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TO BE TAKEN RECTALLY, TWICE A DAY.

You s**t oil?

...you could sell it and maybe life would get better

Sadly only once so far, yesterday. It freaked me out, because I've never had undigested oil show up in my stool before. And it's just one more piece of evidence that I might have celiac (Or Chron's disease, which is only controllable through surgery.) Which could also mean that a lot of other problems I have are caused by malabsorption of vital nutrients. If it's celiac, I guess that'd be cool, all I have to do is you know, live on a diet of rice... forever. I can eat other things, but no wheat barley or rye. So no bread, no pizza, no breaded foods. Basically half the foods I like would have to be permanently out of my diet.

But basically I'm stuck just acting like I have celiac and hoping it goes away, because the ******** dogs is higher priority than me on the list of people who get to see a doctor. And most of her problems are because they can't stop feeding her junk food and noone but me wants to invest the time needed to keep her active. be active in any way.

I'm going to cut my rant short, because my fingers are getting too cold due to my TERRIBLE CIRCULATION/POSSIBLE ANEMIA.

And yes, I do feel like a fool for spending so much time worrying about whether I'm sick or not.

As a result of spending too much time contemplating whether or not you are ill, you will become ill.

Also goddamnit people are supposed to eat meat

Did you eat legumes at all? How much research did you actually invest in your attempted lifestyle change?

Man, I didn't even bring up my vegetarianism.

No wonder Jessie dumped you.

You brought up anemia. razz

I don't even know what a legume is. That's the word for vegetable in French so I've always thought it was just another word for vegetable.

I tried doing research but it's not like I can control what my family buys/feeds me. All I could do is refuse meat.

Bitches don't know about my legumes.