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 Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 7:53 pm
wow you two are fast... and no 3 hours in retrospective is not long... but when you need hours to pay your bills.... it kinda helps to have more.... crying crying
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 7:53 pm
Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness I know. I go through mood changes constantly. If I had bipolar disorder it might be super ultradian cycle bipolar disorder o.o...Idk I read up on it once. *huggles*
I'm more of a ... mixed cycle, I guess.
Sometimes it's long, sometimes it's every other hour.
Either way, it's hard, and it sucks.
Guh. gonk
What about life in 5 years? T.T
.....
*feels stupid*
Wha?
I wonder if it'll suck as much as it does now xD Well it kinda sucks for me...I don't know about you lol
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 7:59 pm
i'm off and on.... doing some paperdoll stuff... swy if it seems like a while between posts for me
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:02 pm
Lorelei_Ediemeious i'm off and on.... doing some paperdoll stuff... swy if it seems like a while between posts for me
That's okay~
We understand. ;D
And that bites hardcore that you can't get more hours. D;
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:05 pm
Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness I know. I go through mood changes constantly. If I had bipolar disorder it might be super ultradian cycle bipolar disorder o.o...Idk I read up on it once. *huggles*
I'm more of a ... mixed cycle, I guess.
Sometimes it's long, sometimes it's every other hour.
Either way, it's hard, and it sucks.
Guh. gonk
What about life in 5 years? T.T
.....
*feels stupid*
Wha?
I wonder if it'll suck as much as it does now xD Well it kinda sucks for me...I don't know about you lol
In five years it will REALLY suck because that'll be the first couple of years into a career for me. D;
I'm tired of having to deal with this crap without meds. ><
Not like the meds are that great, either, when they make you feel high as a kite. -_-
*smacks self*
STOP COMPLAINING, SELF, IT'S BAD TO COMPLAIN! D<
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:19 pm
wow you sound like 3 of the voices in my head... i'd like to say it will get better... but everyone is different... best advise is keep watch and track the moods... see if something triggers them whether it be just something that happens... or like my case a voice in your head creeps out of the corner.... or a color... hobbies usually help too... keeps the ADD from sneaking into the moods as well
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:21 pm
Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness I know. I go through mood changes constantly. If I had bipolar disorder it might be super ultradian cycle bipolar disorder o.o...Idk I read up on it once. *huggles*
I'm more of a ... mixed cycle, I guess.
Sometimes it's long, sometimes it's every other hour.
Either way, it's hard, and it sucks.
Guh. gonk
What about life in 5 years? T.T
.....
*feels stupid*
Wha?
I wonder if it'll suck as much as it does now xD Well it kinda sucks for me...I don't know about you lol
In five years it will REALLY suck because that'll be the first couple of years into a career for me. D;
I'm tired of having to deal with this crap without meds. ><
Not like the meds are that great, either, when they make you feel high as a kite. -_-
*smacks self*
STOP COMPLAINING, SELF, IT'S BAD TO COMPLAIN! D<
Who am I...lol. That's the main question I want to answer. I bet you wonder that too, who the TRUE REAL YOU is, without all these mood swings. Unless you know who you are despite them. Me, I don't. But there are many factors that go into that. I'm too lazy to type with multiple (more than 2) fingers, so Im typing with two fingers only! Oh and in five years I should have my AA or BA by then. Definitely AA. IDK WHAT CAREER I WANT. At least you do. Sucky meds >.<
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:26 pm
i have an Associates in architecture.... if you choose that field i highly recommend the BA as well... the first degree doesn't get you too much..
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:29 pm
Lorelei_Ediemeious i have an Associates in architecture.... if you choose that field i highly recommend the BA as well... the first degree doesn't get you too much.. Thank you lol...though sadly I am not the creative artist/design type...D:
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:38 pm
sadly there isn't much creativity as i hoped there would be in it... all they want to teach people is commercial style... which 90% of the time is set up like blocks.... only thing that really changes is the internal layout.... i wanted to do residential... or specialty homes...
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:42 pm
Lorelei_Ediemeious sadly there isn't much creativity as i hoped there would be in it... all they want to teach people is commercial style... which 90% of the time is set up like blocks.... only thing that really changes is the internal layout.... i wanted to do residential... or specialty homes... Oh that's interesting xD. If that's what you want to do. I still would suck at it though lol
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:45 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:45 pm
eh never know till you try... but mine all started with building houses for my dolls and GI Joes out of legos lol
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:45 pm
Blind Blindness Queen Spazzy Blind Blindness I wonder if it'll suck as much as it does now xD Well it kinda sucks for me...I don't know about you lol
In five years it will REALLY suck because that'll be the first couple of years into a career for me. D;
I'm tired of having to deal with this crap without meds. ><
Not like the meds are that great, either, when they make you feel high as a kite. -_-
*smacks self*
STOP COMPLAINING, SELF, IT'S BAD TO COMPLAIN! D<
Who am I...lol. That's the main question I want to answer. I bet you wonder that too, who the TRUE REAL YOU is, without all these mood swings. Unless you know who you are despite them. Me, I don't. But there are many factors that go into that. I'm too lazy to type with multiple (more than 2) fingers, so Im typing with two fingers only! Oh and in five years I should have my AA or BA by then. Definitely AA. IDK WHAT CAREER I WANT. At least you do. Sucky meds >.<
^^; I'd love to know the answer to that question, but the big problem is...
There are too many "I"s.
I have a bunch of different selves up in my head.
So, it's really complicated to know "me" when there is more than one "me"...
I hope that made sense. D;
And, actually, Danny, I don't know what career I want.
I keep having arguments in my head about it...
I really don't know if I'm best suited to the major I chose.
I'm most drawn to that major, so here's hoping it's the right one.
Because I don't want to waste three, four years on it to find out it's wrong...
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 8:48 pm
Lorelei_Ediemeious wow you sound like 3 of the voices in my head... i'd like to say it will get better... but everyone is different... best advise is keep watch and track the moods... see if something triggers them whether it be just something that happens... or like my case a voice in your head creeps out of the corner.... or a color... hobbies usually help too... keeps the ADD from sneaking into the moods as well
Thank you for the advice~
A lot of my time is taken up with hobbies.
So long as I'm concentrating on something, nothing can bother me.
Which is why I'm hoping choosing a major related to several hobbies/interests will be the right way to go.
And I'm glad to know I'm not the only one around here with the voices. ^^;
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