of what you desire as long as appropriate

[nightmareofmarch]

my lips keeps whispering
to my head...to my heart
bit your pride..
bit the shame
cut your self through
bleed..and let your body fall
like those leaves of fall
let my body fall
scream your anger to the world
swear in their faces..
stab them...make a hole in their hearts
leave them hanging..
beneath the tree where they once..
hanged you...
never show pity..
never show mercy..
like the ragging storm...
blow them away...
shock them by Zeus bolt
drown them in Poseidon's pit
darken them in Hades den
leave them with their hearts frighten
their eyes crying..  

[nightmareofmarch]

i cover my face with these mask
emptied my heart
darken my soul
turned myself to another kind
and never mind who'll i left behind
with this untamed anger that i obtained
and with this unwonted event
i committed a crime
a pefect crime
them who used to laugh at me
them who slapped me with their words
pushed me to the mud..
they cast a pillory that i dont deserve
as my cutter made their blood to flow
i was in no guilt..
i was in no regrets..
as those blood burst into my face
happiness was i felt
and i had assumed..
those blood that dripping down to face
were the last piece of my puzzle
puzzle wherein i see myself
happy..and bloody  

[nightmareofmarch]

pitiful soul of mine
mercy on you
i laid in your hands
don't let the harsh wind
blow it away from safety
don't let the fierce thunder
frighten it from its home
those storms
summoning fear in thy heart
be not frighten dear heart
be not hid in thy dark
fear not to be struck by the knives
deaths only lay in the flip side
the bright moon has its dark side
so does humans
fear not my dear
ill walk you in thy path
ill walk you in thy light  

[nightmareofmarch]

late night
wolf's cry
surrounding my room
i took my last capsule
my last drug
take a drink
make is go through
swallow..and dissolve
close my eyes
say good night
say good bye to my last site
of this world
world mother brought me
this world
put cruel upon me  

[nightmareofmarch]

in my veins
i found them
tiny microbes
swimming..flowing
with my own blood
get rid of them..
i cut myself
happily i am
im not infected
as my blood continues flowing
my eyes started closing..
losing site..gaining dim
from my shoulder i felt weakness
my knees broke down
knelt..like praying
heartbeat's slowing
breathing became deeper..
harder...more difficult
like an old tree being cut down
i fell into the ground
helplessly gasping
helplessly dying