Here it goes, the most emo thing I have ever said:
Being an atheist makes me feel trapped and alone. The only people I can talk to are my parents (who don't want to discuss, or can't as much as I need it), My ex boyfriend (who is trying to convert me, lotsa good arguments there... that's why he's my ex), my retarded friends who say they're atheists but it's kinda obvious they aren't really (or they haven't put any thought into it... they're just trying to be cool and different), and my physical science teacher who is a universalist (and I get the odd feeling she wants to convert me but wouldn't dare try, because she knows exactly how I feel)
It also makes me feel bad for all of the brainless droids that I'm surrounded by every day. There are these amazing people all around me who are dedicating their lives to something I don't believe exists... when they could be doing better things. And what's worse, is that I know if they found out about me, I would immediately be pushed away like I have leprosy or something (which is ironic, because Jesus was down with the lepers, yo.) and it's not because I'm bad, it's that they've been told from the instant that they were old enough to grip a bible that atheists are evil
And on top of all of it comes the usual arrogance of thinking I am smarter than everyone else.
In other words, being an atheist in high school in the bible belt sucks a**... and some of you know how I feel wink
*time for some thing happy to say*
I'M PROUD TO BE AN ATHEIST!!!!!!!!
Being an atheist makes me feel trapped and alone. The only people I can talk to are my parents (who don't want to discuss, or can't as much as I need it), My ex boyfriend (who is trying to convert me, lotsa good arguments there... that's why he's my ex), my retarded friends who say they're atheists but it's kinda obvious they aren't really (or they haven't put any thought into it... they're just trying to be cool and different), and my physical science teacher who is a universalist (and I get the odd feeling she wants to convert me but wouldn't dare try, because she knows exactly how I feel)
It also makes me feel bad for all of the brainless droids that I'm surrounded by every day. There are these amazing people all around me who are dedicating their lives to something I don't believe exists... when they could be doing better things. And what's worse, is that I know if they found out about me, I would immediately be pushed away like I have leprosy or something (which is ironic, because Jesus was down with the lepers, yo.) and it's not because I'm bad, it's that they've been told from the instant that they were old enough to grip a bible that atheists are evil
And on top of all of it comes the usual arrogance of thinking I am smarter than everyone else.
In other words, being an atheist in high school in the bible belt sucks a**... and some of you know how I feel wink
*time for some thing happy to say*
I'M PROUD TO BE AN ATHEIST!!!!!!!!