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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:00 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 9:08 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 8:23 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 5:40 pm
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Meh, I have a really, really mean, sarcastic, close minded grandmother, and a recently alcoholic, know it all, oblivious grandfather. I live with my grandparents. My grandmother is mean to the point of what alot of people would consider abuse, but she thinks just because she is nice once in awhile and give's me bud or so once a few weeks that it makes up for it. Grandfather has the gall to say I am spoiled, just because I have my own money and I bought all my own stuff, without their damn help. Just because I worked my a** of and bought a 360, and later on a Wii, he considers me spoiled, but he seems to forget that I only ask for 5$ a month or so for school dances, that's all. He also lies his a** of too me because he's a goverment brain washed drone. And with him being so gun-ho against drugs and the like, I still decided on my own, at a young age, to experiment. And I'm glad I decided too, I can't handle my grandmother otherwise. Though I don't use it as a crutch, but as a mind expanding tool, with the occasional use for recreation. I'm a whole lot more mature for the whole experience though, so it's not all bad. Hell, I'm alot healthier because of my drug use, just not for the drinking and smoking. Smoking weed though has done wonders for my health. Protects from cancer, improves eye sight, protects from glaucoma, anoerexia, and so on. My insomnia is treated very well due to pot, aswell.
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 12:22 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 2:12 pm
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Eri Luvs You I kind of understand what you mean. My parents are still together but all my life my parents have tried to keep me in a sheltered life. I didnt have much of a childhood and now that Im in college Im starting to experience these things I never really was able to do. In high school I wasnt able to really do anything and I hated my parents for never lettign me do what I want. Even today they still hold me with an iron fist. (I live at home cuz we cant afford a dorm). They dont like that I dont enjoy math or school and that I like playing music and arts more. They want me to be a business woman and make lots of money but thats not who I am. Sooo...all I want to say really is that you arent really alone. Just done let your frustration lead to drugs and other bad things because it never did me any good except feeling guilty in college. ...drinking is ok to an extent though...just not drugs. Haha. Hang in tight, things will look up around college time. I can almost promise that. I know what you mean. I'm 13 and yet already since I was bout 6 I've been a total freak and countlessly made a prat of myself. As soon as I turned 13 it got even harder and now every day I'm super depressed (altho I still don't wanna commit suicide) so now evry time my mum asks me what's wrongI tell her how my life has reached the value equal to a pile of crap, and all she says is things like "Stop feeling sorry for yourself!" or "Stop being so stupid!" She thinks it's all an act and blames it on stuff that I see on TV & the internet & things my friends tell me. I might aswell just be homeschooled and shut away from civilization completely! So now I'm at my last resort. The only way she will realise is if she catches me hurting myself. I now have small cuts and scratches down the side of my left wrist. Please don't critisize about my methods it's just the only thing I haven't done. emo
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Gar, I'm sorry about that....=( Rejection is ever so painful.
I don't know about my parents, me and my dad are eternal best friends. I love him so much, I'm a daddy's girl. xD But he's always gone, working...=( My mom and I are from totally different galaxies. Most of the time I honestly question whether she really likes me at all. She's always mad about something, and ends up getting mad at me. She has absolutely no idea how much she's hurt me. I'm wallowing in a freakin' pit of pain, and yet she stares right through me... and she treats me like I'm an idiot. She talks to me like people talk to little five year olds. Sometimes when I am assigned to read something, she insists on reading it outloud for me. It ticks me off because at every single half of a sentence, she pauses. At the end of the sentence, she looks up at me for a long moment as if she's giving me time to think about what she just said, and figure it out. =P Most of the time there's some sort of tension between us, and I feel a bit rejected, in a way. But, like my best friend told me, once I'm 18, I'll never have to live with my mother ever again...which is a comforting thought, for me. I mean, I love my mom, but I'll be glad the day I get away from her. Well, all I'm going to say is just hang tight. Things will get better eventually. Even when they look like they won't, someday they will.
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Posted: Fri Apr 18, 2008 6:23 am
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Posted: Thu May 29, 2008 11:57 pm
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