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 Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 7:46 pm
I don't even have a valid reason for feeling like I'm dying on the inside, sometimes, at that always makes me feel worse.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:24 pm
So, I looked at a picture taken around november of 2006 or 07, and a picture from last spring.
Both include me.
Startling difference.
Face shape, even.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:27 pm
Sleeping all day and only getting up to sit around or eat makes you beefy.
Adding just a little walking and subtracting some sleeping from that makes you SKELETON MAN, BOO.
Actually, really, most of that weight I lost in 3 months, by eating lots of fibrous protein and exercising every other day.
Still, I don't think I'd have recognized the modern pictures of me.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:28 pm
and that picture, now that I think about it, really, was before I became intensely depressed-- GAINING MORE WEIGHT.
I went from soft to overweight D: And then all the way to LEAN.
And my older sister still tried, mostly ineffectually, to tell me I looked awful.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:51 pm
I forgot the Kegan Container existed.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 10:54 pm
YEA get that angst outta here, there's a place for that! scream
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:19 pm
it puts it in perspective just how many times per page someone posts, when you only see 4 posts per page cause that person's posts no longer show up.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:26 pm
so wait... you put kegan on ignored?
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:53 pm
You'll catch these subtle hints he gives out sometimes.
If only you give ear to them.
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:58 pm
i didn't know because he hasn't been saying it enough
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 12:57 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 1:19 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 1:34 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 1:47 am
Xilo's response.
Or this whole ordeal.
Life.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 2:18 am
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