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I don't know. It sure feels real for a construction.

(real bad atm)

I guess that might actually be more the negative effects of attachment, and jealousy. Those aren't constructions, just real things we acknowledged by naming.

"Love" is maybe just a word for (mutual) attachment. That's all it is. It makes people happy when they can safely be attached because people are needy social beings. Lack of social bonds is what makes people kill themselves, usually.

To make matters worse, men and women just don't always have the same needs. Like a lot of men tend to be driven by their built-in desire to do the sex and "reproduce". Like mindless, sentient penors. Forgive me, I'm feeling a bit sexist at the moment due to bitterness at relationship end.

I feel like it would be easier for gay relationships to work than straight, perhaps somewhat ironically? If you're the same sex as someone, then you have more similar bodies and emotional/sexual needs, perhaps causing less conflict between you.

I think my 8 year old brother has been adding stuff to your Jay-mart, J. razz

I told him not to mess with other people's stuff, but, well, he's a lil' butthole, so what can you or I do to stop him?

going to pull out my PS Vita after a whole year of it just sitting there.

Oh, my back hurts. I blame this weather, Too-hot nights that transition into beastly cold mornings.

I thought that how mornings and nights worked.

But in this house, around an hour after I wake up because I kicked off all the sheets to get cool and then woke up freezing, the kids start to wake up and make their loud autistic noises and throw their loud spoiled brat autistic fits.

So from about 7-9 I convince myself I'm gonna fall back alseep, and I just lie there miserable.

And since the entrance to my room has glass french doors (This was a bonus room when we moved in, but they didn't add the door on until they made it my little sister's nursery, so it's pretty dumb. There's curtains, but they're thin/useless.) and because my OCD/crazy little brothers have to turn on every single light in the house at the crack of dawn. (They mostly stay out of my room. mostly) my room is nice and ILLUMINATED after 7am.