Poetry by Hikaru Akumu

[Hikaru Akumu]

Lying within me
Lying within this pale body
Lying before that ghastly soul
Is darkness within my bleeding heart

The darkness eats me
Inside out
Hoping it can consume
My body, mind, and soul

It has already devoured my heart
So your left with an empty casket
For the soul

My wet pale face
Alone, afraid, and scarcely aware
That this may be only
The beginning
For me.

What led me to this point
I don’t even know
Passive and emotionless
And still
As a ghost.

The darkness has blurred my vision
Or are those what you call
Tears?
I don’t know, the either or.
But I’m in fear.

I don’t want to know
I don’t want to care
I don’t want to learn
What you call
Love, happiness, freedom, or life.

All I know is that
I have no control
I have no faith
I have no hope
I have no life of my own.

To the darkness I fall to my knees
Passive and aware
Of the deeds I perform.

I’m just a puppet
To the darkness that eats me alive
I’m aware for that fact
But there’s nothing I can do.

The darkness within my heart
Which eats me alive
Inside out
Controls my body and life
Like a parasite w/ a single goal
………………

To kill all who oppose
From the inside
And out.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Lost without reason
Lost without a home

Wander the night
And forget where
I go.

Short drops of salty water
Roll down my cheeks
Pale pink lips tremble
Unable to breath.

Unable to breath.
Unable to stand.
Unable to think

I’ve just grown weak.
Weak and helpless
Yet I feel so calm
Is that normal?
Or just plain wrong?

Monsters and creatures
Come see and breath
Slowly feeding
Upon my paling flesh
Of my arm.

Lost without a reason
Lost without a home

Wander the night
And die

Alone.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

She walks down
Black dress gleaming
Corset hugging her lovely torso
Her eyes a dull dying cold.

His eyes follow his current love.
Who shattered her heart
Having an affair
With her now dead
Sister.

Dinner was silent
Ever so silent
As they ate quietly

Until a blade thrusts
Through his and her heart.

Her own hand
Encircling the blade
Invading her heart
As her bloody finger tips
Leave his

You made me kill twice
Only caring for your
Own sexed needs.
Now go ******** yourself
In hell
Alone.

Her words whispered away
As they both died
Encircled in
One another’s arms.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Stuck within the dark
Stuck within my own
Dungeon room

Their waiting for me
Forever waiting
For me to crack
But no no
No no no
I won’t

Unless I already have.
I don’t know
Nor really care
Anymore.

Shaking
Trembling
Freezing cold, nay.

I’m scared and afraid
As I grow closer to my end.
I’m slowly dying
By drowning
Within my very own
Fears and tears

Help me
Help me
Escape

Before my own fears come
To own

I’m about to crack!
Crack!
So quickly
And die

Within my fears.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Some things are left alone
Dust covering slowly
Like a blanket draped
Over that lovely
Redwood table

Clear that dust
For they have
Arrived
They wait for us
To prepare the blood
The lust for.

The bell is ringing
Calling us to appear
And report of our
Grand deeds.

Master Murderer
Silent and Handsome he is.
Yet as dangerous
As he can be.

Lovely Lady Murderer
Social and beautiful
Yet so dangerous
As poison for marrying
Him.

Master murderer
The duties you give
Are left
Done and completely

Lady murderer
Your dresses are
Made, neat, and
Clean.

My great Murderers
Your chamber is made
Cleared and neat
Decorated with
Deadly gray roses.

A job well done
He says as she
Sips her poison
Drink.

Lovely Lovely Lovely Indeed.
She purrs to me.
Just like you, indeed.

Silent and slowly the drifted past.
Pity you missed one thing.
They wall past my coworkers
Slicing their necks
As their pale fingers are coated
In blood like red wine.

We like things coated
Nay in dust but in
Blood.

Suddenly and Silently
Blood floods my mind
As they killed me along with
My last links.

Smiling as they licked
The blood off
Their lovely nails
They left us to rot
In hell.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Feathered wings a dulling gray
Disappearing as I fall into a graceful sleep

Icy blue eyes changing
Slowly as I descend
To my dreamland.

Dark nightmares
From within the corner
Slowly creep out to haunt

Bare pale legs
Tattered peasant dress
Scarred pale arms
Bloody red lips

I’m slowly consumed
Into my land of nightmares

My dreamland
Formally graceful and lovely
Now a land of nightmares
Slowly haunting and killing me.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

That lovely gem
So many different types,
A, AB, B, and O
They are all luscious
And make me wish for more

But where
O’ where
Do I go to find more?

My insides have become
Distorted and only accustomed
To lovely blood.

My canines have grown
Sharper
Deadlier
Than before.

They no longer
Only tear into
Cooked meat
But flesh of any creature.

I wish I wish
For that lovely
Blood that
Seeps within
That lovely
Vein

Pumping from
Your heart
Through your body
Easing it’s way to
Your brain
From your neck.

Mmmhmmm
Lovely
Lovely indeed

I’m sorry but
I must take
That lovely gem
From you.

And to do such
I must

Kill you....

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Master Murderer
Lady Murderer
I’ve done the deeds
You have asked
For.

What shall my
Reward be
As I perform
Your lovely deeds
Of Murder

As you should
Know by now
I’m completely and
Sincerely
Belong to only you two.

Master murderer
Lady murderer
Will you come?
And kill my soul
Now?

I have awaited
And committed
Those crimes just for you.
Devoted completely
To only you two

Will you
Will you
Please come and take my soul now?

Slowly going
Slowly falling
I’m becoming
You two.

Master Murderer
Lady Murderer
Will you come and
Kill my soul now?

I’m awaiting
I’ debating
If I should
Just kill myself
Just like you two.

Yet I cannot
Speak against you
Or your deathly will.

Master Murderer
Lady Murderer
Will you come and
Kill my soul now?

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

The sweet smell of murder
The lovely scent of blood
Drifts to her nose.

Mmmm. So…
Sweet.
She longed for it.
She wanted it.
She needed it-

No.
She shall not
Have it.
She mustn’t
Have it.
For if she does…
Heaven.
Hell.
Earth.

All will disappear.

And then.

He.
Will.

Win.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

My scared Intuition
Usually drives me to the edge

Just speaking with him
draws tears to my scared, timid eyes

Look down and Away
its the only way
To hide the tears I shead

My heart quickens its beat
sending blood a flow
as his eyes lock on mine

It's quite hard to hide
tears of fright and hate
from the man known as my Father

My dreams at night
form into endless nightmares
impossible to forget and awaken from

Drawing blood
at the wrist, at the lip, at the fingers
seem to make me sane and stable

The slice so quick
the bite so hard
the claw so sharp
they all leave scars

The slick sight of blood
the lovely read jewel
My eyes, Cold and dark now,
stare hard at the dripping, flowing blood
My escape fo tears and fright
The sight of Blood

Never look away
Turn, afraid
At the dripping red jewel
which makes me sane

For that is a mistake
to bring back the other pain

My escape.
My blood within these veins.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

My Final Breath

Falling
Falling so quickly
Then...
Darkness covers me
Pain explodes like dynamite inside me
I feel something leaving me
I hear nothing but the slowing beat of a drum
No wait...
That's the beat of my dying herat
Suddenly a Shining Light appears
Then I feel, See, Think no more
With that last breath
I left this world as
The Slick silver Scythe of Deaths
Took me away

My last Memory

The echo of my foot steps
agianst the case of stairs
Leading to the roof
My eyes silent
Passive and cold as Ice
My thoughts
Focused on one thing

Opening the door
Gravel covered Ground
The sudden breeze
left me alone

The glance and over view
of the city
Just from atop a
Buisness Building

Glancing down
before me
Someone suddenly
Screaming at me

Lightly stepping up
at the edge
My final thoughts release

Leaning, Leaning
and then
Falling before Darkness came

My Last Wish

My thoughts, My wish

Nadine, Forgive me for Pestering so

Mother, Father, Forgive me for causing your stress in life

Aunts, Uncles, Thank you for your love, but it seems it wasn't enough

Cousins, Forgive me and thank you for everything

Hotaru, Thank you for caring and creating fun times

Freezie, Thank you for Understanding

Ty, Thank you for listening and putting some sense in me, But Forgive me, for it was not enough

Izzie, Thank you for making me smile

Friends, Thank you for being there but for give me for not being there

Everyone: Forgive me and Forget me for your own sake as I leave to the other world

My Last Smile

Pale pink lips
Curved so neatly
Looking at friends
Who seem all the same
yet ever so different
Deep inside me
My smile turns around
Frowning whiel hoping
You'll be able to hear me with my last breath
But hoping you'll forget
My smile, fake through and through
I'm sorry but it can't be helped

My Last Request over all

I have commited that sin
I am condemned to Hell
I am lost with no end
So why try to escape that fate?

I have no reason
I have no Life any more
I've found many things a nuisance.

Sometimes it hurts to live
It's harder to survive
It'd be easier if I just died

Please hear me
Yet for get all about me
For your own sake and safety

And don't follow my footsteps