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 Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2016 1:50 pm
I CAN WRITE IT!!! I CAN WRITE THE VESTRIA CHRONICLES!! I KNOW HOW ALDRUN DENIES THE DEAL!!! I KNOW IT I KNOW IT I HAVE THE CHAPTERS AND I CAN WRITE THIS I'VE GOT THIS YES!!!!!!!!!! (seriously I've been trying to write this scene for over a month and I just couldn't, but now I know what will happen and I'm no longer at a stalemate with it)
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Posted: Sat Apr 16, 2016 6:10 am
FAR AWAY IN A BYGONE AGE
WHEN THE STORIES WERE ALL TRUE
LEGENDS TOLD BY THE MEN OF OLD
HAVE BROUGHT US HERE TODAY
I have discovered Power Quest...
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Posted: Sat Apr 16, 2016 12:42 pm
This weekend is a good weekend. I got to be home alone for an hour which I desperately needed, cuddled with my kitty in a chair on a warm and sunny day (the warmest I've experienced.all month), and played "The Bard's Song" while I was at it. Then I proceeded to clean the downstairs without having anyone to pester me about how I should do my job, and sung metal songs while doing that. Then I finished by jumping around on the trampoline alone without anyone telling me to go outside and exercise. I baked mint chocolate cookies from scratch, and tomorrow I go to comic con. This is the weekend I've been waiting for. All this week will be in the 70s for me, meaning I can go to Six Flags all I want without a jacket, too surprised , and I have no school on Friday or the next Monday. God is real. I needed this so bad, and I am enjoying every moment of it.
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Posted: Sun Apr 17, 2016 2:03 pm
Comic con was awesome!! I met a lot of cool artists there, and bought some of their works! I got an original Infinity Gauntlet compilation, too. My favorite things, however, were a Hal Jordan crystal that I put on my shelf, and a bead art of Thanos sitting in his throne (it looks so badass!!!). It's all thanks to my amazing mom for giving me the money to spend (I owe her big time, so I guess I'll have to clean the deck and basement and help with dinner for the next few weeks along with continuing my weekly chores).
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Posted: Sun Apr 17, 2016 5:26 pm
Iron Prison (A song for my character Nevermore to help me define their character better)
(Chorus)
Oh, shall my silence someday break
The heavens will open and welcome me in
Without question, for the angels will know
I'm not alone
Gods above, how I cry for freedom
Deep in my solaced prison
(Chorus end)
Deep inside time passes by
How long I suppose I'll never know
Enchanted with near immortality--a curse, not mistaken with pleasure
These blackened chains bind me inside
A prison forged by me
Sun, oh dearest sun
Scorch me with your brightest rays
Let me feel your shimmering light one final time
Upon this bleeding soul of ages long gone
Desolate shadows of desperation
And silence which pains my ears
Am I real or am I dream?
How, oh how do I find prosperity?
(Chorus)
Oh, shall my silence someday break
The heavens will open and welcome me in
Without question, for the angels will know
I'm not alone
Gods above, how I cry for freedom
Deep in my solaced prison
Hear my wordless cries in the day
Feel my anguish in the night as I hardly dream
Mercy is given to all but me
Encased in this iron prison
(Chorus end)
I've heard tomorrow is better
How do I believe words that won't come true?
I beg, I cry. Oh how do I hear the godly voices, so broken, so faint?
When may I see the light again
Within this iron prison?
Give me a sign from afar in the sky
Bring me strength, heal this broken soul
Am I gone or am I alive?
Let these relentless contradictions end
(Chorus)
Oh, shall my silence someday break
The heavens will open and welcome me in
Without question, for the angels will know
I'm not alone
Gods above, how I cry for freedom
Deep in my solaced prison
Hear my wordless cries in the day
Feel my anguish in the night as I hardly dream
Mercy is given to all but me
Encased in this iron prison
(Chorus end)
(3x)
Silence, darkness, fear and pain
No strength to use, no hope to gain
Illusions and nightmares that leave me torn
Nevermore, Nevermore, Nevermore
(2x)
Silence, darkness, fear and pain
No strength to use, no hope to gain
Break my soul and feed me lies
But know that means I will not die
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Posted: Mon Apr 18, 2016 7:53 pm
Oh, this silent world how I have faded
Into the shadows of deepest space
Live again through agony, through rage
Raise this sword up to the stars
With the blood of my land carried through these veins
The kingdom of dragons lives tonight!
Dancing, singing, the lonely souls
Call for one another from afar
“Follow me on this journey!” one beckons
But the words of the knights reign true
With a dragon in my grasp
Space no longer seems so vast
From kingdom to kingdom we fly to tell
The stories of warriors of old and new
Once again these timeless bards
Will fight just to tell the tales
“Neros will someday come to and end
But tonight will not be that night
The ancient beast, the heart of all
What a wonderful thing to defend!”
Four swords and four knights as foretold in legends
Gather in the heart of space this night
Chant for Neros and curse Mygar’s name
Our precious kingdom must survive
Oh, this silent world how I have faded
Into the shadows of deepest space
Live again through agony, through rage
Raise this sword up to the stars
With the blood of my land carried through these veins
The kingdom of dragons lives tonight!
(Mygar! Mygar! Mygar!)
His mangled claws have torn my soul
Alone in space with my homeland blood
Dripping from my veins to eternal darkness
But the words of the knights reign true
(Neros! Neros! Neros!)
With my dragon at my side
Once more I shall rise to fight
For my king, the dragon of time and hope
Hear my cries and let me live for one last night
A bard, a knight, I suppose I’m both
So I will fight to tell this tale
One sword and one knight as unforetold in legends
I gather beside Neros tonight
Through spells and prayers I fight for all
My precious kingdom must survive
Oh, this silent world how I have faded
Into the shadows of deepest space
Live again through agony, through rage
Raise this sword up to the stars
With the blood of my land carried through these veins
The kingdom of dragons lives tonight!
Neros:
I promised you, valiant knights
And I have failed you all, despite what you think
Mygar:
T’was an ancient prophecy. One so old, it was impossible to defy
Warrior:
It isn’t right, though! W--we should have--
Neros:
Don’t waist your breath... Let it be set in stone, this time, that we shall someday rule these kingdoms. For now, let your souls rest among the burning stars. Like them, you shall someday rise once more.
With a burst of shimmering light
The dragon scorches into the Earth
A new prophecy to be legend in a thousand years’ time
Yet to us, a truth we promise to live
Oh, these shining stars how we’ve finally lived
Through the shadows of deepest space
Rise again through hope someday
Raise this sword in Neros’s name
With the blood of our land carried through our veins
The kingdom of dragons will live someday!
(Here! Have another song! A random one I made of a scifi fantasy genre where 4 fated knights/bards have to fight for a galactic kingdom on dragons to defend their king dragon, Neros, from the evil dragon, Mygar. They can't defy prophecy, though, so 3 knights die and the one lives until he, too, dies, and is taken in by Neros. He scatters the souls of the knights into the stars and write a new prophecy saying in 1000 years they will live again to fight.)
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2016 5:48 am
I swear, the Earth has its godforsaken a** sticking two inches from my face every moment of every day, but I keep pushing it away saying, "Go ******** yourself, I don't want it." But it keeps saying no and fights me harder than I can fight back. And it doesn't stop making me fight. It just keeps going and going and it's becoming harder and harder to keep up and...
How can I do this anymore? Everything's falling to pieces, and I absolutely won't give up, but goddamnit if I said no more that means no more and this world just doesn't get that through its ******** crust!!
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2016 2:11 pm
Last night, I decided to get back to plushie making. Now I have a small Doctor Strange in the works!
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2016 2:13 pm
There's a really strange thing that happens to me, and I'm not sure what to say about it.
Example 1: Last year, I was in a really bad spot and I never thought things would get better. I was running from the past. I found an old notebook and looked, then found a song I'd written in there about fighting the past tooth and nail, never running from it because that's wrong. From there, I fought and fought and things got better.
Example from today: s**t's been happening, and things aren't going my way whatsoever. But a while ago, I wrote a poem about how the days that are golden and pure that we think are long gone, they're all destined to come around again. I have been losing a lot of hope again, and it's not good at all. When I sat down in class today, I took out notebook paper to write a scene from a story, and accidentally flipped to the back of my binder where I found the poem. Here's what I wrote:
The clock ticks by
And we say goodbye
To times long gone
And days we knew
The clock ticks on
And we say hello
To brighter days
And times anew
The clock keeps ticking
And we keep thinking
That the things we loved
Are too far gone
The block continues to tick
And we learn to pick
The things we hold
And the things we leave
The clock never stops
And times we sought
Will live on forever
While we run ahead
The clock is our future...
Holy hell... I am wordless. Sometimes I really wonder why I ever write these things, then at the right time I know why. There's a lot of weird s**t that happens to me and I'm not sure how or for what reason it does, but I'm just glad it does some days...
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2016 8:06 am
I literally made an entire plushie by hand in 4 days... All the stitches, sewing, glueing of the billion hair strands...
I made it as a vent when I was in grief and despair. I took something awful and horrific and made it into something cute, lovable, hugable, happy, and willing to relieve my stress by letting me hug it endlessly. That means a lot to me. smile
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2016 4:21 pm
 Here's my plushie. He's so cute!! And here's what Doctor Stephen Strange actually looks like (note the symbol on his tunic varies depending on the artist): 
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2016 8:56 pm
That moment when you write a scene that makes you cry, and you're not even going to write it for at least another 4 years because you're only half way through the first book, and the scene you came up with is for the end of the second.
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2016 5:10 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2016 2:28 pm
I MIGHT GET TO SEE LUCA TURILLI'S RHAPSODY PREFORM LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2016 6:43 pm
<---
"Only one person could have crossed the darklands sorrounding Hargor
and venture forth deep into the caves of Dar-Kunor...
His is a name the world will never forget...
He is Dargor!"
(I attempted a cosplay of my interpretation of Dargor)
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