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OMG... all these terms are overwhelming me. I wish it could be possible to not have any labels. On the other hand, they can help us understand one another... ajks;jkgh

Polysexual... for example, can be attracted to all genders except for boys? wat

Do you ever get so addicted to a song that you just wanna sing it at everyone and then make them all listen to it so that everyone on the planet is hearing the song in unison and so that they sing together with you and possibly dance too

Round 'em up. Sew a star to their coats!

Ribbin, do you have a 3DS?

I do. After my old roomie pestered me for half a year. Haven't played it in months, but I'm quite fond of it.

Oh, cool. I was just in the Annex today for class and thought of how you said it was your second home, and then started to wonder if I'd ever streetpassed you. Prooobably not, if you haven't played with it in months. What's your Mii's name? Even if you told me, I wouldn't have to patience to sift through the thousands of Miis in my plaza to check for it. xd

You know what, I'm so stupid. I'm actually retarded, with this whole "not getting transgendered people" thing, because I think I was technically transgendered myself as a child for a bit, and didn't even realize until today. I'm so SLOW

Like, for the longest time I hated girly things and actually wanted to be a boy. I used to draw a ton as a kid, and whenever I'd draw myself, it would always look like a boy even though I never really looked like one, appearance-wise. When I was around 10, I rejected the clothes my mom picked out for me and only wanted to wear boy's clothes, and she got frustrated with me because it seemed like I just actually wanted to become a boy. And I did. I felt uncomfortable in girl clothes and comfortable in boy's clothes but also uncomfortable because my body didn't fit them, and I didn't look the way that I felt. I legitimately wanted a sex change. I never knew what transgendered was, or pronouns or anything like this and I didn't think about it at all, I just knew I felt really uncomfortable and ugly and I'm still so ashamed about it that I didn't want to remember it or bring it up and just wanted to pretend it never happened and mentally block it out and I didn't realize this all until today.

But the thing is, it was a phase. Around age 14 or something, something just clicked and I was cisgendered and have been since. If you tell someone who's not cisgendered and straight that it might just be a phase, that's like, really offensive. And is something that parents who are in denial about their child would say. It actually WAS a phase for me, though, like does that even happen to people? I'm like, extremely comfortable as a female, wearing girly clothes. And if I don't feel like I look feminine enough, then I feel uncomfortable. I'm the opposite of how I used to be. I used to be SO against Barbie, and dresses and anything like feminine at all. I didn't even watch Sailor Moon as a child because it seemed "too girly". x_x

The point is, maybe I understand that experience more than I'd thought. redface