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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2016 11:34 am
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"Uh oh. Did I step on a nerve?" he asked, noting the slight change in KO's demeanor. "Pardon me. What an awful guest I am." It was interesting, though, because he hadn't realized it would still have affected the other man enough to wrinkle his otherwise flawlessly smooth attitude.
Izaya couldn't help smiling again. It was an awful smile because he knew it was derived from the schadenfreude he got while watching Kirk faulter. Obviously the debonair, confident fellow wasn't used to having his feathers ruffled and it gave the ex-Rocket a sort of terrible delight to see someone else happen upon the same unpleasant feeling that he had so often felt since Aila's death.
It was weird not to be responded to with anger after evoking that reaction, though, as he'd expected to be. The black-haired man blinked at the question and took a couple of steps toward him. "You...would you prefer I take your word for it?" he asked, brows furrowing in confusion. "Are you really so self-conscious about it? Because impalement, disfigurement, and scars or not, that's the last thing I'd ever imagine you to be."
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2016 12:14 pm
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Did he step on a nerve? As though he hadn't been trying to! Annoyance flashed across KO's fine features but faded fast with a weary sigh, he was too tired for this. He felt old, and he'd sworn he would never feel old.
"Yes, what of it?" he said reluctantly with a faint hint of surliness. "Forgive me if I'm not fond of being reminded that I.... Died." He had died. He was only here because, what, because of an experiment? He was under no illusions that TR had made a special effort for his personal benefit, he'd been a convenient subject and that was all. He was insignificant. He was a grunt. He was a number. Perhaps that was what his new project was all about in the end, he wanted to matter, he wanted to leave an impression on the world when he died for real. That was probably why other people went around having children.
There was another silence, they were rare from KO in general but closely packed in this conversation as his thoughts skipped around and his emotions twanged taut and raw still even after so long. "I would prefer," he began eventually, "but they do say seeing is believing, and I want you to believe me more than I want-" The red haired man stopped mid sentence, got to his feet and headed over to his laptop. "I'll show you some pictures from when I returned to base, that's more unusual than the scar itself now anyway," he said perhaps a little too quickly as he opened the machine up and pulled up his image files. A few layers down in the neat file formatting brought him to a folder simply marked with a date; KO opened it up and turned the laptop around for Izaya to see. The purple scar on the left side of his chest wasn't a pretty picture but it was definitely a scar, well healed if discoloured and raised.
KO sipped his drink and wished he'd gone for the vodka after all.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2016 6:45 pm
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Izaya held up his palms in surrender. "Hey, I really had no idea. If I were you, I can't see why I'd hold any negative feelings towards being reminded of something like that. Wouldn't that liken you to something like a god? Who wouldn't want to say they died and came back to life?" He shook his head.
"Heh, would you believe me if I told you one of the reasons I joined Team Rocket was so that I could find out if they had any research that involved the afterlife and its connection to ghost pokemon? I figured since that was something that bled into what society might call 'unethical' territory, Team Rocket would likely to be the first to make some breakthrough since they're not afraid to cross thresholds like those involving ethics. I never thought they'd do more than just confirming the existence of an afterlife, though."
He scratched his head, clearly befuddled, as he tried to listen further and read KO's new attitude and understand where it was coming from. When the other man got up to go to his laptop, Izaya remained right where he was, still staring at the grunt and not seeming at all interested in what said grunt had pulled up on his computer screen. Kirk's words went through his head and he vaguely wondered why the pictures might have been more unusual than the scar itself, but that wasn't what he was currently most curious about. Crimson eyes locked on scarlet red.
"So...this isn't about being self-conscious, is it?" he asked slowly, trying to get a grip on the situation. "This is about...no, you said you want me to believe you more than you want...what, exactly?" Izaya stared at KO with his forehead creased in deep throught, cocking his head as if that might help him see something about the Rocket that he had previously missed. "What do you want, Kirk? Don't you give the impression that you have it all - looks, brains, fashion sense, ambition, and now everlasting life? What is it you think you're missing?"
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 11:20 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 11:46 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 12:17 pm
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"Of course I've changed since," KO confirmed dismissively; lips tight, stance tight, hand on his drink tight so the tendons showed, "the significance is that when you die hair and nails stop growing, so that was one of the many pieces of evidence that led me to the conclusion that I'd died and been brought back." And the base, the base had been eerie. None of the rockets had looked at him, not one.
KO took a sip of his drink and moved to sit down on his bed in a concious effort to keep himself from pacing the room. "Like time didn't pass, like a dreamless sleep," he confirmed, red eyes going unfocused as he cast his memory back. "One minute I was losing consciousness with a hole in my chest, the next I woke up in an empty medical bay feeling fine.
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 12:28 pm
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Posted: Sun May 01, 2016 9:05 am
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"No," KO affirmed flatly, "they didn't and I don't know why, which makes it worse. Did they think I was too stupid to notice something wasn't right?" He'd started to wonder if it was some kind of test, and if it was what was being tested; was he supposed to be blindly loyal and say nothing, or demonstrate curiosity and ask questions? What happened if he chose the wrong option? Saying nothing seemed safer....
And he wasn't the only one.
KO's brows knit into a frown as Izaya spoke, he could hardly dismiss the possibility given what he was sure had happened to him. If anything in fact this was more proof that he was right; he could, maybe, perhaps, not have been dead, it was unlikely but possible (unlikely that he had been dead and brought back to life? He'd never thought he would think a phrase like that) but if this Aila Izaya spoke of had been dead for years then she couldn't just have been MIA.
"I don't see why they wouldn't attempt it," KO said after a heavy silence. "If I was the first test - conveniently dead just as they got hold of Xerneas - then they would follow it up with another one to test the limits of," he paused again, frowned, and continued with; "whatever it was they did. If you're right then must still have had her remains; not impossible, I'd always assumed that they incinerated dead rockets but it seems like there's not a lot that it's safe to assume around here." If somebody could be brought back from the dead after several years then what wasn't possible?
"But you said she goes by Gaia," KO continued after another sip of his drink. "She didn't tell you she was Aila then? Do you think she was hiding that from you, or didn't remember?"
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Posted: Sun May 01, 2016 10:12 am
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Izaya's frown deepened, the furrows of his forehead deepening along with it. "You said before...that that Xerneas was like a god of sorts to those pokemon, right?" he murmured. "You said the god of life. And...from what I understand, this whole thing started after you managed to capture it. So since you actually caught this thing rather than just obtained a sample of its DNA, would it be plausible to say that Team Rocket may have somehow learned how to harness the powers of that legendary in such a way as to bring back the dead?"
The man did his best not to betray any sort of emotion when referring to Gaia or Aila. KO didn't know his connection to them and he preferred to keep it that way. "Agent Aila was buried, not incinerated. Aside from being a very valued member of the organization, she had connections to nobility from Grande Ile which might have had some influence on the fate of her remains. Also, her partner was very sentimental about her, as was her mentor, Seth."
He spoke in a monotone fashion, but all he could think of was his last glimpse of Aila in her agent uniform at her funeral. "Her body had been embalmed after her autopsy and she had had an open-casket memorial service for dying in the line of duty on a mission. I'd heard it was a rare occurrence, but they probably made an exception for her. Like I said, very valued member." There had been 17 candles lit on the shelf next to her. Supposedly that was a Grande Ile tradition for those that died - a candle for each year of life. He shook his head to clear it; he didn't want or need to remember such things.
"Anyway...I suppose that makes her an even more likely candidate for them to test their new-found power out on if she was one of the few and perhaps the most recent who actually had a corpse to re-animate. Also, since she was such a hard worker and loyal to the organization until the end, she could only be an asset to them if the re-animation was successful."
He looked back at KO and shook his head. "I confronted her about it one day. She said she had read from records who Aila was but didn't know what possible connection she might have had to her. I tried to ask her more, like if she didn't think they appeared similar because she said she had seen images of her, but Trainee Gaia didn't seem the least bit curious or suspicious. Either she was hiding something or she really has no idea."
Izaya ran a hand through his hair suddenly feeling like he needed to sit down. He planted himself on the floor, not wanting to disturb anything else in the room. "I know what Aila looks like, though, and she had no twin sisters. I knew her before either of us were Rockets and she was the one who recruited me." He sighed. "Perhaps it's been too long and her brain decomposed too much for them to return it back to how it was even if they managed to heal it. She didn't recognize me at all. I guess it's also possible they might have decided to wipe her memory, but if they didn't do that with you, I don't know why they would have with her. Unless, of course, they just didn't want to alarm everyone with this long-dead person. If people were spooked about you, one can only imagine how they would have reacted to her."
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2016 3:40 pm
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KO shrugged but nodded at the same time, it was what people seemed to believe - and those pokemon had been very keen on revenge - but he wouldn't even begin to use the word God himself. As if there was any such greater benevolent power, it was laughable really and yet most people nodded and took the great invisible friend or friends in the sky seriously. It was pathetic and yet he understood it, people were desperate to believe that firstly they were special and secondly that when they died they didn't stop existing.
"I guess I would say that," KO continued after a short pause, in which he collected his thoughts as best he could. "It may be just another pokemon but it is a very powerful one. We already know other pokemon that do the seemingly impossible, why not one more impossible thing?" He shrugged again, looked down, sipped his drink and listened to Izaya talk about this Alia person in a strangely emotionless voice. Now why was that? He was pretty preoccupied by his own problems but not so preoccupied that he hadn't noticed the sudden change in tone.
After another pause KO looked over at Izaya, who was now seated on the floor, and said; "You knew her well then." It wasn't a question. "I don't know which of your guesses might be right about the memory issue and I couldn't hazard a better one myself. If she was only pretending not to remember I don't suppose she would speak to even me about it but I could try." If there was somebody else who had been through the same thing, but who had been dead for far longer.... Maybe... maybe she had seen something? Maybe there was more after your heart stopped and brain activity ceased. He wanted that to be the case a lot more than he liked or would ever admit to. He didn't want to stop existing.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 3:43 pm
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"Mmh," KO agreed vaguely, too distracted even to bask in the compliments of his many wonderful attributes or even to really notice them. Did he have a new perspective? He supposed he did, he'd never thought about death before and deliberately so but now....
KO finished his drink and set his glass down with a decisive thunk on the little table beside his bed. "I've confirmed an unpleasant hypothesis, that's all," he said flatly. "I'll speak to this Aila, or Gaia, if an opportunity to do so presents itself. Do you have a picture of her I can keep?"
It wasn't a new perspective as such; he hadn't resolved to be a better person or got religion in an attempt to deny the nothingness, he just... He didn't want it to be real, final, a complete end to existence and no way to escape it. The idea of being remembered for his work was cold comfort but it was something, it was al there was.
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