Things We Like About Zedd

[Phanaridie]

Chub's a drama queen. That's what we love her for. We call her Hollywood Pricness. And I just can't take it on the head. Seizures.  

[ZerimarObon]

To Chubby: Anything can hurt you, believe it or not. Even oxygen can hurt you, it takes some rather extreme circumstances perhaps, but it can.

To PB: Ouch.....just...ouch.....  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

I guess youll know once it happens to you...  

[chubby_choco]

ZerimarObon

To Chubby: Anything can hurt you, believe it or not. Even oxygen can hurt you, it takes some rather extreme circumstances perhaps, but it can.

To PB: Ouch.....just...ouch.....

Well, I go through life a snivelling, nervous wreck. Just ask Phanari.  

[Phanaridie]

chubby_choco

ZerimarObon

To Chubby: Anything can hurt you, believe it or not. Even oxygen can hurt you, it takes some rather extreme circumstances perhaps, but it can.

To PB: Ouch.....just...ouch.....

Well, I go through life a snivelling, nervous wreck. Just ask Phanari.

Yep. It's true. Worse even.  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

Phanari

chubby_choco

ZerimarObon

To Chubby: Anything can hurt you, believe it or not. Even oxygen can hurt you, it takes some rather extreme circumstances perhaps, but it can.

To PB: Ouch.....just...ouch.....

Well, I go through life a snivelling, nervous wreck. Just ask Phanari.

Yep. It's true. Worse even.

I dont mean to sound rude...but you chose to live that way...  

[Phanaridie]

Platinum_Behemoth252

Phanari

chubby_choco

ZerimarObon

To Chubby: Anything can hurt you, believe it or not. Even oxygen can hurt you, it takes some rather extreme circumstances perhaps, but it can.

To PB: Ouch.....just...ouch.....

Well, I go through life a snivelling, nervous wreck. Just ask Phanari.

Yep. It's true. Worse even.

I dont mean to sound rude...but you chose to live that way...

Everyone chooses to live the way they do. Hold it.....not always. I never chose to cut.  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

Something inside you did to some degree or your hand wouldnt have moved...but i wont push this...cause it touches an uncomfortable subject for you....  

[chubby_choco]

Hey, I can't help my fears...my reactions to them are impulsive. Don't you think I'd live like a NOMRAL person if I could?  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

chubby_choco

Hey, I can't help my fears...my reactions to them are impulsive. Don't you think I'd live like a NOMRAL person if I could?

you can...you jst need a little help...  

[Phanaridie]

Platinum_Behemoth252

Something inside you did to some degree or your hand wouldnt have moved...but i wont push this...cause it touches an uncomfortable subject for you....

Actually, I don't think that's it. I think I was under the control of something or someone else. Because every time I cut, it was like the whole thing happened without my knowledge. I kinda went into a trance. Brandi was gone and replaced by this horrid little monster.
And it's not too tender a topic for me. I go over it a lot in therapy.  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

I believe we all in some conscious/subconscious way chose what we do in life...when we feel we "lose control" is when our subconscious feelings overwhelm our conscious feelings and logic...love, hope, depression, dispair, revenge, lust...these are all things that trigger the illogical subconscious feelings in us...thats one of my theroies...  

[chubby_choco]

Platinum_Behemoth252

chubby_choco

Hey, I can't help my fears...my reactions to them are impulsive. Don't you think I'd live like a NOMRAL person if I could?

you can...you jst need a little help...

Yippee. Opening up to strangers I don't even know...
...I dunno. If I went to the right people, I suppose it WOULD be nice.  

[Phanaridie]

Platinum_Behemoth252

I believe we all in some conscious/subconscious way chose what we do in life...when we feel we "lose control" is when our subconscious feelings overwhelm our conscious feelings and logic...love, hope, depression, dispair, revenge, lust...these are all things that trigger the illogical subconscious feelings in us...thats one of my theroies...

Makes a lot of sense. And for the most part, I agree. But I just feel that there is no way that I, conciously or subconciously woke up one morning and decided to start seeing and hearing things. MAYBE it was a VERY subconcious decision to allow myself to be manipulated into cutting, but no one tells themself to see or hear things unless they're Manchausen or something.  

[chubby_choco]

Phanari

Platinum_Behemoth252

I believe we all in some conscious/subconscious way chose what we do in life...when we feel we "lose control" is when our subconscious feelings overwhelm our conscious feelings and logic...love, hope, depression, dispair, revenge, lust...these are all things that trigger the illogical subconscious feelings in us...thats one of my theroies...

Makes a lot of sense. And for the most part, I agree. But I just feel that there is no way that I, conciously or subconciously woke up one morning and decided to start seeing and hearing things. MAYBE it was a VERY subconcious decision to allow myself to be manipulated into cutting, but no one tells themself to see or hear things unless they're Manchausen or something.

I feel sorry for cutters - ones that do it because they do it, not for attention. Certain members of my family used to; they told me it was an addiction they barely managed to get rid of.