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 Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 10:22 pm
boy do I know what you are talking about Rei.
thare are so many things I find meaningless now,that I thought ment the world back in the day,and I think wow,how did I hold so much value in so small a thing...god I was a dumb kid.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 10:46 pm
Yeah....but we're always rather crazy in our youth...in my youth I was a MUCH different person then I was today. I wasn't so jaded and pessimistic...amoung other things...
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 10:50 pm
uh hua...well in my youth,lets just say that I still feel the same way as I did then,but I dont think the same way.although Im still me,always kinda have been.
and btw, this augest 29th will be my 17 year living on this backwater planet. just in case you caired or anything.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 10:59 pm
Ahhhhh....well I have undergone a drastic change from now to when I was even about the age of 10 or so... sweatdrop
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:06 pm
ok,whats with the sweat drop?
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:27 pm
Gihn_the_wolf ok,whats with the sweat drop? Lol. It's just....I was so different, and in more then one ways it has been for the worst....I don't think my old self would be so proud of me now...
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:31 pm
the younger me would call the current me a quitter,not knowing I played things as best as I could.
it is ignorence that made out young selves proud.Im shure thares a reason you grew to be who you are.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:43 pm
Gihn_the_wolf the younger me would call the current me a quitter,not knowing I played things as best as I could. it is ignorence that made out young selves proud.Im shure thares a reason you grew to be who you are. It was pain and suffering Gihn. I let myself give into my darker side and emotions. I also thought that vengeance would make me strong...but it hasn't. There's been so much pain and lonelyness in my life Gihn....so much.
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:52 pm
thats everyones life Rei,mine, yours,everyone.
all I can say is dont give up er anything.
I meen if you resent the way you are now,its not to late to try and do somthing about it you know?
look,Im sorry if I upset you Rei,are you ok? I know im just some dood online but Im here you know.
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 5:15 am
heart > reiyoko wishes that Rei-chan would share with her some of her troubles sad that ish what friends are for 3nodding
what would Gihn like for his b-day? surprised
and reiyoko would like to apologize for not running teh guild more successfully while Rei-chan was away sweatdrop she simply cannot get online enough emo
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Rei Hino-chan Vice Captain
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 10:19 am
I know you're not online as much as you would want Reiyoko.
Well a lot of it is just stuff from the past...there's a lot of chains to my past that still try to drag me back to the darkness...
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 11:13 am
Rei,must you be so melowdramatic?
what I mean is I could do withought the metaphores at least.
and as for the 17?
well knowing people care is reward eneugh I sapose.
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 12:50 pm
Well I MUST be so mellowdramatic. I AM a Drama Queen after all, not to mention I LIKE to use metaphors to describe my things. I AM a bit of an artist and I take a LOT of my personality after my mom who's a really cool artist.
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 4:10 pm
oh fine if you must.
I guess Im in two good a mood when I liston to "Der guten tag hop-clop"
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Ayanami Rei First Child Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 4:34 pm
Gihn_the_wolf oh fine if you must. I guess Im in two good a mood when I liston to "Der guten tag hop-clop" You should try being a Drama Queen...it's a lot of fun...
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