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I honestly expected a trailer for his RPGMaker XP game.

I feel like I've just about reached Acceptance, and I think talking to you guys and venting to Wayne (with permission, I don't impose that on people individually) has accelerated the process. There's just something about other people's reactions to your feelings and experiences that make it hurt less. Talking to people about unrelated topics helps you to forget. It makes you stop being isolated, alone with your destructive thoughts. It's satisfying.

Thank you. As you may know, I don't have ANY close friends here where I live and could only talk about it at all with my mom, and Fish was my closest friend, so the fact that you guys responded to me was really great. I thought I was in trouble, because I had no one to help me through it.

Cult people are the best people. heart

I remember that the wii had troubles when it frequently read dual layered discs like brawl a lot, but that problem actually was with the wii, wasn't it?

I'll be honest, I never understood the source of your mutual admiration. Maybe I just never bothered to take note, but what was it specifically that made you two... uhhh, I'm gonna sound super corny here... complete each other?

I mean, I have no idea what your private life was like... so *shrug*

Wellll, we were pretty much available to one another all the time for chatting (though not always face-to-face), so we could help each other never be too lonely. We always had things to talk about together because our interests and preferences overlap so much (OUTSIDE OF SEXUAL s**t...). And then... when we were together in real life, it was just SO, SO great to be together. Because we were so compatible and it was so much fun. We are, in most ways. Having someone with whom you can enjoy all your favorite activities with and get excited about the same things with is great.

Oh, and we found each other really cute/hot so that's a thing. >_>

I guess he's not bad, in most ways. He's just not cut out for relationships, and I still pity any woman that gets involved with him. And he's a bit too mean sometimes. I wrote a list of things I didn't like about him today, including really minor things, and could only eke out like just under 20 things after trying my best. Which is really not that much, considering I've gotten to know him so well, and he hurt me several times.

I would like to be friends with him again, but probably not be alone with him again in person.

I mean, that said, what weird grey line divides platonic and romantic admiration?

Oh, I never pressed the rely button. *presses*

Sexual and emotional attraction and also attachment maybe? Idk.

For some reason when some people say certain things to you it makes you feel happy, while others could say the same things and make you feel creeped out, even if you were good friends with both people. I... I don't know why. Some people are just like, heart