Yes, this is an old rant that I'm reusing because I just want to put this somewhere and I feel like I write here a lot on temporary issues that resolve themselves soon. And it will probably resolve itself in a matter of hours to days. Plus I feel bad writing in the rant fourm because I've written a lot there recently.

There's this guy I know from school and we wern't exactly friends, but we had good conversations in our classes.
One day he asked out of the blue if I wanted to hook up with him.
I didn't know he meant that kind of hook up, (I thought he meant go out, which I have zero interest in), but I still said no.
When I found out later he meant that kind of hook up, I kind of avoided talking to him.
I know he meant that kind of hook up because, after I had said no, he started talking to my friend and she knew something was up and asked if he was looking for a relationship or a hook up, and he said a hook up.
I know he's just looking for a hook up because he's told me all about his hook ups before he had asked me.
stressed BLARG!!!!! stressed BLARGITY BLARG! stressed

Now he's talking to me again on Facebook and I really just want to avoid it and forget everything but I can't because I'm me.

And I know he's been through a lot. So I feel bad not talking.

Okay he's stopped talking.... maybe I should just inconspicuously close the FB window...

Okay I did.....

-fiercely cuddlesquishes Enderman plush-