mean i would take whatever pills they wanted or whatever but if i had to do extensive treatment like with Kimo and stuff i would tell them i am going to Egypt first i will see you when i get back. NOW when i tell people that this is what i would do they all look at me like i am SUPER crazy, and i don't understand why. Ok so here is my logic behind this.
Egypt is the ONE place i have to see before i die no matter what. and the thing is if i found out i had cancer i would want to go there NOW while i am still healthy....minus the whole cancer thing, but while i can still do and see what i want to in Egypt, where if for some reason down the road after all the treatments we find out that nothings working and i am going to die anyways then when i decide ok i have to go to Egypt i wont be strong enough to do what i want to do and see what i want to see, not to mention i would just be so exhausted and probably want to spend my last few days with my family and maybe never even GET to Egypt and therefore die with a HUGE regret.
so its not that i am saying i would not want to fight the cancer or anything just that realistically i just see the other-side and if thats how its going to end i just want to be happy when that happens......DOES THAT MAKE SENSE TO YOU???
everyone i tell that too thinks i am just giving up and that i should want to be with my family, when honestly my family would probably come WITH me to Egypt sweatdrop so ya what do you guys think?
OH and i do not have cancer it is just my family has dealt with a lot of cancers that its just one of those things i have thought about.
anyways! the debate here is weather i am the only one who thinks like this/would do this?
Cleo
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