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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:43 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:43 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:44 pm
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 •·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´
✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Seeing how quickly Jake dropped his hand Jackson blinked "W-well im not saying you can't. Just saying to keep it at a minimal. I'll explain why later."She muttered, seeing Nathan had given her a skeptical look about it. Seth was really the only one who knew why she didn't want him biting himself as far as she knew so she understood the looks of confusion. She had a feeling Max knew why but seeing Jake act the way he did she didn't think he had told on her, she would tell him why it bothered her later, under a camera hidden spot so the doctors didn't know.
"Why does matter if the doctors know anyway?"
"Really love I mean it's just a fetish, it's not like they can stop people from biting."
"Exactly, I mean really, it's a bit unorthodox to keep it hidden dear."
"Unorthodox? No! I don't want to share my fetish's with the entire Istitute. Forget you guys."
"You wish you could."
She scoffed at Damian, oh how she wished she could forget them, just forgetting them would make her life so much easier, but it wouldn't happen. She would remember them her entire life, and right now, she would see fireflies just as her mind wished. She had no control over what she heard or what she saw. She took pride that she could at least control Emily and lock her away. She looked at Seth, biting her lip "I can go right after my class if you want? Or do you want me to have Ritter go to you after class's are over? It's up to you who you want to make you feel better."She said quietly, Seth was actually really shaken up after stuff like this, and she knew he had needed someone before but he had never asked for it. She looked to Nathan and Savannah "Class's should be starting soon. So just chat for right now." She looked at Ritter and chuckled "Your very adorable Rit. It's not up to me thought, Seth is the one who decides who goes."
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✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:55 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 8:58 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:03 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:15 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´
✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson nodded toward Jake, she would tell him later, or maybe she wouldn't, she would think about and turned to Seth to bring up the subject of his therapy but feeling him bit her wrist she bit her lip to keep from groaning, and not from displeasure. She felt the warm liquid hitting her skin and she let her head rest against the table, looking at her wrist underneath the table, no one would have known what was going on and she preferred it that way. She would have sworn Seth had bitten her to a bleeding point from the warmth and pain she had felt but she knew he hadn't, it was his blood and she happily licked it form her wrist from under the table. Damn her fetish's. She really hardly had control over them. She licked her lips making sure she was clean before sitting back up and glancing at Seth, giving him a thankful smile, she had needed that seeing Jake biting himself so constantly. It was easy to compose herself after that so it was like she just randomly put her head down. "I might stop by. It depends on what im doing."She shrugged, Seth was her good friend so she was most likely to stop by and see how he was doing.
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✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:39 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:49 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:00 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·•☾•·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Kairi☽•·.·´¯`·.·•☽•·.·´¯`·.·•
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Kairi had finished her breakfast by now and looking at the group around the high school tables back at her old school. They'd probably be at the reject table but of course she'd probably be at the rejected reject table herself so she wasn't one to judge. She leaned back in her chair, Max had gonbeen silent for a while and she guessed he wasn't too comfortable sitting here either. He didn't really seem this way.
She lloked at the notebook on the table and debated whether to write. She seemed to freak out those who'd read ovver her shoulder and if the nurses or doctors read it, she wouldn't know how to explain it. Shebit her lip again just sitting there. She had to admit that this group was more welcoming than those at school and at home but she wasn't ready to talk to them, eventually she could see herself there but until then she'd rather keep quiet ad watch.
She picked up the notebook, though decided against writing. she took the pencil and silently drew the outline of two wings, black with feathers dripping like candle wax onto the world below and the pain of the angel loooked as if she'd scream had she been real. She drew the outline of the world below black and dismal and below she subconnciously rew a face. A face that when she had realised what she was drawing made her sit straight with the hair on the back of her neck standing straight up. His face was tight as though it were three sizes too small for his skull, his eyes a piercing black and a smile was plastered to his face that even Cain would banish to the deepest and most exiled deepths of hell.
calmly, she flipped the page and closed her eyes. Her pencil flowed from line to line and she bit down on her lip hard. She had the urge to write and like her craving that she had been keeping quiet for pain she had given she felt her canine pierce her lip and the crimson diamonds of blood dripped onto her tongue and she felt relaxed. She looked down at the page and read her writing. It was just as bad as every other time if not better. She smiled. If her mother had read this she may have actually had a reason to be sent here. She blushed tried to keep her secret hidden but couldn't help this. She wasgrowing bored of them and she wasn't going to carry her notebook around all day. Quietly she stood to go to her room, and behind the lucky closed door she dressed in her day closed andbrushed her hair with a comb before meticulously folding her pajamas perfectly and laying them out for that night, just like her birth mother had till that one night.
She liked to keep that order. A simple reminder, something that bugged her until that was one of the safer ways to remember her parents when she cdidn't have a blade. She sighed to herself remembering the slicing and even so much as missed it. She left her notebook where she had originally had it and when everything was as she liked she turned to return to Max. The poor guy was probably dying of boredom.
Fortunatly, she got distracted by watching Jake walk off and decided to follow him and join him. She tapped his shoulder when he had stepped and signed a little hello.
"Can I join you?" she asked quietly. She didn't want to scare him and how delicate and small her voice sounded scared her more.
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((Ok guys I'm headed off to bed. School will kick my butt tomorrow if I don't have fun and don't lose me too much. razz Havve fun. Night))] |
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 3:40 am
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