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[oO Lorelei Oo]

that's cool dany...

and well does this mean me and dany have a head start since chatting online? well on the getting know part? I already know you could prob kick our butts cause of the kendo.. and smart people dun really intimidate me.. i feel stupid around them but keep it to myself.. besides.. i gots random knowledge they may not know to back myself up if needed.. ^.^  

[oO Lorelei Oo]

i do enjoy a good insane rant lol... i've got a few stored away somewhere in my brainpan attic..  

[Blind Blindness]

I'm so quiet in real life from all the past trauma, so meeting me in real life might not be so interesting.  

[oO Lorelei Oo]

Blind Blindness

I'm so quiet in real life from all the past trauma, so meeting me in real life might not be so interesting.

I understand a lil... but nothing too major... i just happened to see certain signs before things can get bad... thank heaven good instincts run deep in my family.. there was a time when living with 2 others it could have gone bad soo many times.. (it made me harder to trust most people)  

[Blind Blindness]

oO Lorelei Oo

Blind Blindness

I'm so quiet in real life from all the past trauma, so meeting me in real life might not be so interesting.

I understand a lil... but nothing too major... i just happened to see certain signs before things can get bad... thank heaven good instincts run deep in my family.. there was a time when living with 2 others it could have gone bad soo many times.. (it made me harder to trust most people)

When I was younger rather than playing with kids, developing social skills and life experiences I stayed in my house for the whole day. Now an 8 year old never being with friends and being in the house all day is horrible for their development, that's not the age to be developing adult lazyness/lack of responsibility/lack of empathy and caring, if that happens that should come in the later years. Your kid years should be full of emotion and surprises, not indifference. Well my parents argued a lot and my mom screamed at me every day, and honestly I didn't really feel love for anyone, I knew I wasn't normal but I kept it to myself and never saw a psychiatrist. Now in later years I realize all the trauma, and trauma incurred from later years, have caused me a complete disconnect from emotions and the world around me.  

[oO Lorelei Oo]

Blind Blindness

oO Lorelei Oo

Blind Blindness

I'm so quiet in real life from all the past trauma, so meeting me in real life might not be so interesting.

I understand a lil... but nothing too major... i just happened to see certain signs before things can get bad... thank heaven good instincts run deep in my family.. there was a time when living with 2 others it could have gone bad soo many times.. (it made me harder to trust most people)

When I was younger rather than playing with kids, developing social skills and life experiences I stayed in my house for the whole day. Now an 8 year old never being with friends and being in the house all day is horrible for their development, that's not the age to be developing adult lazyness/lack of responsibility/lack of empathy and caring, if that happens that should come in the later years. Your kid years should be full of emotion and surprises, not indifference. Well my parents argued a lot and my mom screamed at me every day, and honestly I didn't really feel love for anyone, I knew I wasn't normal but I kept it to myself and never saw a psychiatrist. Now in later years I realize all the trauma, and trauma incurred from later years, have caused me a complete disconnect from emotions and the world around me.

awe.. *Huggles* It's okay.. i mean look, you talk with us? That's gotta count for some healing, even if its a small step. I think i had one friend my entire life, and could never understand why other kids never talked to me... apparently i talk about things that are still considered taboo.. course no one told me this.. till i was in my 20's lol  

[oO Lorelei Oo]

eh normal is overrated anyways... it's just another term for dull heart  

[Blind Blindness]

Yeah but the problem is I know I don't feel anywhere near the level of emotion you guys feel talking to me. Truth be told, and I don't lie, my emotional level is on the magnitude of an autistic's, I feel very little emotion.  

[oO Lorelei Oo]

then i'll simply share some of mine with ya.. i have too much.. I've just gotten good at hiding it..  

[Just Call Me Shan]

*skitters in*

 

[Blind Blindness]

oO Lorelei Oo

then i'll simply share some of mine with ya.. i have too much.. I've just gotten good at hiding it..

Oh lore...lol
it's so late, I gotta get to bedd.

Good night! =]  

[Blind Blindness]

So close to our goal