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PERV looked up at her from her spot against the girl's chest, still blushing slightly, arching a brow at the word. "Blushing? Don't people usually only do that when they're embarrassed or something?" She tilted her head a little, looking down at Jen's shirt before looking back up at her. "I have never been embarrassed before. I would always make others blush but never the other way around."

She leaned forward again, burrowing her head into the blonde's shirt. "I like that you make me feel this way." Her eyes closed as a soft pur escaped her due to Jen playing with her hair. A smile that she had no control over lit up her face at the calming sensation that fell over her because of the simple action the blonde was doing. "I've never realized how good someone playing with your hair feels."

Opening gray eyes to look at the girl, still smiling as she lifted a hand to carress Jen's cheek. "I'm glad we're not alone in these feelings. Too bad neither of us really understand them though." A bright smile broadened on her face at the blonde's words. Licking her lips nervously before she leaned down to gently kiss the other's lips, pulling back to rest her head against the girl's chest again. Eyes closing as she listened to her heart beat, purring softly. "It's very fast. My closeness doesn't bother you anymore?"

PERV nodded slowly, wondering why someone else would blush if not embarressed. Hmmm... no, arousal made a person flush not blush there was a difference, at least she'd like to think so. Sighing softly as she shook her head, snuggling back against the girl, a content and happy purr escaping her. "I'm glad you like it. I've never had someone play with it like this before. Usually... people only push it to get me closer to them." She wrapped her arms tightly around the blonde, purring louder. "I like this gentle way much better."

Just thinking about those things had her eyes going darker, heart rate picking up in a burst of arousal. She started to pull away from the girl before stopping and settling back down, eyes sad once more. "I'm sorry I make you uncomfortable... even a little bit but it makes me happy that you are starting to like it." Looking up at the girl and smiling sweetly at her, ignoring the rising emotions inside her though her eyes managed to darken slightly.

She licked at her lips, purring still, nuzzling into the girl's shirt. "I don't understand... I am so utterly stuffed but..." She shook her head, looking back down, not wanting to scare the guardian more.

PERV purred louder, eyes closing as she enjoyed the blonde's fingers moving slowly through her hair. It was an extremely relaxing sensation and it almost made her want to go back to sleep but they had already taken their nap. Her hands slowly kneaded the girl's shirt much like a kitten would knead something, a faint smile on her face as she started to doze again.

Even though she had started to doze, she heard Jen's question. Her brows furrowed in thought of what she had been saying, her head still in the clouds. Finally realizing what she had been about to share, she blushes deeply, burrowing her head into the girl's shirt, mumbling into it. "I don't think you'd like to hear what comes after the but... I don't want to make you uncomfortable especially with this position being very comfy." Her head slowly lifted up, scared eyes watching the blonde.

PERV still felt the sadness invading her as she prepared herself to tell the girl and have said girl react badly. Her mouth opened, ready to give the blonde as adamant a no as she could give when her head caught up with what she had heard the guardian say. She felt her body deflate, shoulders slumping as a sigh escaped her. A small smile lighting up her face. "Thank you."

More soft purring escaped her as she nuzzled into the girl's chest, holding her tighter. "Did I mention how much I like you playing with my hair?" Her voice was deep and slightly husky, eyes darkening beneath her lids as the soothing sensation... soothed her. Yes, Jen was starting to even turn her thoughts to mush. She was enjoying every second of it.

PERV beamed even though she didn't move her head. Unsure if the blonde had seen the look, she nuzzled into the girl's chest, only just realizing where her head was resting. Shock spread over her, warmth blooming in her chest. Jen... she hadn't moved, nor asked PERV to move so... she was ok with this? Her smile widened even more if at all possible, holding an undeniable warmth and her purring became more prominent once again.

Jen really was getting more comfortable with their proximity. It might not take long before... The succubus blushed deeply though a rumble grew in her chest at the prospect of really feeding from the girl below her. She had never had this sensation before when it came to feeding but... perhaps that was because Jen wasn't just food to her. She cared for Jen. She... loved Jen.

Tears sprang to her closed eyes, her grip tightening on the blonde. She knew the guardian didn't exactly return those feelings. At least they were friends... right? Taking a deep and steadying breath before letting it out slowly and agreeing with herself. Yes. She supposed they were friends and if that was all the blonde allowed then she would try to content herself with that.

Slowly, she opened her eyes, staring off at the wall. "It's still kinda early. Do you wanna go to a park or something? Did you have plans for this trip before... well before I showed up?" A soft laugh escaped her as she tried to show the guardian she wasn't as upset as before. She waited for a few silent seconds before furrowing her brow. "Jen?" Perhaps the girl was thinking on her question? She moved her head so she could see the blonde's face. A soft smile coming to her as she noticed the guardian asleep. "Well... I guess it can wait." She moved her head so that she was comfortable again, breathing the blonde's scent in deeply while waiting for her to awaken.

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PERV maneuvered herself so that she could rest her head on Jen as well as watch the girl sleep. It was a peacefull sight, causing her eyes to eventually close. She snuggled into the girl, hands gently pawing and kneading at the girl's flesh as her purring picked up. She was entirely too comfortable right now. Never in her life had she been so comfy which was odd because she was laying on top of someone. Naturally, when laying on someone one wouldn't be too comfy because of boney protrudences or other such things but PERV was one happy kitten right now.

For the entire hour she rested atop the blonde, purring nonstop with a smile on her face and eyes closed. Not that she was asleep. Oh no. She was day dreaming about possible scenarios the two could do. Of course she had to repeatedly get her head out of the gutter which was difficult. There was just something... she didn't know what it was but there was something about Jen that just called out to the succubus more than others usually did.

Feeling the girl shift caused her eyes to open, though they were heavily lidded and darkened almost to black. Jen's husky sleep filled voice causing a shiver of pleasure to go over her. She nuzzled the top of the girl's chest before looking up at her content. "It's ok. I'm glad you trust me enough to fall asleep with me on top of you." A hand carressed up the blonde's side in a warming manner. "I was wondering if you had any plans for this vacation before I showed up and dashed them? It's still pretty early in the day so we should do something. If you want, that is."

PERV continued to carress the girl's sides, hands slowly starting to knead at her flesh like she had done before. A soft purring escaped her as she nuzzles her head against the blonde's clothed upper chest. She smiled up at her guardian, eyes still dark and half lidded. "I wouldn't mind some nature walks. I may not look it but I can be outdoorsy. Probably not as much as you but." She shrugged and nuzzled into the girl's shoulder before cocking her head to one side. "Why are they pointless now? I wouldn't mind, really." She definitely wasn't understanding the point of the nature hikes at the moment, mind mostly on the body below her. "I had only planned to relax and go to the beach. Maybe go surfing but this was mostly to get out my dad's hair while he finds me an apartment far away from him."

Normally the thought would bother her a little but right now, in Jen's arms, it didn't even cause her to twitch. Slowly, she started to draw circles on the girl's sides, turning her head to place a gentle kiss against the blonde's shoulder before sitting up. She quickly propelled herself away and landed on the other bed on the furthest side, heart pounding and hands clenched just like her jaw. She looked down at the ground before clenching the quilt of the bed between her hands. "Sorry. I don't know what's quite gotten to me since I came here." She would've said since she met the guardian but then Jen would have blamed herself when it definitely wasn't her fault. Dam instincts. They always ruined everything.

Plastering a fake smile on her face when she finally looked back up at the girl. "So when is the next nature walk? We could do that then hit the beach and get dinner? If... you want that is." She didn't want to force the girl but she knew she had to get out of the room. One, her natural self couldn't sit idle for so long without feeling jumpy. Two, if they kept laying in bed she knew she would do something the other girl didn't want and she didn't want to ruin their newly formed friendship.

PERV arched a brow at the girl below her before nodding slowly. "It won't change? We won't be on a walk at some point and you just walk off and not come back, right?" She tried to hide the slight panic in her voice but it still showed a little, especially in the grip her hand took on the girl's side.

She must have been seeing things. It had almost looked like Jen had been leaning down for a kiss before she took off like a rocket. No. It was her mind playing tricks on her, dangerous tricks at that. The blonde had told her no. Jen had had to throw her across the room at one point to get the succubus away. The girl just didn't want her that way.

PERV looked at the blonde with a guilt ridden expression. They had been enjoying themselves just laying there... no expectations. It had been entirely refreshing for the young succubus but alas, her instincts had to ruin the moment. In some ways it was amazing and freeing. It was odd for the brunette to have no expectations of sex thrust onto her. In more ways, it made her feel like there was something wrong with herself or that she wasn't wanted. It was a bad feeling for a succubus, a species that thrived on being wanted.

She stayed on the bed, still clutching tightly at the bedding while Jen got a pamphlet. She looked towards the paper but made no move to get any closer to it. If Jen said it was in twenty minutes, then it was. Trying to force a better smile on her face and only partially succeeding before glancing around the room. "Perfect. It gives us some time to get ready for the walk, the beach afterwards, and get to the meeting spot."

Finally she got up again, walking towards her bag on the floor by the bureau and ruffling through it. PERV had come prepared for the beach ahead of time and was wearing a deep red bikini under her clothes. Unfortunately, her clothes weren't ideal for hiking so she needed new ones. AKA, she was getting a pair of ripped off jean shorts instead of her skirt and taking off her vest and collar tie. She already had a gray tank under the vest and it was light enough for the weather. The red of her bikini top was hinted under the thin fabric. Without thought, she took her skirt off, letting it drop to the floor before stepping out of it and pulling on her shorts over the very tiny bikini bottoms.

Out of her bag, she also grabbed a red hair elastic, pooling her hair together before pulling it up into a high pony tail, the ends of her hair now just scraping at her shoulders instead of between them. She glanced around a little more, hopping from foot to foot while thinking before grabbing a pair of black pumas out of the same bag and switching her flip flops for those and a pair of ankle socks. She turned grinning over at Jen, giving her a thumbs up. "Ready when you are!"