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Well, reading a book would require the motivation of actually finding one.
Either way, it's gone. I guess I don't really do anything about it because, well...it'd be weird to say there's something I like about those times, but that's pretty much how it goes. With the emptiness I feel more relaxed than usual, I guess.
I mean, the detachment gets some creativity going too, so I can't really complain.

On the same level, though, doing nothing makes me go crazy. I have actually used creativity to keep myself from feeling worthless when I'm not zoned out.

Most of my life I was all about drawing. For all the time I spent doing it I never really got more than okay at it.

Maybe if I was forced to and encouraged for making progress in it like I was when I learned to make pottery I'd be really good at it. I mean, when I largely gave up on it I was probably pretty good for my age.

It was because I'd spent a lifetime learning to draw and so little of that translated to using a tablet, which I'd dreamed of for yeeeeeeeeears. (Absolute erasing and an undo/redo feature? Yes please)

Tangents in the Spam Can? Somebody call the discussion police.

ALSO: It's funny how clever Sony must think they are having come up with the whole "being able to play save data from a console version of a game on a handheld" as a way to get people to buy the same game twice.

Nobody is going to do that, and if they do they are retarded.

I can't even connect the dots on how the discussion became this xd

What about tranfarring?

You ******** slut, David.

how generous

Original games? Puh. I'd rather just play downscaled versions of console games.