Even This Has Become Nothing

[Serenity Reed]

Maybe we should change the name to 'Infinite Possiblities: An Emo Writer's Guild'? rofl  

[Serenity Reed]

“Wait for me.”
As you walk away, my heart hardens.
Why should I?
I do not love you; I barely feel the touch of your hands against my own.
If the snow continues to fall this way, will we survive?
It slowly coats itself in ice, burying the hearts who have refuge behind the thick walls.
My entire body is numb and white.
Your warmth has left me, and in the blizzard I lay in waiting.
I wait for you, the one I love.
Please let me die so I may live again.

 

[Xahmen]

Serenity Reed

Maybe we should change the name to 'Infinite Possiblities: An Emo Writer's Guild'? rofl

NO.
NO NO NO.

And the random person in my room says "I'm trying to think of something witty but I'm failing. I don't have anything to say. Emo is ridiculously immature and shallow, while lacking any sense of uniqueness."  

[Serenity Reed]

*Slowly recoils* I was joking....

...Though this statement about emo is very true...  

[Serenity Reed]

How unneccesary I am!

How foolish, as a child, was I, believing I was needed and loved!

Even with my death, the world will continue to revolve, and with time even those who knew me will forget my face.

I shall return to the dust from which I was made, and no one on this world will know someone such as I existed.

Revolving through space and time, my world will cease.

Or will it?

 

[Serenity Reed]

I grieve a heart that does not feel.

Like wilted flowers am I, brown with decay, limp from my own exhertions.

I contemplate the red of blood, the stinging ache of pain.

I continue on the path of destruction, knowing full well my hypocrisy!

I am a fool, a perverse woman, full of wrath and envy and greed!

All of the sins counted as deadly have found their way into my heart.

I have broken each commandment.

I want to tear this heart from my chest and rip it to pieces.

My being cries out: "I want to feel!"

Guilt!

Remorse!

Anything that will change this meaningless existence!

Yet this heart seems to scoff.

"Emotion with get you nowhere!" it growls in anger.

Like the crescendo of wave of music, the voices swelling into a fortississimo, my anger swells into the loudest it has been.

Voices full of anger rise from a chorus of a thousand.

My mind is overburdened with silence.

 

[Serenity Reed]

"Come!"

You take my hand and pull, and I can't help but blush from the touch.

The drums are pounding, the voices are swelling, and in the flickering of the firelight I feel so free!

Your smile is so warm, even more so than the flames licking at the dry, crackling wood.

All the others, dancing and standing, are nothing but blurring shapes not worth a second glance.

In your eyes, in the reflection of the fire and the moonlight, I can feel my soul soaring!

Your eyes a dazzling, your hands are gentle, and your laughter contagious.

The drum beats have become the beats of my own heart.

Even without wings, I'm soaring, because your arms are lifting me up.

You lead, and I'll follow!

I feel like dancing crazily enough to make a fool of myself!

Even then, I'd be so happy, because you are with me!

You take my hand and spin, and the lights flicker.

The ground sways: I am so lost in our world, your world.

It is because of you that I may smile.

Because of you, I can dance.

I have never been so happy.

Without you, my soul is a wasteland.

With you, I am filled with the desire to live.

Only through you do I live.

When you raise me up, I am alive.

I am home.

I am loved.

All because of you!

So take my hand again and take me into your arms.

 

[Serenity Reed]

Just looking at the tip of my fingernail makes me feel so small.

Just like a grain of sand.

Like a single star in that massive expanse of universe.

Under my feet is life, dirt, a massive rock floating, turning, suspended in the lifeless galaxy.

This rock holds so much life, so much intricate detail.

A ball of gas and solid states, questions and death.

 

[Serenity Reed]

Watching her is like watching a train wreck.

If I say anything, she will only hurtle down the tracks faster.

 

[Serenity Reed]

Aria fell, her torn legs unable to sustain her. The hatred filling her eyes was unbearable.

"You have become nothing but a monster!" she spat.

Allexander's eyes shadowed. "Aria..."

"You never were my brother," she sobbed, her face and voice breaking. "You were never part of our family!"

Konstantin watched with a smile on his face, his body relaxed on the throne.

Aria stared hotly, defiantly. "Go ahead and kill me! I will not be the one going to Hell!"

Konstantin smiled. "Allex. Kill her."

With no hesitation, the prince who betrayed his family deftly twisted his blade into her, his sister's, chest. She grabbed the blade, its sharp edges digging into her palms. Her eyes went wide.

"I understand," she sobbed, blood welling and spilling over the floor. "Tell... Tell Lu he can... he can have my name."

Allexander twisted the blade more, and the destruction was complete.

Her dark hair fell over her shoulder as she crumpled into a hot mess, her breath escaping in one last word, intangible...

Now tell me that doesn't get you interested...?  

[charbookwyrm]

Wow, heavy stuff...I like it!

Hey, hang on, what's this about Aria?!?! I didn't know about this. Ah, man, I liked her.

Lu's gonna be mad now...  

[Serenity Reed]

Wow, the first person to read that... Yes, I've planned on killing Aria for a long time now. crying I'm so going to cry when I actually do it...  

[charbookwyrm]

Aw no - not good! Mind, there's one part comming up in Earthfire (not so far away now, actually) that's going to be horrible to write; I'm dreading it!