So, how did it all start?

[Hominus Pyrrhos]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

My...more kinky interests and submissive side came to light when I was dating my last boyfriend. It was a while ago. He had some (what I thought at the time were) bizarre fetishes. He was into force feeding, play cannibalism, big chicks, and stuff like that. He force fed me because I wasn't fat enough enough for him. He's tied me up, put me on a huge silver platter, shoved an apple in my mouth and a carrot in my a** and ******** me on the counter of his parent's kitchen. He has poured hot sauce in my eyes. I didn't enjoy the actual things he did but I enjoyed the humiliation, the pain, and the helplessness of it all. It inspired me to find out what I do like and that's how I got where I am tonight.

And by the way, I'm a super open person. I don't hide anything.

O///////////////////o thats a great idea  

[Siegfried006]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

My...more kinky interests and submissive side came to light when I was dating my last boyfriend. It was a while ago. He had some (what I thought at the time were) bizarre fetishes. He was into force feeding, play cannibalism, big chicks, and stuff like that. He force fed me because I wasn't fat enough enough for him. He's tied me up, put me on a huge silver platter, shoved an apple in my mouth and a carrot in my a** and ******** me on the counter of his parent's kitchen. He has poured hot sauce in my eyes. I didn't enjoy the actual things he did but I enjoyed the humiliation, the pain, and the helplessness of it all. It inspired me to find out what I do like and that's how I got where I am tonight.

And by the way, I'm a super open person. I don't hide anything.

I hope he peeled the carrot, since raw it would hurt like a mother once it was up the bum. XD
Maybe that was the point. O.o
Anyway the apple part was hot. XD  

[Hominus Pyrrhos]

Siegfried006

TheMerryQueenofHearts

My...more kinky interests and submissive side came to light when I was dating my last boyfriend. It was a while ago. He had some (what I thought at the time were) bizarre fetishes. He was into force feeding, play cannibalism, big chicks, and stuff like that. He force fed me because I wasn't fat enough enough for him. He's tied me up, put me on a huge silver platter, shoved an apple in my mouth and a carrot in my a** and ******** me on the counter of his parent's kitchen. He has poured hot sauce in my eyes. I didn't enjoy the actual things he did but I enjoyed the humiliation, the pain, and the helplessness of it all. It inspired me to find out what I do like and that's how I got where I am tonight.
amen!
And by the way, I'm a super open person. I don't hide anything.

I hope he peeled the carrot, since raw it would hurt like a mother once it was up the bum. XD
Maybe that was the point. O.o
Anyway the apple part was hot. XD

 

[TheMerryQueenofHearts]

Nope he left it unpeeled and it did hurt but I think that was his intent. Fun fact, I just found out he's gay and I was the last girl he dated.
I feel like I did womankind a favor haha.  

[Hominus Pyrrhos]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

Nope he left it unpeeled and it did hurt but I think that was his intent. Fun fact, I just found out he's gay and I was the last girl he dated.
I feel like I did womankind a favor haha.

lolz  

[Siegfried006]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

Nope he left it unpeeled and it did hurt but I think that was his intent. Fun fact, I just found out he's gay and I was the last girl he dated.
I feel like I did womankind a favor haha.

Lol well hey take em where you can get them in favors as I always say.  

[TheMerryQueenofHearts]

It was pretty funny. He called me out of the blue and was all like this is really hard to say but I'm gay. and my response was I thought so he was all like how do you know? and I was all like maybe it was when you shoved the apple in my mouth or the carrot in my butt or it could have possibly been when you were licking rock salt off my a**. =/ I honestly wasn't surprised but...eh.  

[Siegfried006]

It was a good ride while it lasted. (pardon the pun with you being a pony play girl and sex.)  

[TheMerryQueenofHearts]

consider it pardoned
but he's the reason I got into fetish type stuffs so I can't be mad at him.  

[Hominus Pyrrhos]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

consider it pardoned
but he's the reason I got into fetish type stuffs so I can't be mad at him.

well anything to get you to be wonderous freaks like us ^^  

[TheMerryQueenofHearts]

yeah something like that razz  

[Hominus Pyrrhos]

TheMerryQueenofHearts

yeah something like that razz

swweeeeeeet  

[KittenPieChan]

I know this might sound like every story you've ever heard...but I loved being restrained. I put myself in situations with boys who I knew would attempt to overpower me, because I "said" I was saving myself for marriage, but what I 'wanted' was to have no choice.

I use to do it to myself, tie my hands with shoestrings or belts I'd wear to school. Sometimes even ripping my own clothing, it was amazing.

Finally I met a boy who I had normal, every day sex with. We told each other our fantasies, and it's all history. He's been super supportive of mine, and I have of his. He had a little trouble at first, hitting me and saying terrible things while we were together, but I think it's growing on him.

biggrin  

[Chikara Kitsune Takashi]

Well I'll start off by saying I've always been fascinated with being tied up. Even when I was little I'd use hairbands or random ropes i found or SOMETHING to make it so I wouldn't move. Also when I played with a friend once I was the "hostage" and she tied me up and I felt something I thought was bad... which I now realize was being turned on lol.

But how I learned about it a lot is that I'm a porn junkie. I randomly look for it just to get bored by it sweatdrop . But I started realizing I was a lot LESS bored when I was looking at chicks being tied up, especially by other chicks (oh yea for the record I'm pansexual; means I like people more for personality then gender. But yes I think a lot of women are smoking hot. And men. I'm just a perv too P: )

So combining those two, I get a masochist who loves being tied up and cut. Yah that's pretty much my life story in BDSM... I'm really new to it. I'm in a conundrum though, because my current boyfriend HATES hurting women unless they deserve it. So I unconsciously try to deserve it and well... we end up in a lot of fights >< I have a guy who really likes me and is REALLY into BDSM but I just don't know right now...  

[Rathlarias Moondown]

There's a time to discriminate
Hate every ******** that's in your way

It was hardwired into my brain from birth. At the age of five, I was getting off to anything BDSM-esque or involving gore.