5 Till Midnight (White Order avalible)

[mightynameofjesus]

She shook her head"As soon as our child is born,I will leave the child with a good friend of mine.It will be hard for me to give up my first child,But we must do what we must"She said holding back her tears  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

He let out a troubled sigh. "I am sorry Arisa." he appologiesed. "This is my fault...I caued this, and I could have prevented this. And for that I am sorry." Raz then embraced her in a worried yet conforting hug.  

[mightynameofjesus]

She shook her head"Its my fault too.I could have pulled out.But our child is not a mistake.She will be loved.We can visit her every weekend"She said"It will be ok"She said mostly to herself  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

"Wait...she?" he said raisng an eyebrow. "You already know what it will be?"  

[mightynameofjesus]

She chuckled"No,Im just wishful thinking"She said  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

He gave a nervous chuckle. "I guess you are right." he said. "I hope to some extent that it will be a boy myslef. But if it is a birl, I will accept it and lover her as I would anyone else."  

[mightynameofjesus]

She smiled"I know,"She said"We better get going, I really don't want to deal with Eon's complaining"She said  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

"No. I bet not." he said with a small smile. "I jsut hope your brother dose not find out too soon."  

[mightynameofjesus]

She chuckled nervously"yea me too"She said"So what do pillars usually do?"She asked  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

"Not much." he replied. "We simply keep an eye on the the lower ranked of the master's soldiers. Maintina what ever job we are given. Like Jareth, his is to sort, maintin, and archive all the book. Dungar was in the armory repairng weopns adn trianing, witch you will most likely take over. Though I would go easy for the next 4 1/2 months."  

[mightynameofjesus]

She nodded"I thought has as much."She said then yawned"I am going back to sleep,you wore me out"She said"If Eon calls for "She didn't get to finish her sentence she fell asleep  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

Razamule quickly cought her. "Arisa...are ok? Arisa?"  

[mightynameofjesus]

She telepathically told him "yes Im ok, just very tired" She said  

[Mishiranu-Reaperofshadows]

Raz let out a relived sigh and picked her up to carry her. "Come on, let us get you to your room so you may sleep." he said carying her back.  

[mightynameofjesus]

She smiled"Ok, I love you"