XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Jaylyn Dianna Marques
Neon Nova
But I've been trapped in this place too long...
And I just might lose my mind...
'Be all you can be. Otherwise you are nothing.'
Basically...
I've been trapped for Seventeen years.
They've decided to let me preform as The Juggler
Even though I have ADHD, Perfectionism, dislexia, am Bi-polar, and have seriously, scary, haunting nightmares.
I just don't know how much longer I can take it...
Basically...
I've been trapped for Seventeen years.
They've decided to let me preform as The Juggler
Even though I have ADHD, Perfectionism, dislexia, am Bi-polar, and have seriously, scary, haunting nightmares.
I just don't know how much longer I can take it...
Because, you see, I've had a rough past...
Jay was born into a strict, hateful family. Her father didn't like things if they weren't perfect. Her mother didn't like people who were diferent. She, hated her parents. Because of them she had developped perfectionism and started having nightmares. Every time she'd act up, they'd punish her. It was very hard for her to not want to have fun or her to sit still, or for her to do simple things like read, she got in trouble alot at school.
At the age of seven she saw a friend of her's juggle and she tried it. She was a natural and really good, becoming the only girl in her grade that knew how. When she was ten, her parents took her to a fair and the only place she wanted to go was under the big top. It was so amazing to her. Later that day she told her parents that she wanted to be carny. Of course, it was a stupid dream she made on a careless whim. Not something she was serious about. But her parents were. They became more hateful and pushed their dreams of her becoming a doctor on her. Like that would happen.
When she turned fifteen, things got pushed to the limit. She was on her first real date. With a guy that her parents didn't aprove of no less. Before she could even get out the door, they forced her to never see him again. That wouldn't fly. The next week she ran away to live her childish dream.
Jay was born into a strict, hateful family. Her father didn't like things if they weren't perfect. Her mother didn't like people who were diferent. She, hated her parents. Because of them she had developped perfectionism and started having nightmares. Every time she'd act up, they'd punish her. It was very hard for her to not want to have fun or her to sit still, or for her to do simple things like read, she got in trouble alot at school.
At the age of seven she saw a friend of her's juggle and she tried it. She was a natural and really good, becoming the only girl in her grade that knew how. When she was ten, her parents took her to a fair and the only place she wanted to go was under the big top. It was so amazing to her. Later that day she told her parents that she wanted to be carny. Of course, it was a stupid dream she made on a careless whim. Not something she was serious about. But her parents were. They became more hateful and pushed their dreams of her becoming a doctor on her. Like that would happen.
When she turned fifteen, things got pushed to the limit. She was on her first real date. With a guy that her parents didn't aprove of no less. Before she could even get out the door, they forced her to never see him again. That wouldn't fly. The next week she ran away to live her childish dream.
And it has made me who I am...
Bubbly, happy, outgoing, adventure loving, kind hearted, very stubborn and gets mad rather easily.
Bubbly, happy, outgoing, adventure loving, kind hearted, very stubborn and gets mad rather easily.
...That my mind is already lost.
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