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[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

Okay, totally emotionally trying day.
I'm going to rant a little bit. Sorry.

I had my grandma's wake today.
I'm stupid and thought the thingy you kneel on was a foot rest emotion_sweatdrop
I'm also stupid and stumbled on words in my reading.
I also cried which I really didn't want to do because I knew I wouldn't stop.
I had absoloutly zero f*cking idea what to do when I went up with my sister and cousins (cousins actually knew what they were doing thank god!) when we went to get the wine and bread (I think it's bread?) and I was whispering "whatdoidowhatdoido?" and panicking.
I love how I can say this stuff to people I don't know but not my family.
When it was all over I had a b*tch of a migraine.
We went to a restaurant when I just wanted to be alone instead of people telling me how good my reading was (when it wasn't) and making me feel a bit like Hazel Grace when they said, "I'm sorry for your loss" and the occasional "your grandmother fought hard" (I'm kind of sick of the whole "fighting cancer" thing. Thank you (not. maybe.) John Green for conforming my thoughts.)

At my cousin's grandmother's house I wanted so badly to be with my older cousins because I never, ever see them. Maybe once a year if I'm lucky.
I went down to the basement only to see that they're watching TV and eating partially warmed pizza and don't want to talk.
I sit down there for maybe 20 minuets before I get sick of watching an irritating (probably new) episode of Family Guy, and walk upstairs with 0 comments to "sit down here and chat/talk/hang out/play video games with us"
Sorry, I'm just jealous of my friend Ana because she has such a good relationship with her older cousins. One of the very few instances in life I have been/will be jealous.
I left without telling them bye. Maybe it's immature, but I'm not sure I care considering I'm slowly accepting the fact that I'm never going to really see my cousins.
PS this is after I have a big, sappy speach to my one older cousin when he was actually sitting down away from everyone where I said "you're the big brothers I never got and wish I had i love you i miss you etc etc etc".

-sigh-

okay... i needed to get that out.

sorry.

 

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

Queen Spazzy

My teachers would give partial credit for convincing BS.
I mean, if you were wrong, you were still wrong, but if you could make a good point still, they'd give some credit, which is better than no credit.
I love English and I love writing, I'm just... terribly lacking in confidence. And motivation. But I emotion_bigheart grammar.
Lucky my bum, an hour and half of gym five days a week for eighteen weeks sodding sucked.
And my class was full of sodding track kids so literally half my class could run a 12-10 minute mile. .___.

Whats funny is my teacher knows when a person skims or sparknotes.
Whats better is some kids for the essay (our final!) was some kids STILL DIDN'T READ THEIR BOOKS!!!
Aw CONFIDENCE BOOST!
yah why the f*ck are sport kids such showoffs!?

 

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

-shouts from bathroom-

CHINESE FOOD!

NEVER AGAIN!

 

[Princess Zelda21]

I'm alive! Gah! Getting tired of Roblox these days and their literally unfair business tactics! Man, I am not a happy camper at the moment! stressed  

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

Queen Spazzy

All teachers do. Some kind of innate teacher-sense or something...
My sophomore English class was like that.
And the guys were all "WHY SHOULD WE READ, NOT GONNA HELP US GET GIRLS" and then I pissed them all off by saying I would never even consider a guy that didn't read because I don't want a relationship with a nice rock. >>;
(NO WONDER EVERYONE HATED MY PUNK a** 8D )
My confidence container has a hole in it, I swear.
I don't even know, but it's stupid annoying.
They liked to sit around and whisper about and make fun of those of us that were slower.

Absolutely.
...
HAHAHAHAAAA
If I saw a guy reading Great Gatsby, or Picture of Dorian Gray, I would not HESITATE to run up to them, peer over their book, ask them where they're at, what they think so far, and is they want to talk despite being absorbed in an amazing book
I have a punk a** right there with you!
OMG I LOVE THAT!
I hate people who do that.

 

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

CHINESE FOOD HATES ME! AND MY DIGESTIVE ORGANS!

OH MY GOD I AM SICK!

 

[Pickled Cactus]

Darkness Dragons Revenge

-covers boobies-

I is nekkid!!!

Yah I'm not a huge fan of visiting on personal matters because of that.
Omg are you serious? That's so insane! Student confidentiality my a$$.
Yah, there were no further conflict, thanks smile

The dentist was fine, but after three Novocain shots, I was more numb as I was getting in the car than in the office...
The smell of that place makes me want to get sick.

Yah school's over for me now. It was over Friday.
I am so happy!
How's life treating you?

CHINESE FOOD IS SO GOOD THO
hope your body stops giving up on you D:

I start using my tongue to prod all over my mouth, it's just hella weird when you can't feel a single thing.
nice! a week left for me now. I srsly can't wait but the pressure is the worst when the end of term is right around the corner.
the weather gave me a lovely gift. i'm sick, meh. but today was a lazy day, i stole the ps3 from my brother and finally got to play for hours. emotion_dowant

 

[Paladin Magnus Dawnguard]

YEEEEAAAAHHHH!!! I just saw Transformers: Age of Extinction (greatest movie I have probably ever seen!), and I was fangirling throughout the whole thing! xd I was with one of my guy friends, and I am seriously surprised he didn't get sick of how much I silently flipped out at some parts. He is such a good friend because at one point, I gripped his arm extremely tightly, and he barely had a problem.  

[Blind Blindness]

Queen Spazzy

Darkness Dragons Revenge

Whats funny is my teacher knows when a person skims or sparknotes.
Whats better is some kids for the essay (our final!) was some kids STILL DIDN'T READ THEIR BOOKS!!!
Aw CONFIDENCE BOOST!
yah why the f*ck are sport kids such showoffs!?

All teachers do. Some kind of innate teacher-sense or something...
My sophomore English class was like that.
And the guys were all "WHY SHOULD WE READ, NOT GONNA HELP US GET GIRLS" and then I pissed them all off by saying I would never even consider a guy that didn't read because I don't want a relationship with a nice rock. >>;
(NO WONDER EVERYONE HATED MY PUNK a** 8D )
My confidence container has a hole in it, I swear.
I don't even know, but it's stupid annoying.
They liked to sit around and whisper about and make fun of those of us that were slower.

I read INTERNET ARTICLES...xDD

That's funny, though. I don't think that's a good reason to hate you. You were just being honest. I'm guessing you were honest a lot lol  

[Blind Blindness]

Phoenix Paladin

YEEEEAAAAHHHH!!! I just saw Transformers: Age of Extinction (greatest movie I have probably ever seen!), and I was fangirling throughout the whole thing! xd I was with one of my guy friends, and I am seriously surprised he didn't get sick of how much I silently flipped out at some parts. He is such a good friend because at one point, I gripped his arm extremely tightly, and he barely had a problem.

Oh! The new Transformers movie, nice c:

Could this guy be a potential boyfriend? lol  

[Princess Zelda21]

Queen Spazzy

Princess Zelda21

I'm alive! Gah! Getting tired of Roblox these days and their literally unfair business tactics! Man, I am not a happy camper at the moment! stressed

I had to google that, to be honest.
I've never heard of Roblox before.
Hope things get better for you, though!

Yeah, the company was doing something rather uncool to a bunch of people, which got them upset including me and a friend of mine, so they made a dumb rabbit trail of stuff for us to do in order to undo whatever it was as a mandatory requirement. If they keep it up in the future though, then it's not gonna be a pretty picture later which is all I can say. I'm finally in a better mood, thankfully.