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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 8:51 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 9:35 pm
I am a very bored, very lonely person.
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 9:55 pm
i feel so bad for you kegan
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 9:56 pm
thank you kegan that is all i ever wanted from anyone
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 10:43 pm
[Kegan] I am a very bored, very lonely person. i feel so bad for you kegan
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 10:45 pm
My mind is going super-massive. It's going to collapse in on itself.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOA
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 10:52 pm
i don't wanna say bye ponds sad
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 12:43 am
I can not wait to shove my fist into my brothers face.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 9:52 am
I cannot wait to not be home.
I hope the kiln will have been fired tomorrow.
I think I'm going to go see looper. I have this free ticket voucher I need to redeem before the 24th of October.
If I don't see looper tomorrow I might just stay in the studio all day. I'll just pack food and water or whatever and stay there all day.
It's sad but ultimately true that I only ever got good at anything by using it as an excuse to escape my life. In this case, by using it to be away from my hellish home life, which, when not boring, is demented.
Pottery I mean.
Gardening was just a way to get outside and keep my mind busy with something that I wouldn't feel bad about. Ultimately it became another source of annoyance and I've mostly abandoned it.
I need a job to keep me out of the house. I need something to keep me busy and away from home at all times. Friends would work, except I'm really bad with people.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 10:44 am
Looper looks ******** siiiiiick
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 2:44 pm
You don't seem particularly bad with people on here, Kegan.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 3:11 pm
I know, it's ******** weird, right?
I think I do too good of a job not coming off as a loner and people assume I have stuff going on already.
My act is too good when I have it up. I know how to approach people, but only make small talk. Something about forging actual complex relationships just doesn't come natural for me. It's like a language I have only half learned or something like that.
I read a webcomic once that summed it up pretty nicely. I spend more time obsessed with social projections and not enough actually making connections with the actual people. I am too in my head. It actually makes perfect sense I'd be better at socializing online, because there's a kind of unreality to talking to people who aren't physically near that just makes so much sense to my brain.
I don't think I articulated that too well, but yeah.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 3:51 pm
It helps if you don't ignore their responses to you.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2012 3:58 pm
Okay. The Eleventh AK Looper looks ******** siiiiiick YEEEEEEP What is your favorite part of the loopin'?
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