Welcome to Gaia! ::

You see? Without me here this place just isn't that exciting.

Also I am in fact gone from Vegas with several stories to tell!! Some bad and some evil....LIKE SOME b***h STOLE MY SHOES!! crying crying

I was in my motel....and I brought my shoes in. I DID leave the door open, but I was in the room all night, even if I was watching TV. By the time I woke up the next morning my shoes were gone... crying crying

and so what exactly do you meen here Rei?

its also the same one that results in obcessive stalkers.

wate a miunit what?
I stalke sombody?
who do I stalke? couse I shure as hell dont know.

and I dont see how you think I apply my way of thinking to relationships dood.I only use it for things that I feel are decided only by me ya know what I meen?
like if I have to be somwhare that I must,or draw somthing that I must or beet somthing that I must.
Ill admit that when it comes to other people I REFUSE to lett anything go untill I have the whole story and reason behind why they would do what they do,so I can make my decision on it.and I cary out my decision out withough wavoring,unless the situation changes.

but I know thares things that cannot be done.and Im trying to force myself to accept that,but no mater how hard I try,thare is always somthing inside me screaming "dont you dare quit on me or you deserve nothing!"

ar far as relationship go,I play the situation out till its end,and do everything that I can,however the only way that could go as wrong as you say Rei is if the other pirson is some kind of irratinol iddoit,and not only am I VERY good at weading thows kinds out,but every relationship i have ever had has ended on goot terms and Im friends with every one of my ex's so I figure things work out just fine with my curent way.

I know what you meen,its the risk we always gotta take,thats life. but when youve been knocked down more times then you can count,standing back up isint so hard each time you know?

ah well in the last month Iv had my "best friend" who I have literaly known half my life and grew up with,be convinced by his b***h that he shouldent see me ever again.
and and had to get over being dumped by somone who I thought I was in love with and had a 4 month relationship with,for somone I had a huge affection for.
so I have been thrue the pain and moved on,so I dobut thares to much of anything that could get me down for a while.
realy,no mater what I go thrue only seem to get harder with time,how could it work the other way?