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 Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:56 pm
I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:56 pm
otawara Lord of Armageddon otawara Wantcookie otawara Wow. Never thought the day would come when I was genuinely down enough to consider suicide... Goddammit, Ota. Then I wouldn't have anyone to willingly ******** with. I just don't feel like going on anymore... I mean... I keep getting used and the whole nine yards... Tell us what the fux up and maybe we can help, dude. Someone I cared about deeply passed away a while ago. I tried moving on, but I was haunted by her emotionally. So I moved on this summer. And now, I've gone from six bad relationships of me being used for s**t and money... I just don't care any more... I've considered asexuality. But it wasn't for me. ._.;; Is it selfish to not want to get brokenhearted anymore? And Cookie, Sam. I logged in for you two. Cookie is hilarious and he makes me laugh like no one else. Sam I trust and can talk to. Laughter is what I'm good at. ;D But I think you should just stay out of relationships for a bit. Take it slow, relax, and don't worry about things. Nothing is worth suicide, because things will always change with time, and every life is worth infinite potential. So, sit back, forget your worries, and enjoy the bounty of the internet. biggrin Like this.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:57 pm
Funny thing about the human body; if you're feeling a certain emotion at an extreme level, you don't feel pain.
Its something I picked up in Psychology.
AND NO, I DID NOT STAB MYSELF OR CUT MYSELF.
I pinched myself...
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:58 pm
otawara Funny thing about the human body; if you're feeling a certain emotion at an extreme level, you don't feel pain. Its something I picked up in Psychology. AND NO, I DID NOT STAB MYSELF OR CUT MYSELF. I pinched myself... Really? Good thing I have all that Heroin.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:59 pm
If you cared about her so much, then think about how much you would be disappointing her by just throwing your life away. I don't she would want you throwing away your entire life just for her sake. She would want you to push on and endure.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:00 pm
Nick, seriously, just get on MSN...
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:00 pm
Wantcookie otawara Lord of Armageddon otawara Wantcookie otawara Wow. Never thought the day would come when I was genuinely down enough to consider suicide... Goddammit, Ota. Then I wouldn't have anyone to willingly ******** with. I just don't feel like going on anymore... I mean... I keep getting used and the whole nine yards... Tell us what the fux up and maybe we can help, dude. Someone I cared about deeply passed away a while ago. I tried moving on, but I was haunted by her emotionally. So I moved on this summer. And now, I've gone from six bad relationships of me being used for s**t and money... I just don't care any more... I've considered asexuality. But it wasn't for me. ._.;; Is it selfish to not want to get brokenhearted anymore? And Cookie, Sam. I logged in for you two. Cookie is hilarious and he makes me laugh like no one else. Sam I trust and can talk to. Laughter is what I'm good at. ;D But I think you should just stay out of relationships for a bit. Take it slow, relax, and don't worry about things. Nothing is worth suicide, because things will always change with time, and every life is worth infinite potential. So, sit back, forget your worries, and enjoy the bounty of the internet. biggrin Like this.o_o That was actually cool, not funny. : o
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:02 pm
Ota I lost somebody to suicide, and it is not something I like to think about. Now go tell somebody it is really ******** important that you get some help.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:02 pm
Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Oh God, that's a lot of s**t to go through. But maybe you should consider that I know nothing about your life or school. I don't know s**t about what it's like to even HAVE a school ID or metal detectors or cops. So maybe you should feel less "sheltered" and more... privileged to even be able to meet so many people and given so many opportunities within your school's curriculum.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:06 pm
Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Where the ******** do you live? Los Angeles?!?!?
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:07 pm
Lord of Armageddon Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Where the ******** do you live? Los Angeles?!?!? Chicago.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:08 pm
Orphie Lord of Armageddon Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Where the ******** do you live? Los Angeles?!?!? Chicago. That would've been my seventh or eighth guess. xd
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:08 pm
Orphie Lord of Armageddon Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Where the ******** do you live? Los Angeles?!?!? Chicago. L.A. ain't that bad now.... I think.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:08 pm
Orphie Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Oh God, that's a lot of s**t to go through. But maybe you should consider that I know nothing about your life or school. I don't know s**t about what it's like to even HAVE a school ID or metal detectors or cops. So maybe you should feel less "sheltered" and more... privileged to even be able to meet so many people and given so many opportunities within your school's curriculum.
I am grateful for that, but there still is always that nagging feeling like I've missed out on experiences
Like a small town or school, where you know pretty much everyone and you have friends that you've been friends with your whole life and teachers that you actually see outside of school and having that kind of personal relationship... rather than what I have.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 3:09 pm
digi734 Orphie Lord of Armageddon Le Chapeau I have a total of 3225 kids in my 9-12 school, with 270 some odd faculty members. We are not allowed in the school without our IDs around our neck with our school's lanyard, we have metal detectors, and Cops at each entrance for the first and last two hours of school. We have hall monitors in every hall and stairwell, and stairwells are locked at all times except for during passing periods and fire/tornado alarms and whatnot. Where the ******** do you live? Los Angeles?!?!? Chicago. L.A. ain't that bad now.... I think. I'm pretty sure isn't really that bad. I just like to make fun of L.A. like that. xd
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