Life and Sword of Truth...Meshed?

[chubby_choco]

Let's see...
...I say 'bags' and 'toasted toads.'
...I have to bite my tongue off before I say something stupid to my girlfriend.
...I constantly use Wizard's First Rule on people.
...I have another point of conversation with Phanari.  

[Phanaridie]

chubby_choco

Let's see...
...I say 'bags' and 'toasted toads.'
...I have to bite my tongue off before I say something stupid to my girlfriend.
...I constantly use Wizard's First Rule on people.
...I have another point of conversation with Phanari.

::huggle:: I can't see a sword without saying, RICHARD!"
Oh, and whenever I hear of Chubby's soon-to-be roomate, Richard, I can't help but think: "WOW! It's Richard."  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

Im guessing he wuz um...confused when you first met him?  

[Phanaridie]

Yeah, that would label it right. Then again, most who meet me are. Unless they meet me at a con. That's my element.  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

Phanari

Yeah, that would label it right. Then again, most who meet me are. Unless they meet me at a con. That's my element.

i dont meet new ppl too often...im kinda a recluse in some senses im jst so nervous around strangers cause of paranoia i tend to come off as either an a*****e or a crazy person....makes meeting women hard...  

[Phanaridie]

Platinum_Behemoth252

Phanari

Yeah, that would label it right. Then again, most who meet me are. Unless they meet me at a con. That's my element.

i dont meet new ppl too often...im kinda a recluse in some senses im jst so nervous around strangers cause of paranoia i tend to come off as either an a*****e or a crazy person....makes meeting women hard...

When you're ready to start dating again, you'll find a girl that makes you happy, loves you as much as you do her, who you can talk to for hours and not feel afraid about whatever you say. Trust me. Because good people like you deserve that.

She's out there. Probably waiting for you like you're waiting for her, and neither of you know you're even waiting.

My brother found his. They're so happy together. He truly is in love and they make each other so happy. He deserves that happiness after the other girlfriends he's had. Only two, of course. He's only 21, after all. But they really hurt him. I'm happy that that's not gonna happen again.  

[chubby_choco]

Not my soon-to-be roommate. He's probably gonna come in the summer instead.  

[ZerimarObon]

Meh. You know what they say, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". At the moment I'm of the latter category, but I'm still young, if I break down now because of a lack of a girlfriend, I'll be in pretty rough shape by the time I'm thirty.  

[Phanaridie]

ZerimarObon

Meh. You know what they say, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". At the moment I'm of the latter category, but I'm still young, if I break down now because of a lack of a girlfriend, I'll be in pretty rough shape by the time I'm thirty.

THAT'S THE SPIRIT! ::huggle:: You're strong! I'm jealous.  

[chubby_choco]

*blink* Graaah. At some point, I became lost again.  

[ZerimarObon]

Phanari

ZerimarObon

Meh. You know what they say, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". At the moment I'm of the latter category, but I'm still young, if I break down now because of a lack of a girlfriend, I'll be in pretty rough shape by the time I'm thirty.

THAT'S THE SPIRIT! ::huggle:: You're strong! I'm jealous.

Apparently, due to biological or genetic differences, guys are kinda less emotionally sensitive. That and there's the part of not having to worry about any biological clock in ourselves, we can have kids as long as we can get it up.  

[Phanaridie]

ZerimarObon

Phanari

ZerimarObon

Meh. You know what they say, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". At the moment I'm of the latter category, but I'm still young, if I break down now because of a lack of a girlfriend, I'll be in pretty rough shape by the time I'm thirty.

THAT'S THE SPIRIT! ::huggle:: You're strong! I'm jealous.

Apparently, due to biological or genetic differences, guys are kinda less emotionally sensitive. That and there's the part of not having to worry about any biological clock in ourselves, we can have kids as long as we can get it up.

Once again.....jealous. My brother talks to me about how he deals with some things.........I don't see how he does the things he does. I've gone nuts over losing Hickey. He's already finished grieving.  

[Platinum_Behemoth252]

its a trick that i for one learned at a young age. Emotional detachment. i can detach myself so much from my body that when i do things its not even like im the one doing them....if i had to, though i am not proud of it and the thought that i could do this has kept me up at night, i could emotionaly detach myself to a point where i could kill my own family and not feel a thing...its a gift but in many ways it is more of a curse...if i could unlearn it i would...but its part of me now and i fear it every night i go to bed...  

[chubby_choco]

Phanari

Once again.....jealous. My brother talks to me about how he deals with some things.........I don't see how he does the things he does. I've gone nuts over losing Hickey. He's already finished grieving.

Yanno, because you're not done greving, I'm not done, and I never even met him. It's just the way you talk about him, I feel like he was...a second father or something.

Empathy bites a**.  

[Phanaridie]

Platinum_Behemoth252

its a trick that i for one learned at a young age. Emotional detachment. i can detach myself so much from my body that when i do things its not even like im the one doing them....if i had to, though i am not proud of it and the thought that i could do this has kept me up at night, i could emotionaly detach myself to a point where i could kill my own family and not feel a thing...its a gift but in many ways it is more of a curse...if i could unlearn it i would...but its part of me now and i fear it every night i go to bed...

I wish I could detatch myself sometimes. My doctor tells me I should learn to be more assertive, and also learn to let go. But I fear that letting go of something I loved will cause it to disappear forever. I don't want that. It scares me.

It's weird. I can cut myself until my hair bleeds, and feel nothing until long after the deed is done. But when it comes to anything else........it's hard to seperate.