Waynebrizzle
Nomega
Sometimes things happen in social lives that we can't really talk about with other friends because it would make things weird, so I'm just gonna post it here. Not looking for advice or anything really, just want to get it off my chest.
So I like my best friend as more than a friend. We get along fantastically and she's the hottest girl I know. She also has a boyfriend.
Yesterday pretty much out of nowhere, we got to second base. It's not a one time thing, either. She's coming over again tomorrow.
She basically told me straight up that she would have had sex with me if she hadn't been on her period. She's told me recently that she would date me, so I'm probably going to tell her that I'll only ******** her if she leaves her boyfriend for me. I'm a virgin after all and I at least have the class to not want to lose it to someone who's cheating.
Somewhat unrelated, I got high for the first time yesterday with her. Nitros. Holy s**t.
I get that we're both bad people and that if she dates me I'll have to worry about her cheating on me, but her boyfriend is actually schizophrenic and borderline abusive, so I've convinced (disillusioned?) myself that it isn't too much of a problem.
Someone will probably be like "UGH TEENAGE DRAMA" but it's not like it's eating away at me or anything. Just sort of an interesting turn of events that I couldn't share with anyone but you guys.
So I like my best friend as more than a friend. We get along fantastically and she's the hottest girl I know. She also has a boyfriend.
Yesterday pretty much out of nowhere, we got to second base. It's not a one time thing, either. She's coming over again tomorrow.
She basically told me straight up that she would have had sex with me if she hadn't been on her period. She's told me recently that she would date me, so I'm probably going to tell her that I'll only ******** her if she leaves her boyfriend for me. I'm a virgin after all and I at least have the class to not want to lose it to someone who's cheating.
Somewhat unrelated, I got high for the first time yesterday with her. Nitros. Holy s**t.
I get that we're both bad people and that if she dates me I'll have to worry about her cheating on me, but her boyfriend is actually schizophrenic and borderline abusive, so I've convinced (disillusioned?) myself that it isn't too much of a problem.
Someone will probably be like "UGH TEENAGE DRAMA" but it's not like it's eating away at me or anything. Just sort of an interesting turn of events that I couldn't share with anyone but you guys.
I think, that in that scenario, you're doing a pretty good thing by at least making her break up with her boyfriend first. That'd be ******** up if you did it with her while she was dating him.
But yeah, you're probably going to be in constant fear of her cheating on you if you date her. Who knows, maybe that's why her current boyfriend's the way he is.
Well I don't think she drove him to insanity. He's the kind of guy that's selfish and spiteful if he doesn't get what he wants. Her choice in boyfriends has been pretty bad across the board.
I'm comforted by the knowledge that I'm the exact opposite of her boyfriend. No mental issues, no anxiety or paranoia. I'm just different enough for her to like me, but for me to be a real, caring boyfriend.
Those are my thoughts anyway. Who knows if I'm right?
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