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Posted: Sat May 12, 2007 11:50 pm
(Wha? English is your worse subject? I have a hard time believing that!
And yes nicest, damn it! I can't tell you how many times I've been ditched my roleplayists, told I'm playing Malik horribly, insulted, and critized. But still, that's because Malik was addicted to drugs in a couple of those. I guess it bothered people. I could totally see him being on them to escape his guilt though... other people disagreed and got angry with me. crying I've had roleplayist make me cry before. That is why I quit. If I hadn't met you, I think I may have dropped it! All my other gaia roleplay 'attempts' haven't been very successful. I feel if I don't play a certain way, I will be insulted again or maybe belittled. And I hate that feeling.
But you make me happy! I've never received such compliments! Like I said, they usually are like, "TANGENT!" when I speak out of character. I want to get to know them, but they don't let me.)
Lavender eyes lowered in thought as Malik absorbed what the other was saying. When Jounouchi finished he raised his gaze to meet the others, still wearing that fixed expression that conveyed his deep concern for the blond. "Jounouchi, just because you've never had a Sennen item doesn't mean you don't have that spiritual side to you. Maybe you haven't yet awakened it. I believe everyone has a bit of magic within them." Malik chuckled lightly, "Like the magic tea story I told you. I wanted you to be aware of... the magic that is inside us all. Namu's tea wasn't really magic in the end. And even though he died... the fact that he had believed in the tea so deeply, allowed his soul to free itself from his body and join his loved one in the after life." The Egyptian nodded, before continuing to state, "And, don't feel afraid. I have some pretty odd phobias myself. But I try to face them and keep going....
...just remember, that I can help you if you give me a chance."
(Enh AP Art sucks. And you have to sign up for it. Like, only 11 people were in that class and 7 actually took the test. It's the hardest AP test of them all. I'm too stupid and didn't take any. I was supposed to be in AP English but I dropped out also because I'd rather be at the top of a regular English class than the bottom of an AP class. I wish my stress was gone, but it is at it's peak. As soon as the school year ends... or at least prom and fanime con... XD; most of my stress will be gone I hope. Then I'll be allowed online again. - I've been getting limitations lately.)
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 2:43 pm
((Mmm... well, actually I think I'm worse at History than English, but English is definitely down there with my worst. Oh, but my worst is probably PE now that I think about it. XP I have asthma, so absolutely fail at physical activity. The only thing I got going for me is that I can sort of dance ballet. (not the whole flexible part, but I can walk on my toes really well and even balance and jump on my tip-toes with one foot. XD;; ) But I tend to be more of a math and science kid. Oh, and I tend to have a pretty easy time with foreign languages as well (which is strange since I suck at English) And wow, that's so sad. You really must've had some bad luck because I cannot find any good reasons to insult you. (best reason I got is that you don't like Puppyshipping XD;; ) I'm glad I was able to help you keep roleplaying though, because it's so much fun. <3 And I can totally see Malik turning to drugs in certain situations. And besides, no one can keep a character completely in character in a roleplay, but I think you do a pretty damn good job with Malik. smile But if people ever insult you, it's not because you're doing a bad job, but simply because your style doesn't suit their tastes. Isn't that their problem in the end? I mean, you can't appeal to everyone. And I think speaking out of character is an awsome thing (I try to restrict myself but I usually fail once I get started...) because it gives you more knowlege on the person you're roleplaying with. The better people know eachother, the more they can mold their styles together and roleplay in sync. Plus it's a good way to make friends. ^^)) Jounouchi went quiet for a good ten seconds, considering all of what Malik was saying. Finally, he spoke up again, "Magic... supernatural powers and everything... I used to not believe in it at all..." he mumbled, "I thought it was stupid to believe in something so weird that no one had really experienced... I also thought people who dreamed of those kinds of things were stupid, because they were relying on something that didn't exist instead of their own strength... I thought they were weak, and I really did hate them... but then I met Yuugi and found out all the strange things about him... at first I just felt dumb for being proved wrong about magic, and I thought that because I had never believed in the past, that I needed hard proof, that I would just have to be normal. So I tried to avoid it as much as possible while still helping Yuugi as much as I could..." he looked up at Malik, "So you really think everyone has some magic in them then...? It's an interesting thought... but why would mine suddenly come out then just today? For no reason...? Agh, this is so confusing...!" he finally finished, quite frustrated from his own rant. ((We don't have 'advanced' Art classes... once you get passed Art 4 you're just independent study. Which is what I'm going for next year. ^^ (I'm in Art 3 right now) It's funny that Art is the hardest of your AP tests though. I've heard our hardest was between US History (the one I took XP) and some of the foreign language ones. But I highly doubt you're too stupid to take AP tests. Because they mostly involve hard work instead of automatic smarts. If you're already stressed and have too much to do, then you probably wouldn't be able to handle an AP test. I could hardly handle mine, and I only took one. (some people took three!) Ultimately though, they're just about studying, studying, and more studying. Doesn't matter if you're smart or not, it's all about motivation and freetime. XP But I'm glad your stress will end soon. I really can't wait for summer vacation.))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 3:26 pm
(Ahhh! But PE is so fun! I get to be free and go crazyy! @_@ Asthma must suck though - still you shouldn't let it stop ya! My friend swims for our team and she has it as well. She has to bring her inhaler to practice, and I'm sure it's hard on her - but she is pretty good and we have a lot of fun. Ah! I'm horrible with science... math is enhhh but it's too objective for me. I'm more of an English/art kinda girl.
I don't see why Malik wouldn't turn to drugs as you said... I mean, depending on the situation. I also think since Malik is slightly underdeveloped personality-wise in the actual anime, his personality varies between roleplayers. Some roleplayers make him really really nice, others potray him as really really evil. I don't think he is evil, nor nice. He is a total anti-hero, perhaps a little selfish, demanding and a little too prideful at times, but inside I feel he just wants the comfort, love and support his family struggled to give him. That's why I like him with Jounouchi. Jounouchi is so caring and loyal, Malik needs someone with undying loyalty to put up with him. Jounouchi loves caring for people, and Malik relies on people. He isn't good at admitting it but he does show it in his actions.)
"Yea... these things do tend to sneak up on us. My dark half existed in my mind for many years before I was even vaugley aware of his existence. Even if he has been haunting me, it isn't a fate as horrible as hearing his voice booming through my soul room... even now I should just be happy he can't control me anymore..." Malik sighed deeply, " And it's okay to be confused. It's part of living. Questioning the world is the first step to discovering ourselves and finding inner peace. I am far from it myself. I've walked this path alone for a long time, and I think proper guidance is necessary in our journey through life." The Egyptian shrugged. "But I'm rambling now. You've made it through tougher situations than this Jounouchi. And this time your loved ones aren't in danger - this is about you dealing with your own personal ghost."
(Har har har. Stuck the title in there. >=D
Our school does offer a lot of art classes. I tried to take them all, but I couldn't fit them all in. In my four years I believe I've taken : Drawing A&B, Painting A&B, Ceramics 1, Digital Art 1&2, Advanced Drawing and AP Studio Art. What do your art classes teach you?
As for studying - my mind has no tolerance for it. I don't know how to focus very well... crying Stupid anime. And yea, aside from lack of motivation, I haven't had much free time either.... work and swimming and school eats it all up.)
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Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 10:09 pm
((I do enjoy sports, but when I was little my asthma was so bad I had to take a breathing treatment like three times a day. Because of that I couldn't do hardly any sports because I would have asthma attacks. Now it's not that bad, but because of my young years of little physical activity, it's hard to catch up. XD;; Not to mention how horribly clumsy I am. I can still do things like swimming and stuff, as long as I don't do it for too long or too much. (I still get asthma attacks, and enhaler doesn't always help XP) I don't really care about being athletic; I just think it'd be nice to be able to run a mile without my lungs exploding. Sometimes I have dreams that I'm just running really fast through a giant field, and I feel so free and good. XD;; Wish I could do that in real life. And even though I have a harder time with Art than say Math or Science, it is definitely my favorite subject. X3 Probably because it provides a challenge that I can always continue to improve on while still having fun. And yeah, I agree that Malik's personality wasn't developed a bit. (much like Bakura's (omote) and Otogi's. And well, not much else to say except that I completely agree on your views on Malik's personality. XD;; )) "You know Malik..." Jounouchi said quietly, then looked up, "You're surprisingly wise." he said with a light smile, "And you're right. Now that I think about it, it is a lot better to deal with this situation since it doesn't put Yuugi or Shizuka or anyone in danger. I'm glad I can leave them out of it. I guess we're the only two involved, right...?" ((XD Gosh, your school seems awsome. All we got is a set of Art classes, set of Advertising Art, set of Ceramics, set of Photo, and two Media classes. In Art we just get a bunch of different projects that usually involve bristol board and colored pencils, though we also use paint, chalk, pastels, marker, ink, etc. Once in a great while we'll also do 3-D projects. In Advertising Art, it's about the same thing except that we also put words in our projects. Never taken Ceramics, though that's pretty self-explanitary. I took Photo I and it was pretty annoying. We would get projects of things to take pictures of, then develop them ourselves. There was one cool project we did where we cut up a bunch of photos and made a new picture out of them. I did one of Jounouchi, though I never finished. XD;; I really should finish that this summer... And then I took the first Media class, and while the class was fun (got to work with Photoshop and animation) I really don't like the teacher. XD;; I tend to be pretty bad about studying, especially for History... in math or science, if someone just gives me a worksheet as a study guide, I'll do it no problem. But if someone just gives me terms I gotta memorize... *shivers*))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 7:14 pm
(It's crazy! I haven't been on much at all! My mom has bannnned me from the internet. However, I snuck on after work today. Mwuahaha. The bad part is I have to go swim in a few minutes! Long enough for a reply though! ^^)
The blond rose a witty blond eyebrow, "Surprisingly wise?" He scoffed in a light kidding tone, " And you weren't aware of that already?" Malik took his hand off the other's shoulder, however he could still feel a light tingle in his palm from the warmth of the other's being. He shook it off without further hesitation, "At any rate. I don't know how much longer this will persist. I'm surprised you are involved in my small internal struggle... but since you are - we ought to stay in touch. Do you have a phone, Jounouchi? Or some sort of means I can contact you by?"
(Glad my school sounds so cool to you.. O_o; I'm sure the students here wouldn't all agree. Ah well, nobody seems to be satisfied with what they've got these days. Especially me! Gah! I'm such a wimppp. XD;;
Erm, that was totally random. And gee, I can't believe I say 'totally' so much. But that is so odd that you just have an, 'ART' class. In all honesty I HATE Arts & Crafts! I'm so horrible! Drawing is more mah thing. Hoping to major Art in college... maybe minor in English. I need more practice first. I also like Psychology a lot too. <3
And yes, you should finish the picture of Jounouchi! Do you have a deviant art account or something? I wannnna see!! I lurve looking at my friends art. I also like giving advice. But y'know, that may bug some people. O_o;
Yes. Annoying teachers can be bothersome. Makes me wanna send 'um to the Shadow Realm... *sigh* If only there was such a place.)
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 8:32 pm
((Ah, well glad you were able to sneak on. XD;; Why were you banned?)) Jounouchi thought for a moment, "I don't have a cell phone, but I do have a home phone. I could write it down, though I'm really not home that often... you really should only try calling that phone in an emergency..." he said a bit nervously, "If I'm anywhere besides home or outside, I'll probably be either at the school, Yuugi's game shop, or Honda's house... I can write down those three numbers too; Yuugi's Grandpa and Honda don't mind if you need to get ahold of me, and the school will call me to the office if I have a call." he said, reaching into his pants pocket and pulling out a scratch piece of paper, "Got something I can write with?" ((My school is retarded. XD;; The district is starting a closed campus policy next year, meaning Juniors and Seniors can't leave school during lunch, and so some retard started a protest where students would get up at 8:15 AM today and just leave in the middle of class, going out to the parking lot and protesting. Friggin' morons: protesting at the school ain't gonna do anything. You need to complain to the district; our school can't do anything about the closed-campus policy. So they missed class and stood out in the heat for three hours for nothing. I doubt the district has even found out about it. rolleyes I hate Arts and Crafts too... I'm no good with 3-D things... only drawing, painting, chalks, etc. I also wanna major in Art (intermedia) but I wanna minor in Japanese. ^^ Yes, I have a DA, though my scanner hasn't been working for a while, so all the stuff posted is pretty old and crappy. Do you? Oh, and I love getting advice, because it helps to improve. ^^ ))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 8:58 pm
(Haha, well I'm banned till I clean my room. I've been doing my best, but I've been so busy with work, school and swimming, I haven't had much room cleaning time. o_O; So when she isn't home I can get on for a few minutes at a time.) "Well, I mostly wanted you to have my number in case it happens again. I'm used to occult happenings such as these, so I'll be fine." (Me: LIAR!) Malik reassured, heading to his kitchen nonetheless to grab a post-it-note and a crimson gel pen. "But, I suppose it's be good for me to have yours as well." The Egyptian nodded scribbling his cell phone number onto the bright yellow of the paper. When he was done he pulled the paper off of it's adhesive and handed it to the other blond. "You can write yours here." He added, handing Jounouchi a blank note and the pen. (I have closed campus also!! You don't know how much it sucks! Everyone sneaks off campus anyway, cause we have a huge shopping center across the street, and an even bigger one a 2 minute drive away. It's been like this because of gangs. We've had 3 lock downs this year..... Still, the gang activity we have isn't even a big deal anymore. Way back when it was, but now they are just blowing things outta proportion. Oh, so you guys had a walk out? We had one of those too! Last year... about some teachers strike.. I'm unsure. A buncha kids left - I wanted to, but I had a test. LOL. Everyone else FAILED. Awrighty! I dun think I could minor in a language I don't know. XD; But yea, I recently got an account. So my stuff is fairly recent (this year and last) and I don't have many pictures up yet either. Aside from that, I'm sure your art is not crap! But here, if you have time you can stop by: http://akila-ishtar.deviantart.com/=3 And I'm advice women in my AP class, even those who draw better than me ask me for advice. I think I'm better at seeing the positives and negatives to a design than drawing 'um myself. I think they also come to be cause I usually say nice stuff more than anything else - plus I get all excited and giddy when I see their beautiful stuff!)
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:08 pm
((Ah, I see. XD;; )) Jounouchi nodded, taking the two sticky-notes and the pen, stuffing the one that Malik had written on, plus his original piece of scratch paper, into his pocket. He then proceeded to write the four numbers down, labeling what each one was in his chickenscratch handwriting. "Okay, here." Jounouchi said, handing the note and the pen back to Malik. "I use payphones a lot, just to tell you, so if you get some really weird number code on the caller ID, it's probably me." he finished up, admitting to himself that he was a bit relieved to now have someone to talk to these strange occurences about. ((I've never gone off campus for lunch anyway, even though I'm a Junior. I try to save my money, so I always pack my lunch and just eat outside of the Art Hall with a group of friends. Besides, the only places in distance to eat at are a gas station, a KFC, a McDonalds<--icky, a Burgerking, and a Church's Chicken... The only thing I like at all there is Burgerking, and I can easily get sick of it I'm sure. And yeah, I had a test the walkout day as well. It was funny. XD And I love your stuff! <3 Ironically, my account is pretty recent, (about half-a-year-old), but my scanner broke shortly after I got the account, so I haven't posted anything since. And that's awsome that you give so much advice. ^^ One thing that really bugs me are those people who say people who aren't as good at art as them have no right to give them critisism. Everyone has the right to give critisism, as long as it's constructive. Just because you work is not as advanced, doesn't mean you don't understand what you or others need to improve on and work on. It just means that it takes you longer to transfer those improvements to your hands.))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:28 pm
"That's okay, Jounouchi." Malik said with a small smile, taking the post it eagerly, and gently sticking it to his metallic refrigerator door. "I'm not picky about my caller ID because I don't get many calls." He chuckled sheepishly. "Ex-villians don't seem too popular this day and age."
(Yea, I'm trying to give up fast food actually. It's so bad for you! The only thing I won't give up, is In n Out Burger. ^^ Not sure if you've heard of it though.
Well, I hope I can see your art anyway - haven't had time to check DA recently though.
And I agree with you. People are always telling me, "Ew. Her boobs are too big." or, "Malik looks like a girl," - and then they can't even draw themselves. Grrrr. Pissed me off. Once I got so annoyed by it I spat, "Well, I'd like to see you do better!" And then they shut up. XD; Serves them right. Damn bitches.)
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 10:03 pm
Jounouchi laughed lightly in response to the comment, "Well, it's not like many people knew really what happened... just those of us who got involved at all with the Ghouls and the Battle City finals... it's probably just because you recently moved here. A lot of people are shy with foreigners too..." he smiled at Malik, "Anyway, even if these hauntings don't happen anymore from now on, we really should keep in touch anyway. It's always good to get more friends who duel, especially these days when its popularity is goin' down." ((Fast food tastes so good, but I don't eat much of it because of the money and it's so bad for you...I also get sick easily, so if I eat too much junk I sometimes throw up. XD;; Well, anyway, I have the same username on DA as here, plus I friended you so... guess you can check it out, though I really need to put my more recent stuff up... And now those people bug me, those who critisize something because they don't like the style. If you don't like the style, just flat-out say it. Don't go on about how bad it looks without giving any reasons or any advice. rolleyes I like your style though. Even though your girls are pretty big-boobed, you draw teh booblage well, so you're forgiven. XD;; And that picture of Malik is so pretty... I just love the way you shade! <3))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 10:22 am
Friends...? The Egyptian repeated in his head. How long had it been since he had a real friend aside from the protection Rishid and Isis had given him. The world sounded so foreign to him...
"Well...." Malik said with a soft smile, "That is a good idea I guess."
(Jounouchi should probably go meet his friends soon... )
(Oo-kay,thanks! ^^;; Yea, I like drawing girls better for some reason. o_o; I wish I had time to finish up some yaoi pics and stick 'um on there. But, I just discovered I have to give my scanner back that I borrowed. Nuhhhh! I dun know how I can go on without it!! *dramatic sob*
Oo yea, I had senior ball last night. I'll post some pics in the Off-Topic subforum or something... enh, it's highly overrated - but I looked half decent. =D)
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 6:49 pm
"Yup." Jounouchi said, smiling brightly. He then stretched his arms, realizing he wasn't sure or not if this was his cue to leave. He wasn't really good at the whole "being a guest" thing. ((Yeah. XD;; And I like drawing girls better too, because they have more curves; I like drawing curvy things over straight things. But I like drawing both genders, though I tend to be a bit better with the female anatomy. ^^;; And I don't draw much shounen ai or yaoi, because my parents like to look at my art. I did manage one suggestive yuri pic that they didn't notice, which I even got onto DA before they could see it. XD;; Now it is safely hidden in my drawer... ah, but that sucks that you won't have a scanner soon. D: And I'm really not too big on the whole dance thing, but I would love to see your pics. ^^))
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 7:40 pm
(Erm... stretched his arms as in to hug Malik or to stretch? Sorry, I get confused easily. =D)
(Lookkkk I'm unbanned from the comp!! And I draw hella yaoi. They don't need to see those pictures. ^_^; But I noticed you draw guys a lot. Somebody is likes DBZ... correct me if I'm wrong. XD; I like how you color everything all neat and everything looks really finished. See, I have problems finishing my art... it always looks like it need something else. o__O; But kudos to you on that! =P And I like Jou's red eyes outfit. Did you make it up or is the one they used in the show? I'm guessing you made it up, cause yours is cool and the one in the show was retarded. XD)
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 8:30 pm
((Oh, sorry, I should've explained that better. XD;;; He just stretched to stretch.)) ((And you're unbanned?! *glomp* Yaaay! X3 And I do tend to draw guys a lot, probably more than girls, because I'm better at drawing girls so I want to improve more on guys. I mostly drew girls when I was little so... And yeah, the reason there's so much DBZ is because I had just started a DBZ RP with my most beloved RP partner, Karma321; we're friends in real life, though we used to be pretty indifferent to eachother. We became good friends instead of the whole "I'm friends with you because you're friends with my friend" thing, because she saw a DBZ poster in my room and got all excited that we both liked it, so we started an RP together coupling her favorite character (Kaioushin Sama) with my favorite character (Piccoro) and then we just became really close after that. XD;;; Now we've got like four private RPs together: The DBZ one, a DBZ/Yami no Matsuei crossover, a Mario Brothers one, and an Ed, Edd, 'n' Eddy one. XD;; Back when I got my DA, I was in that obsession with the new RP stage, so I drew a lot of DBZ. I didn't post most of my older stuff because it was crappy, and I haven't posted newer things since that DBZ stage since there's no scanner to use. But right now I'm more obsessed with our Mario RP, though I don't draw so much of that since I suck at drawing Mario and Luigi. XP But yes, I do love DBZ. Just not as obsessed now as I was at the time... XD;; Ah, but you think I color things neat? XD;;; I've always been such a scribbly colorer. I'm trying to improve on that but... all my stuff just seems to have a sketchy/scribbling look to it. XD;; But I always feel upset if I don't finish my work if it's something I actually put effor into... but your things look finished to me. o.o And I'm glad you like the Red Eyes outfit. XD;; I designed that when I was in Junior High or so, back before I had even seen that episode where he dressed up in the retarded armor. (I don't know if that episode had even come out in Japan yet...) The crappy pic in my scraps is the original design I had; I did it for a fanfiction I was writing. I redrew it last year, which is probably the one you're talking about. I feel arrogant and lame for saying so, but I'm really proud of that outfit design. XD;;; All I had to work with was a crappy model of Red Eyes that my dog chewed up, but I enjoyed designing it. Oh, gosh, I'm rambling again. Sorry! XD;;; I'll shut up now. Can't wait to see more of your art. wink ))
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 8:58 pm
(Gah FOUR Private roleplays!? I only have 2 roleplays all together right now... in the process of a third sorta... kinda... no worries about shutting up though - I ramble as well! That's cool that you guys became such good friends though. <3
My ramble shall be shorter cause I'm bad at multi tasking.)
"At any rate... you should be getting back to your friends soon. They probably are worried about you." Malik said shaking creamy blond bangs out of his soft lavender eyes.
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