I suck at life

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

Can I have a moment to rant
for a while?
thanks.

please help if you want.


I feel like s**t for a few reasons.

Let's date back to that damn friend
thread.
Today I had enough this
girl is telling everyone I'm a b***h
and turning friends against me.
Her friends hate me
some of my friends hate me.
And what for becuase she wanted
to know and now I told her
and she just won't let it go.
She even know she's a whore
and now it's my fault and I'm
mean? wow...

Next subject.

School sucks.
Grades horrbile.
School life sucks,
this trailes into the next subject

Guys at school

So I liked this guy
and now he's dating this girl
and he saw me today
and looked like he hated me
not to mention he's like
making out with 10
girls yeah..

I like this other guy now.
He's a grade above me.
No chance in hell that
I'm going out with him
because he's Ben
the perfect kid and I'm
Maria.

Yeah...

Parents..

Last night my dad
refused to take me home
I literally go kicked out
of the house.

You want to know what my mom
said.She saw my lip ring and said
"you're pretty, you don't need that"

five minutes later she's telling me
I'm-

Fat, that I need to loose weight.
My skin is ugly and it looks dry
my hands are cracky
and I need to put lotion on them
24/7 because no guy would want
to hold my hand
(ben, and my skin has been dry
my whole life it's something else
that's wrong with me)
my hair is choppy
(well thanks mom, your
daughter has a disorder
and she just can't stop)

Yeah right now I feel like sticking that
girl in the face,
just walking up to ben and telling
him I like him then running
the heck away from home.


Have a great night!

-Maria  

[xXBunnyIsAnOutLawXx]

Hm...If I could give you a hug I would! >_<.

 

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

thanks.
:]  

[SARSSS]

OMG. Maria...D :...I sorries.

My parents are like that too. Except...they're just plain abusive...and they don't give a ******** about me.

MARIA IS NOT A b***h.
MARIA IS NOT FAT.
MARIA IS NOT UGLY.
Maria is god damn beautiful. <3.
Any guy would be lucky to have Maria as their girlfriend. <3.
AND Maria should not let what her parents say get the best of her. Sarah learned this the hard way.

 

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

Ho Snap!

OMG. Maria...D :...I sorries.

My parents are like that too. Except...they're just plain abusive...and they don't give a ******** about me.

MARIA IS NOT A b***h.
MARIA IS NOT FAT.
MARIA IS NOT UGLY.
Maria is god damn beautiful. <3.
Any guy would be lucky to have Maria as their girlfriend. <3.
AND Maria should not let what her parents say get the best of her. Sarah learned this the hard way.

aww Sarah that was so nice.
I luffles you!!
thanks!
:]  

[SARSSS]

Because it's so true. <33.
I totally luffles you too, hun. <33.
Anytime, lufflies. <333.

 

[Disposable Love]

Awww crying *hugs*

 

[#1animemaster]

your moms a b***h.....along with your dad in my opinion

why want a guy that makes out with 10 girls?.......your too good for that,i can tell.

im sure your not ugly,even if all the stuff you said was tru about your looks the only people who wouldnt hold your hand are shallow and cant see you for who you are,you seem like a great person and sorry....im sure i didnt help much

*conforts*  

[Cupcakes are Scene]

Well I would like to start by saying that i completley agree that your friend is a whore, secondly I want to say that you are completly right you are maria but one thing you are wrong about is that hes ben, and lastly I want to say that your mom is lame and a crack addict and your dad screw him but we love you! biggrin  

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

This is me


And let's see I'm back. But my computer is broken so Ihave to use my friend computer.
It's getting better a bit.
But....
my family is broke.
Yeah.
Like everything.
And now it's just blah in my life.
But better. I hope  

[Bonnie[Heart]Clyde]

GO for it.
whats the worst that could happen?
you wont melt i promise.
Maybe he likes you back.
as for your parents...
parents are parents are parents are parents.
they say stupid stuff.
all you can do is ignore it
and hope to be a better one.

 

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

ugh.
I found out Ben hooked up with a girl and now they're dating.
damnit, did I really think I had a chance.  

[SARSSS]

Ogh noes, Maria. ; - ;.

*hughug*

There are better guys than that Ben. : 3.

 

[The Unflavored Skittle]

That sucks. ; - ; I'd give you a hug. =D
I've been in your situation with you and Ben, but the guy I liked turned out to like my best friend, but in the end he was an a**.
As for the parents, don't listen to them, infact don't even give a s**t about them. Always remember you're better than them especially your mom, and when I get pissed at my parents, I always think to myself, "I know I'll move out of this damn house after high school." Also, my parents can be like that, except my mom will just snap at me for no reason and my dad would never stick up for me. It hasn't happened lately though.

All I'm trying to say is, hang in there, and don't lose hope yet! =]  

[Nagaru Tensei]

Im a professional stalker.

And Im In the I.R.S. (No, for the love of god, NO IM NOT EVIL....Okay, just alittle bit)

I'll reposes your parent's house for like, a day or two.

And tell them what the told back.


Ghahahahahah!




Or, you can try to move on in life. I know Its hard, but you gotta.

I hope you don't run away.