Depression, the joys of being sad <3

[lori gee]

Devils Never Cry666

x__YourGlamWhoreX

Awwhh.
Babeface.
<33
Im ******** really hope so.
Our parents are just ******** up and dont let us do anything.
And..
I hate waiting.

i understand you .. i really do
but i still believe that you're gonna see each other =)
and it will be great, i hope ^^

-hugs-
you're the best ok?
And you deserve to be with your someone.  

[Devils Never Cry666]

x__YourGlamWhoreX

Devils Never Cry666

x__YourGlamWhoreX

Awwhh.
Babeface.
<33
Im ******** really hope so.
Our parents are just ******** up and dont let us do anything.
And..
I hate waiting.

i understand you .. i really do
but i still believe that you're gonna see each other =)
and it will be great, i hope ^^

-hugs-
you're the best ok?
And you deserve to be with your someone.

aw thanks, hunny .. you're adorable <3
well, he said he's going to visit germany next year .. i hope he will T-T lol  

[lori gee]

;D
For your sake..
I hope he does.  

[Cupcakes are Scene]

Well I can't see my dad for I don't know how long because he is an alcaholic, is on anti-depressants,and sleeping pills,he has to go see a shrink,& he is trying to get on kimotherapy pills to get rid of his hep C. but the Government won't pay for it and won't accept his claim. I love my dad soooo much and he is always there for me whenever I'm down and now I can only call him...My mom and my dad decided this together (They're divorced)...That's hy I'm depressed...  

[lori gee]

Thats terrible.
<3  

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

[Maria's rant about depression]

right now, I'm just here, not really feeling anything
ever feel like that? Just there wondering.

Life seems like a puzzle.
I am currently:
-on the other side of the country from the person that I love
-pretty much in depression
-over dousing way too much on my medicine.
-having boy problems and trying to avoid them
-going through a major fight with my best friend
-and trying to cope with my parents.

Right now I just wish my parents would be happy or just get a devorce, because the fighting is getting to me.
I wish that I could see the person I love.
Stop over dousing on my medicine.
Right now it's just blah to me. Taking to much s**t. And passing out in school.
I wish that I could actually pass my classes but I miss school too much becuase I'm always sick.
I wish my friend would just get over herself and stop being awhore.
And I wish that everything was back to normal.
And everything was happy.
And I wish I could just stop pulling my hair!
stupid disorder  

[Emo Eating a Popsicle]

Alas, the one I love is to old for me. He is going away to callege... 3.5years older, He likes me too, but he thinks i'm too young for him and we could never be together. It's rather sad. Recently, it's really gotten my down and i've been cutting and writing poetry about unrequited love and early death.  

[x[ Dante ]x]

same prob as my brother <3 ;_; well .. and i drank way to much. i feel like falling into pieces right now. kinda funny feeling ^^'
i think i'm just not scene enough to sit here crying and writing shiteh poetry 'xD i rather make new .. darker .. clothes. hehe.  

[Bonnie[Heart]Clyde]

my parents fight constantly.
my bf lives at least 9 hrs away if not more.
i am deeply in love with somebody else.
no matter how hare i try
somebody always finds me
when i try to commit suicide.
i cant talk to my friends.
the guy i love,
is my worst enemys bf.
_LYD!A.xXx.A!DYL

 

[Disposable Love]

I never get to see my dad again....
it hurts so much to think about it.

Also, I want to ask a boy out, but I am terrified that he will say no....
it is SO nerveracking!

My mom screams at me every night for things I didn't do....

I can't seem to find anyone that loves me....

I want to run away, but I am afraid that I won't see the guy I love anymore....

 

[Disposable Love]

skellington_in_the_dark

Well I can't see my dad for I don't know how long because he is an alcaholic, is on anti-depressants,and sleeping pills,he has to go see a shrink,& he is trying to get on kimotherapy pills to get rid of his hep C. but the Government won't pay for it and won't accept his claim. I love my dad soooo much and he is always there for me whenever I'm down and now I can only call him...My mom and my dad decided this together (They're divorced)...That's hy I'm depressed...

At least you still have your dad....

 

[Ironic_Melancholy]

My stomache is imploding on itself .__.

Ahhh, pain crying

 

[fullmeatgirl]

I feel that my parents don't accept me  

[BlairyFairy]

Vagrant A.I.

The girl I love refuses to become more than friends with me, though she has already admitted to loving me... I'll post the e-mail she sent me last night. Heh, she sent me this before i even asked her out....






Alexx...
I'm going to kill somebody. Preferably myself. Brennan was online when I came on... and suddenly started on me about how I'm not there for you. And how he's sick of " carrying you on his back " and wondering why I can't just be with you and make you happy.

Well... I can't. I'm sorry. I know I've told you before... but I'm doing it again. One last time. I'm sorry, Alexx. I honestly wish I could. I do like you... a lot. But... if we did get together.. I'd never move on. And I need to, more then ever. I wish I could put you first.. but.. I suppose if I don't care about myself, how can anybody else? And if we did get together, yes, it would be neat... but... it would be no fun. For me, thus, no fun for you. I would be depressed or worse. Not because of you... I don't know how to explain it... but it just wouldn't work out for me. I'd be falling apart double time behind the mask of happiness I would create just for you. And when someone finally realized it... it would be too late. I don't want that... and I know you don't.

Plus if I don't move on, you won't. So I just want to stick to being friends. It will be hard, yes... but I'm hoping we can get through this one last thing together. Because if we can't... I don't want to even think of the outsomes then.

But... Brennan. He's sitting here, and bitching at me about how I'm not there for you, and how he's sick of fighting for you, and that if I choose to move on and leave you behind, go ahead, because I obviously never cared in the first place. And if you do commit suicide, it'll be on my shoulders.

We've made up... but it still hurts. He stung me pretty deep..

I can't put up with most of this anymore... I'm seriously holding on by a very fragile thread. Even the smallest of things will break it for me. And I'm afraid of what will happen then... I don't even know. It could be one or many things. And all of them... will probably be bad. Very bad. But... I don't want you to try to save me. It'll just make things worse for you. Honest.

So.. promise you won't try to save me? Please?

Love you.. <3

[-x-] |* Kitty /*| [-x-]

=[
That's sad..
I'm sorry you have to go through with that.


I have something somewhat similar to that, I can't have the person I love either.  

[rikaLeshay]

read my topics and you'll see why