The project wasn't the only thing that made me who I am. It wasn't the reason as to how I became so, "obsessed," two voices overlapping mine, yet they always treat me with kindness and love; though deep down, I know they only wish to use me for their purpose. I was the best spec. ops. the company could ever asked for and hire, lending my skills to protect and serve for the greater good and lesser evil: evil, so little know that there are too many categories that is associated with that word, the worst being corrupt worshipers of death. Lesser evil are those who only seeks to support the community they have or grew up in, but even that has limits to what I expect of them. They may be the clients, but I'm the gun they hired, so it's my judgment and my hand on the contract. I am the warden, but, I'm not their executioner.
I've forgotten my name, though Fox was just a nickname for my personality outside work and Avery Knotingham is the my new lease on life. Instead of having to deal with fear and all emotions that would put anyone down, anyone who isn't ready to face those emotions, I am only limited to the fear of being deceived, yet I became expectant of all things, so that there is no need to fear. As much as I have changed mentally and physically, so have my view of the world being a playground for those deities above. I am no god but the doctor who began this project think I am; with fear and regret. I may not be a god created from the minds of humanity, but, a physical god, created by human hands, is just as frightful as I can say.
I have my scars to prove that I am of flesh and bone. though some of these wounds should've killed me during my years of service, but now I serve my own determination and I have my own people, twelve individuals with determinations of their own, yet are all fighters like me. I am Fox and for every receipt I gain, a new tale is born, a new power or knowledge is gained, an extended lease on life renewed. May the world show their determinations, one body at a time and may my death or life be wonderful in both my eyes and my judge.
I've forgotten my name, though Fox was just a nickname for my personality outside work and Avery Knotingham is the my new lease on life. Instead of having to deal with fear and all emotions that would put anyone down, anyone who isn't ready to face those emotions, I am only limited to the fear of being deceived, yet I became expectant of all things, so that there is no need to fear. As much as I have changed mentally and physically, so have my view of the world being a playground for those deities above. I am no god but the doctor who began this project think I am; with fear and regret. I may not be a god created from the minds of humanity, but, a physical god, created by human hands, is just as frightful as I can say.
I have my scars to prove that I am of flesh and bone. though some of these wounds should've killed me during my years of service, but now I serve my own determination and I have my own people, twelve individuals with determinations of their own, yet are all fighters like me. I am Fox and for every receipt I gain, a new tale is born, a new power or knowledge is gained, an extended lease on life renewed. May the world show their determinations, one body at a time and may my death or life be wonderful in both my eyes and my judge.
