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Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 12:22 am
xxx▓▓▓▓xKarix▓ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxYou show me how to see xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThat nothing is whole and nothing is broken xxxxxxxxxxxxxxIn you and I xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThere's a new l a n dxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAngels in flightxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhere fears and l i e s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMelt awayxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMusic insidexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me n o w ?▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ xx♥xx xx↘↘xⓛσvε Kari was dissapointed in his response, his words were slightly venomous but that was all they suggested; because his tone didn't sound like that at all. She moved on anyways, slipping out of the room and shutting his door quietly behind her to not disturb him.
But as she had said earlier, she was late. Late for another meeting. They'd been scheduling them almost back to back, in the dead of night. From time to time Kari wondered if Xenmas knew, but how could he? She was cautious, she was smart and she hid her tracks well. To her it seemed almost impossible to be found out.
Kari walked back to her room with Demyx, he was already passed out in his bed, his mouth wide open while a single hand rested on his stomach. The downside about rooming with him was that he snored loudly, for some reason she could just guess this just by looking at him; he just seemed the type. But everyone in the Organization had their own look, the look that you could easily tell that described their personality. But that perked up a question in its own path, since they didn't have hearts did they have personalities? They pretened to at least. She took off her coat, keeping it around her arm while she snuck back outside of the room. Her original plan was to dump the coat in the room, but if Demyx woke up and saw her without it, it would just be too suspicious.
So she left the mansion, going around it's sides to sneak away and back down to the meeting area where they usually met; Ansem's computer room. Once again the 'club' stood around like a hoard. When Kari trotted to the room she could barely make out the voices of the committe, only hearing their faint murmurs. This was how they had always done it, even if they met during the day - which was rare. It was done for two reasons, one so that if anyone unexpected came they would probably only hear fragments, or nothing, of their conversation. Two, it was so they could hear them sneak up. "Hello, hello." Kari sauntered in, being saucy since the atmosphere seemed to fit the situation. Everyone was so serious, why not lighten it up? She didn't like the fact that both places, the Organization and the bourough group, were serious. It was a back-to-back mania of no fun. Even amoung the heartfull they seemed heartless. "How is everything going?" Kari sighed, the fact that it was only business starting to sink into her head. "It was the same yesterday, and it's the same today." But Leon only shrugged, almost leaning against the computer monitor. "Things change."
And just like that the mood was a bit lighter, calmer, more at ease; but it wasn't any less serious. "We need to come up with a better plan, that's what we were just talking about." Kari joined in, hopping up on the computer system to sit down. "I don't have time to hear it, just storm on in and I'll try to fit in it anyway I can."
"A sloppy plan won't work Kari," Donald quacked, being the smallest of the group he made his voice a bit louder. She sat there stoicly, the meeting was boring, and the topic was always the same. She'd rather fight with Roxas than deal with something so regular, at least he changed it up a bit. "If this is all we're going to talk about then I should go," she let off her own shrug, scratching the side of her head while her brain ache'd for sleep. The candy had worn down, and the sugar crash had started to take a toll. "Yeah, you look really tired Kari. Are they working you that hard over there?"
She let her hand down onto the computer with a smack, shrugging once again while her head took time to register the question. "It's all recon, they're just collecting information." She hopped down, the cloak had still been draped over her arm and now she had put it back on, becomming slightly dissapointed that the hours had not been more eventfull. Kari didn't even bother saying goodbye, instead she just left the room. Her whole system ache'd for something fun, something unusual.
And she knew the cure.
Going back to the castle didn't take much time, the town and the base were right next to each other - something she knew Xenmas had planned so he could keep an eye on the people. Kari got back to her room, her hands shoved into her pockets after she had smacked Demyx around a couple of times. Slowly he woke up, extremely groggy from his precious child-like sleep. "Ugh, what?" She watched as he sat up, holding onto his head while both of his eyes were squinted shut to dissapate the light from the bulbs. If there wasn't any fun to be seen, why not make some? Why not stirr something up?
The sun was just barely rising, dawn approaching at its own groggy pace. "Let's date."
Demyx opened one eye, then both, his hand stopped rubbing the back of his head and he looked at her, spine still slouched but up just a bit straighter. "What?" "I'll be your girlfriend, or whaterver, ok?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 11:42 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas turned onto his back as Kari left. He felt the ball disregard blocking his emotions and almost choked on the tears that caught in his throat. He sat up and wrapped his arms around his knees, burying his face between them and trying not to cry. He hated her... He hated Kari with every fiber of his being right now.... She knew how he felt, knew what he wanted, and yet she was off to be with that pup, Demyx. He pulled away from his knees and released his hold on them.... Fine then.... Let it be this way.......
Roxas stood up from his bed, grabbed his backpack and threw his meager belongings into it. Kari's picture was already somewhere inside, and he didn't really care right now... He grabbed the backpack and walked out of his room. After a moment of looking back down the hall at Demyx's door from the top of the stairs, Roxas walked down the stairs and out of the castle. He didn't think twice, there was no point. He just left the castle behind, left behind all the thoughts of Kari and him....
Roxas walked up the ramp into the gummi ship he and Axel had piloted earlier and started running the diagnostics test. He sat back in the seat, leaning his head against the headrest and then stood rather suddenly, yanking off the Organization robes and throwing them in the trash can at the back of the cockpit. He returned to his seat, chose a course off the autopilot options and leaned back in the seat again, staring out the windows in front of him, watching everything flow by in a blur of lights.
Hours later, the ship landed softly and Roxas climbed out of it, his backpack slung over one shoulder. His feet touched the beach sand and he shaded his eyes with one hand as he looked out over the water. He sighed softly and closed up the ship, walking across the beach, he walked into the lone little cottage that sat just off the sand, shaded by the huge trees around it. He looked around his cottage and smiled faintly, he'd gotten this place when Xemnas had given them a vacation... It was his only actual home... He opened up all the curtains and windows, letting the breeze off the ocean rush through his house so it would air out. Walking through the house, he continued doing so, until finally, in his bedroom, he dropped his bag, pulled off his shirt, changed into shorts and laid down on the bed, looking up at the white canopy above it and sighing softly as he fell asleep
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 8:16 pm
xxx▓▓▓▓xKarix▓ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxYou show me how to see xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThat nothing is whole and nothing is broken xxxxxxxxxxxxxxIn you and I xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThere's a new l a n dxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAngels in flightxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhere fears and l i e s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMelt awayxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMusic insidexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me n o w ?▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ xx♥xx xx↘↘xⓛσvε Meetings. All the time meetings. If it wasn't a meeting with Sora, then it was one with Xenmas; and each time they asked the same thing. About each other. The Organization members stood together in a group, a circle of tall people and one short.
One short?
"We have a traitor among us."
Where was the other short one? Where was Roxas?
"Kari, pay attention." Demxy nudged her, making her shoulder inch forward a bit. And when she did begin to focus her eyes were locked with Xenmas. What did he say? What did he just say?
"Is there something wrong?" "No, sir." She stood straighter, and suddenly nothing seemed to matter. Not Demyx, not Roxas, not even Sora. It all fell flat. What would happen if the whole plan was ruined? She couldn't even think beyond, 'what if I was caught?'
"Where is your friend?"
And then gravity some how whisked around her, and her head spinned and the room tilted; normality. "F-friend?" "Roxas. Where is he?"
It didn't occur to her that she could be in trouble as well, that maybe Xenmas would think they were in cahoots. They had left and come back - together. At the same time. "I don't know." Her voice sounded strained, but she was really unsure. He was gone? That's right, thats why she was the only short one in the group.
"You're to find him. All of you. He is to be destroyed. Word of our plans will not get out."
Slowly the group turned away from him, a few seconds after he talked to make sure that he was done speaking. But still she stood there frozen, only thinking about herself. Am I really this selfish?
"Is there something wrong, Kari."
The room stopped flipping, the edges becoming even and finally the world fell back into place. It wasn't a question, it was some sort of warning. The consequences, she didn't want to know.
"Understood."
And they took off in small groups, using portals to go wherever they could.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 8:59 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas wrote out a long letter to Xemnas as he sat at the desk in his home, it was an explination of where he was and why he'd left temporarily... Once it was completed, he sent it off through one of the shadow portals, sealed with blue wax to let Xemnas know it was him, stamped with the Organizations symbol. It read as follows:
My Lord Xemnas,
As I'm sure you've already sent people after me, I thought I would let you know, I have no interest in giving away any information on the Organization... The reason I left was a conflict of interest, I needed a little time away to distance myself from specific people so that I may be a better soldier to your cause. I didn't feel as though I could do my job with my mind in it's current state. And as such, I'm at the beach house that Axel and I own, you know which one I'm sure. I just wanted to let you know where I had gone, and let you know that I have not turned my back on Organization XIII, quite the contrary, I want to be a better soldier, and I cannot do that when my mind is going so many different directions. I will be returning to you monday morning, if you so decide to keep me... I'm sorry for any inconvenience this caused you...
- Roxas
Roxas walked back into his home after sending off the letter, he didn't know if it would change the minds of his fellow Organization members... There was a possibility that Xemnas would have him hunted down and destroyed, but it could have also saved his life... He sighed softly and sat back down at the desk, leaning back in the chair and kicking his feet up on the desk with a groan as he relaxed... He would know soon enough... There was a good chance that the moment he had the message, Xemnas would kill him.... But it didn't matter... None of it mattered anymore... Kari was all but gone from his life... So nothing really mattered, did it....?
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Thu Oct 28, 2010 10:21 am
xxx▓▓▓▓xKarix▓ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxYou show me how to see xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThat nothing is whole and nothing is broken xxxxxxxxxxxxxxIn you and I xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThere's a new l a n dxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAngels in flightxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhere fears and l i e s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMelt awayxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMusic insidexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me n o w ?▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ xx♥xx xx↘↘xⓛσvε So far they had been to two worlds. Agrahbah and Wonderland, both she didn't want to go back to. "We're done here." They stood in the middle of the small field in wonderland, Kari had whipped her blade in the air and the small heartless had just dissappeared; becomming more of nothing than they already were.
"We haven't even searched the whole place yet." "And you think we could? We've wound up in the same place three times, I'm done looking." The blade dissappeared from her hand and she let it go, her grip releasing until it was relaxed. And with that she just walked away, down the field and into another hole; but not before she kicked some mushroom harshly. "She's a keeper, hm?"
Xigabar followed, his weapons hadn't been pulled out; for she had taken care of it. All day Kari had been laid into a bad mood. The day didn't start out to well, not to mention Demyx had gone out and blabbed about his new founded "relationship". It was funny, but only in an odd way. "How can you love her if you don't have a heart?" "Aw, shut up. I do too have a heart, I remember." It was the discussion that happened earlier today, brains versus child; which was what Demyx was, a child. His intellect didn't match Karis, in fact it didn't match anyones, he was on his own level entirely. It wasn't that he was an idiot, because when he needed to prove himself, - he could - it was the fact that he chose games over glory. Games over Kingdom Hearts.
When did I start thinking like this?
Several more round trips, more yelling, more angery fighting and they had found their way back to the opening of the portal. "Come on, open it up. I want to hurry up and get that traitor turned into a Dusk so I can take a nap." Demyx winced but chuckled, and Xigabar led the way. Once again they were going to go straight to another world.
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Posted: Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:31 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas sighed and kicked back on the porch of his house, looking out over the ocean. Memories flashed through his mind, of when he'd just been able to be a normal teenager, hanging out with Kari, Olette and the others... He looked out at the water and leaned back in his chair, his brow furrowing as he thought about her and Demyx... Yeah, maybe Demyx deserved the chance, the caring that Kari could give, but Roxas couldn't help but think that she deserved better...
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Tue Nov 02, 2010 10:25 pm
xxx▓▓▓▓xKarix▓ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxYou show me how to see xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThat nothing is whole and nothing is broken xxxxxxxxxxxxxxIn you and I xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThere's a new l a n dxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAngels in flightxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMy sanctuary xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhere fears and l i e s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxMelt awayxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMusic insidexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxι ηεε∂ ɱσɍε Ⴣεcʈσιη ʈɧαη уσυ kησωxxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's left of me n o w ?▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ xx♥xx xx↘↘xⓛσvε The portal opened and closed once again, and Kari's small agitated state became more and more irritable; especially since her "boyfriend" was making it worse. "Where are we?"
The portal had opened up somewhere where she had never seen. Sandy beaches that coincided with the water, their colors splashing together to make a subdued hue. "Uh, I don't know. Xiga...bar?"
Kari and Demyx had stepped out of the portal, facing forward toward the island; the side that wasn't sand and water. But when he turned around he didn't see anybody, it was just them two. "Where'd he go?" Demyx had turned around a bit, his waist twisting while he looked back and watched the dissappearing portal. "Who cares?" Kari crossed her arms, walking forward and feeling her feet sink into the sands depths. "Let's just get this over with."
Demyx had shrugged it off, letting his hand fall from his head and down to his side, trotting forward after her.
"Should we split up? We'll cover more ground." "Whaaat? You don't want to stick together Kari?" The side of her mouth slacked while she sighed, but he only snickered a bit. "Fine, fine. We'll split up and look for him." "Alright, let's hurry it up. I want to get this mission over with so we can go back."
They split up, climbing around the island and it's wooden structures. Kari stood up after she climbed a ladder, huffing against the wooden planks. "I hate this place." She wiped her forehead standing up and getting irritated at the fact that they couldn't find him yet. Not just on the island but anywhere. "Roxas! Come on!" She frowned, turning the corner on one of the catwalks and walking around. Hopefully calling out his name would bring him out.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 3:53 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas heard his voice and sighed, hearing Kari yelling and walked out of his home, looking down at the catwalk below him at her "Come to kill me? Cause if so, I'd rather just go back and have Xemnas deal with me himself.... It's better than you and your boyfriend doing so." he jumped the railing and landed right next to her, putting his hands in his pockets as he looked at her
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 10:04 pm
█████████▌❤ ▌KARIxxxxxx❝ DARKNESS i'll face my dreams ❞xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAND NO LONGER RUN AWAY. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTHERE ISN'T A PLACE TO GO xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI'LL LOSE THIS FEELING OF BEING SO HELPLESS xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIS AHEAD OF ME...I'LL SQUASH THE NUMBNESS This is what it had come down to, this moment. And for some reason it all started to get blurry, started to slur together. And she became furious, even through the fog.
"Do you think Xenmas wants to deal with you? You're a flight-risk, you've left the Organization too many times, it's time to just throw you away. They've got someone else to collect hearts, the Organization will do fine without you." She ignored the 'boyfriend' remark, because after all Demyx didn't even really feel like a boyfriend. It seemed the same as it had always been. They hadn't kissed, or held hands. It was just teasing, amplified.
Kari extended her hand out to the side, summoning her own weapon. "Yes, I've come to kill you." The earth swayed beneath her feet, or maybe it was herself.
"H-Hey! What's going on, you've found him!" Even though she heard his voice she didn't turn around to face him, or even acknowledge him. For right now she only had one purpose that burned fire into her heart, to kill Roxas. It was her set mission, it was what Xenmas had told her to do - told all of them to do.
"Hey...hey, Kari. Woah, wait!"
And then the sway of the earth took a hold of her, and suddenly she felt lifted. As if she wasn't looking through the eyes of her own body anymore, but above it instead. She could see Demyx standing near her, his lips moving while his hands were slightly away from his body; almost grasping onto her. And in fact it wasn't the world that was swaying, it was her. Kari's body was slow moving, it seemed like she was on some sort of see-saw all by herself. When she almost fell-forward she panicked herself, but no one moved a bit because she didn't fall. Kari's body just staggered forward, and then she launched herself forward; going in for the attack on Roxas.
That's when she could see Demyx grabbing onto her, tackling her down onto the floor. Even from above it didn't look like she was herself, her eyes were hazy, a darker shade than they usually were. And her temper was flaring, she wasn't sure if she was talking or just growling. Either way her outter-body-experience perceived it as a snarl.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 10:33 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas heard Kari's words and his eyes glazed over, he dropped his head and looked up at her through the curtain of his own hair.
He could hear Demyx yelling at her, and watched her keyblade appear. He took a deep breath and held it... He remembered everything that had happened between them as she spoke about the Organization being fine without him... His eyes filled with sorrow as he stared down at the catwalk boards below him...
What would they tell Axel? His best friend... His only real friend apparently... That they'd killed him for "the better of the company" or some such thing he was sure. He looked up and the world seemed to slow down as he lifted his eyes, watching Kari's body lunge in for an attack that he didn't bother dodging... Whether it was her, or someone else, they'd planned on killing him, and it would happen....
He saw Demyx then, tackling her to the ground, but her blade still caught him, high in the ribs. He groaned and fell to his knees, one hand going to his ribs and immediately it was soaked in blood. He held up his hand and looked at it and then looked over at Kari underneath Demyx, his vision going blurry already from shock and blood loss....
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 11:00 pm
█████████▌❤ ▌KARIxxxxxx❝ DARKNESS i'll face my dreams ❞xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAND NO LONGER RUN AWAY. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTHERE ISN'T A PLACE TO GO xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI'LL LOSE THIS FEELING OF BEING SO HELPLESS xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIS AHEAD OF ME...I'LL SQUASH THE NUMBNESS Kari was still underneath Demyx, squirming around while he held onto her. He gritted his teeth, noticing that she was stronger than she looked. "Hey! Calm down! Knock it off Kari!"
He looked up, for just a second, seeing Roxas before he looked back down at Kari; all his effort going back to her.
"Demyx, let her go."
The world stopped again and Kari had drifted back into herself, her eyes flicking back to normal. When she stopped squirming he did as well, looking at Xigabar before lifting himself up; as did she.
"You did well Kari, just what Xenmas asked."
Kari had stood up, inspecting herself and rubbing her elbow when she looked at him, "What?" Xigabars arms were crossed, as per-usual, but he had swung his head toward Roxas who was laying on the floor. The hand that was on her elbow dropped to her side upon seeing him, "I did that?"
"Yes, just as ordered. You did well, no doubt you will recieve praise from Xenmas."
Kari just stood there looking at him, unable to really do much else; not even think. "Leave him, we have work to do at the Organization."
They stood the for a second longer, just looking at Roxas, that is until Xigabar left; bored with the event that had just gone down. He walked away a bit, his cloak swaying, and his shoes thumping harshly against the catwalks boards. "I thought we were supposed to turn him into a Dusk, not kill him."
Xigabar stopped, turning just halfway so that one of his sides faced them. "You heard Kari, she spoke true words. He's not needed, he's a liability. This way is even better than a Dusk, he's no use to us anymore."
Her weapon had disappeared long ago, leaving here there wishing she could disappear as well. How did that happen? She couldn't remember, it just didn't feel like her. "Kari, come along. Do not disobey Xenmas."
And her eyes hazed over again, her expression stoic and she turned around, walking forward and passing up Xigabar. "Of course, I would never dream of disobeying Xenmas."
Demyx was left standing there, Xigabar following after Kari, and he just looked at Roxas for a while; feeling terrible.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 11:10 pm
So What If It Was All A Lie..... Roxas fell to the ground fully, laying on his side, his breathing started to slow... He could hear his heart pounding in his ears as he looked at Kari, who simply walked away. Tears filled his eyes as the world started to go black, the last thing he saw was Demyx standing over him for a moment before turning and walking away....
Roxas, Roxas man, you gotta get up. We don't have very long... he heard the words through a haze of his own blood loss and groaned, opening his eyes just enough that he could see Axel standing over him... His eyes drifted shut again, and when he woke again, he was no longer laying on the catwalk. He looked up and found himself looking onto Merlin's merry face.
Merlin gave a cheery grin "You gave us quite the scare, care to explain what exactly happened before your friend brought you to us? He had to leave, but he told us he'd be back later to check on you. Nice lad, a little scary what with the fire and the red and the burning and all...."
Roxas sat up carefully and looked around at the other people in the room, Leon, Yuffie, Mickey... Sora and the others weren't around and Roxas was grateful as he pulled himself up to sit against the headboard of the bed he was on "Kari happened... I left the Organization for awhile because she's dating Demyx now... I just wanted to get my head clear so that I could go back to work, and pretend that everything was fine while I was trying to help you guys.... And Xemnas sent everyone after me...." Roxas coughed for a moment and groaned "They found me on Destiny Islands at my home, and well... Kari told me the Organization would be fine without me, that they had someone else to gather hearts for them now..." he paused, remembering watching her "She struck me with her keyblade and it took me in the ribs..." he sat back and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath "Demyx tried to stop her... But he wasn't in time, it was too late..."
Merlin stared at Roxas for a long moment and then closed his eyes, taking a deep breath as the boy passed out, he looked over at Mickey and sighed softly, wondering what the hell they were going to do... He doubted that Roxas would have lied about something like this...
Maybe I Just Want To Believe...
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 12:34 pm
█████████▌❤ ▌KARIxxxxxx❝ DARKNESS i'll face my dreams ❞xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAND NO LONGER RUN AWAY. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTHERE ISN'T A PLACE TO GO xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI'LL LOSE THIS FEELING OF BEING SO HELPLESS xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIS AHEAD OF ME...I'LL SQUASH THE NUMBNESS What had happened? She couldn't remember. It had somehow blanked out of her mind.
And now they were walking toward the castle, the wind blowing fiercely.
They were all silent, which seemed weird to her, because Demyx was always talking. But now he wasn't, and they were just walking toward the castle. The aura from the seemed off, something was off. Something was wrong, she just couldn't place her finger on it.
Together they walked into the castle, and even though Kari knew something was wrong she didn't ask to what was wrong. She just followed Xigabar and Demyx, and didn't even bother to look at their stern faces.
❤❤❤
Now they were all together, in one room. All the members gathered and sitting around in what appeared to be a den, two ugly and worn couches sat out, some members putting themselves onto it so they didn't have to stand; leaving the few remaining to stand. Even when gathered together they were silent still, but the air felt some what changed. No longer did it feel uneasy, or uneven, now it felt more brooding.
Demyx sat on a couch while Kari stood, the distance between them was obvious but she couldn't understand why. Usually he swarmed himself over her, not giving her a chance to breathe. But now she could breathe, run around or do anything else she wanted.
"What's going on?" Finally she said the question that she had been wanting to say for a while. Most of the members turned and looked back at her, some surprised while others didn't seem to care, just looking at her for a good show. But Demyx kept his back turned away, his spine slumped and his head toward the wall.
"You did what you were supposed to do." Kari turned a bit and looked at Xigabar, about to question him but the silent Demyx finally spoke up.
Demyx stood, his face stern, angry and worried. "You killed Roxas."
Kari fell back a bit, looking at Demyx for a while and not believing what he truly said. "On the contrary, you did what you were supposed to do. What Xenmas ordered all of us to do."
From this she could tell that Xigabar and Demyx were starting some subtle fight against each other.
"Killing shouldn't be the correct answer, he was a comrade!" "A fallen comrade. Did you forget? Xenmas ordered us to take care of him, to destroy him. You did the right thing Kari." "I'm sure there were other uses for him!" "He served his purpose!"
Once again the world spun, what they were saying didn't make sense to her. But at the same time if they were both saying that it had happened, it must of. But her? For her to deal the finishing blow? Of all the people in the world.
And without much of anything else she fell again, fainting into a sleep.
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 7:56 pm
I feel dead inside, it's all due to you... But no matter what you did... Roxas stuffed his hands deep into his pockets with a heavy sigh. He was no longer with Merlin and the others. He was currently back in Twilight Town. Staying in the inn, "enjoying" being a teenager.... Six months had passed since his supposed demise at the hands of the one person he'd ever loved. And Roxas had changed...
He no longer smiled... There was no joy in his heart anymore. He'd abandoned Sora's cause. He couldn't be seen with them, Xemnas didn't know he was alive, and they wanted to keep it that way unless it was absolutely necessary.
He ran his hands through his hair, now down well past his eyes, pushing it out of his face. He looked up at the setting sun and pictured Kari as she cut into his ribs. Sighing softly he lifted his shirt and looked at the long scar that ran across his side. It still ached at times... He took a deep breath and dropped his shirt, heading back to the hotel.
I'm still in love with you...
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 6:52 pm
█████████▌❤ ▌KARIxxxxxx❝ DARKNESS i'll face my dreams ❞xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxAND NO LONGER RUN AWAY. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTHERE ISN'T A PLACE TO GO xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI'LL LOSE THIS FEELING OF BEING SO HELPLESS xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIS AHEAD OF ME...I'LL SQUASH THE NUMBNESS Months passed. Time elapsed and the days blurred together. Everything happened like it usually did, time went on, the world just kept spinning - or whatever.
Xenmas had kept her occupied, it was probably some sort of plot of his but at the time she didn't care. Kari had stopped meeting with Sora and the gang, and eventually they had come to see her, but they knew something was wrong and didn't bug her too much.
The few times they did speak they spoke of the usual, what Xenmas was making her do. Which was a lot of work, point blank. Xenmas kept her on either recon, or heart collection. They weren't too busy, but doing them back to back for either long or copious amounts did add up. It didn't help her much either, it just made the days seem slower. Work all day only to pass out at night to sleep.
Kari didn't dream anymore, and she couldn't even remember the last time she had. Now it was just a black out, then she would wake up and start the day all over again.
Demyx and her hadn't spoken at all. And she assumed that they were "broken up" so to speak. It was fine with her, since she didn't consider them to be in a relationship in the first place. To her it just passed the time, it was done to make him feel more alive. But she realized that it didn't do that, and probably did more harm then good.
So here she was again, on another recon mission in the one world she hated the most. Wonderland.
Kari stopped through the grass, right now she was at the bottom of the barrel. The forest was lush and large, she was smaller than an ant. "Only Xenmas would instruct a disposable 'weapon' to drink a bottle that said 'Drink Me'." She took a deep sigh, pushing through more grass as she growled to herself.
What had landed her here in the first place? Work. Recon, not to mention heart collection. The only weird thing was, was that there wasn't any heartless. One or two, even if that.
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