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Recently I got into some bad stuff. I tried drugs, I drank, I kissed boys. I kiss girls. My life was spiraling downhill before my eyes. I didn't realize until I saw these old friends of mine. They were having so much fun and hanging out together [[drug free]]. Up until that moment I thought drugs would keep me happy and hopeful. When I saw them and they say how high I was, they were disgusted. They thought I was stupid and I agreed. I finally realized that I didn't need drugs to be happy. Even when that happened, I didn't listen to my heart. They next day I tried one of the worst drugs[[most addictive]]. I felt I needed it. And now I just want to be done. I want my life, my friends, my family back. I want to laugh and hang-out and be happy, drug free. I want to get good grades and go to party's with my dorky friends and we can watch some lame movie. I want to be the person I was 2 years ago. I want me back.

This is my confession. I just wanted everyone to know that that is what happens. Drugs aren't worth it. Be who you are and not someone else.

Why did you try heroin?


Are you stupid?

this is why i think humanity will destroy it self, its weak will
ok if you really wanted to be happy then just stop doing it >.>
dont "try" to stop DO stop you weak minded basterd >.>

Well, lets see firstly, I fully condone experimenting with drugs to a degree, only minor things like 'shrooms and bud (which is all natural cannabis, don't trust any other variety its usually cut with things like plastic to pad it out). But anything more then that a line has to be drawn, in my opinion, talk about it yes, but don't try it. As for drink, everyone goes through that phase when they discover alcohol, eventually you realise drinking to get wasted, isn't fun for you or those around you, and there is some merit in remembering a night out (though funnily enough I remember everything except the journey home, I can tell you how I got home, but I don't remember the physical travel).

All in all, you experimented, learned you lesson grew up because of it, in the end, any harm done can be repaired, even if it takes some time to do so. What more can I say, I can't exactly berate for it (well I could for trying THAT drug but I won't), I used to smoke the chronic everyday and even tried E once (did nothing for me mind so I never tried it again, which funny story, with an amusing end).

In the end you had to make a choice, to either walk the line or walk further away from it, and you chose the line. This topic is probably gonna bring the straight edgers down on me and you like a ton of bricks you know?

No humanity will destroy itself, not in the pursuit of pleasure, but in the constant arms race we find ourselves in, already work is under way for the next step up from nuclear and biological warfare, its this need for destruction and the obliteration of ideals you don't agree with, coupled with weapons trade and the huge ego's and inflated sense's of self righteousness the world leaders have that will destroy humanity.

Also, how is it weak minded to try something before forming a true opinion of it, surely to blame something without trying it, is why we have such a media circus surrounding the V-Tech incident? and therefore the actual weak minded choice. Yes it maybe stupid to try drugs, but whats more weak minded, saying no to them because thats what society expects of you, or trying them, forming your own opinion and then going back onto the line?

oh and saying no because of thats what common sense should tell people what to do when somone offers him or her a "fix"

Hrm. reasonable Answers Relik-san. -shrugs- I have plenty of friends who do stuffage but they don't pressure me into it. I suppose I just haven't gone through that 'Phase of Life Lessons'.

kthnx.

hmmm....
well i wasnt actuallly saying that no one like that exsists that can be addicted and all of a sudden withtout any help was able to say no and actually go through with it, im saying that most people lack this qualty, and im sick of people saying"goverment this and goverment that" look im completely awar that the goverment is just a money hungry monster that has a hole lota s**t that they keep hidden from the public, and not to supress a massive panic attack, to gain more money and "rule the universe" ANYWAY this is off topic so no more on it!
basic summery:i was exaggerating, i know thger are people who just drop it and quit, im saying people dont usually do this and it annoys me