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Earphones.

At least you don't have your period.

Eh. I can get migraines. I have avoided my triggers enough that I haven't had one in years, though.

I feel like mentioning it, because when I got them frequently people seemed to be under the impression that migraines were a woman's problem.

I have never had a migraine and thank god because apparently they make you barf

Sometimes things happen in social lives that we can't really talk about with other friends because it would make things weird, so I'm just gonna post it here. Not looking for advice or anything really, just want to get it off my chest.

So I like my best friend as more than a friend. We get along fantastically and she's the hottest girl I know. She also has a boyfriend.

Yesterday pretty much out of nowhere, we got to second base. It's not a one time thing, either. She's coming over again tomorrow.

She basically told me straight up that she would have had sex with me if she hadn't been on her period. She's told me recently that she would date me, so I'm probably going to tell her that I'll only ******** her if she leaves her boyfriend for me. I'm a virgin after all and I at least have the class to not want to lose it to someone who's cheating.

Somewhat unrelated, I got high for the first time yesterday with her. Nitros. Holy s**t.

I get that we're both bad people and that if she dates me I'll have to worry about her cheating on me, but her boyfriend is actually schizophrenic and borderline abusive, so I've convinced (disillusioned?) myself that it isn't too much of a problem.

Someone will probably be like "UGH TEENAGE DRAMA" but it's not like it's eating away at me or anything. Just sort of an interesting turn of events that I couldn't share with anyone but you guys.

Only if you really abuse it. I won't defend it though.

Like I said, I don't really disagree with you.

Well the main reason would be bonding with this chick. Apparently it worked, I would say.
Not to mention that it's pretty fun. I've tried weed two or three times and felt nothing, so it was a really new and interesting experience.
Overall it's actually pretty safe. It's the same exact stuff dentists use to dull your senses. It feels like your body and mind are separating. There are no long term effects and it only lasts a minute per cartridge.