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 Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2016 8:35 pm
The Tragedies of Love and Anxiety- an autobiography written by me about me.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2016 4:55 am
I found an awesome world maker online for Dungeons and Dragons-esque worlds! I'm going to be making maps for each world in The Draconic Galaxy Saga so that I'm not just leaving my readers creating a mysterious world all in their heads alone. That's confusing (trust me, I'm writing it and I'm struggling a bit). I'm creating Nyundurr as a central island in the world, and it's mountains will stretch all across the world until finally stretches to the loop of mountains where underneath all that is the Ancient Hearth where the spirit of summer lies. Then again I planned on making the Hearth the center of the world, but Nyundurr is in the middle, and if it's under Nyundurr then the quest the heroes have been put on is pointless. DAMNIT I'VE MADE MY FIRST LOOPHOLE!!! gonk
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2016 10:50 am
I've started on anxiety meds for the first time today. It's going to get better, I know it. I'm doing something about this now. It's going to be ok. smile
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2016 7:18 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2016 5:06 am
Paladin Magnus of BF I've started on anxiety meds for the first time today. It's going to get better, I know it. I'm doing something about this now. It's going to be ok. smile Every morning, my dad asks me, "How are you?". I will usually respond with, "Eh, alright I guess..." with a straight face. Today, for the first time in so long that I don't even remember when the last time I said it was, I responded with, "Pretty good!" with a smile and all!
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 6:39 am
I remember when I first moved into this house with my family, one day as I got ready for school, I woke up and with a shaky voice said to my mom, "M...mom??? This--this isn't our cat......" And a fat orange cat sat down on the mat in the kitchen.
My mom laughed, and we brought her outside.
5 years later, here we are, feeding her and brushing her and showering her with endless love as we play with her with strings and whatnot on the back deck, giving her milk and cheese every once in a while besides her daily food and water, and cleaning her litterbox because she sleeps in the garage. She didn't want to leave. She cuddled with us, and slept in the garage each night or on the back deck, and never left us behind.
Buddy, I love you, and I'm happy you're our baby girl! Next step: get her to shed some of that 25+ pounds because YOU DON'T STOP EATING!!! HOLY HELL YOU EAT EVERYTHING!!! (no seriously, though, she eats the food we give her, then hunts more food, then sleeps in one spot for 14 hours a day)
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 1:29 pm
Social anxiety: You try responding to someone for the first time, and get so ******** nervous that you're trembling to hit the send button, and when you do you find you are so nervous you aren't hungry anymore. I HATE THIS!!!!
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 4:20 pm
I'm making a lot of RP friends. Granted, I'm nervous as hell to (goddamnit, I can hardly say hello without panicking sometimes), but I'm glad! I want to get over my social anxiety, and this is one great way with no consequences because I can meet new people who are friendly toward me, all while overcoming something I dislike and find to be an inconvenience. biggrin
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 6:21 pm
Paladin Magnus of BF Social anxiety: You try responding to someone for the first time, and get so ******** nervous that you're trembling to hit the send button, and when you do you find you are so nervous you aren't hungry anymore. I HATE THIS!!!! I'm ******** up again.... AGAIN oh holy hell I hate this....... Why the hell do I have to have social anxiety??
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 7:01 pm
"Across the highest mountains and through the endless seas
Our journey ever onwards fight until we all be free
Through the darkness shining the never ending light
On through the days of glory rise towards the fight
And one day we will find a way toward this distant golden age
The cries of war will sound the day
We stand before the dawn of a new world"-Dawn Over A New WorldI don't know but that song is like 5000% anxiety relief. smile
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2016 7:14 am
So many people are supporting me through my social anxiety. They're motivating me, telling me it's going to be ok. I honestly don't know what to say. I just wish I could hug all of them for a really long time, and tell them how much I really appreciate what they're doing for me. smile I am so thankful to know these people. They're amazing, honestly!! I've cried from happiness because of this. Like honestly, thank you people! emotion_hug
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2016 10:09 pm
Paladin Magnus of BF So many people are supporting me through my social anxiety. They're motivating me, telling me it's going to be ok. I honestly don't know what to say. I just wish I could hug all of them for a really long time, and tell them how much I really appreciate what they're doing for me. smile I am so thankful to know these people. They're amazing, honestly!! I've cried from happiness because of this. Like honestly, thank you people! emotion_hug Social anxiety is hard. I can relate because I have it. You just need to keep taking those steps until it's okay. The fact that you have so many people to support you, that's great! Keep the happy tears flowing, and the positivity 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2016 3:32 pm
Paladin Magnus of BF The Tragedies of Love and Anxiety- an autobiography written by me about me. Today the autobiography was complete as the tragedies came both to an end (for a short time). Perhaps, a new door will open, and another autobiography may be written (excuse my poetic tone, I can't help it as a writer).
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2016 3:34 pm
Blind Blindness Paladin Magnus of BF So many people are supporting me through my social anxiety. They're motivating me, telling me it's going to be ok. I honestly don't know what to say. I just wish I could hug all of them for a really long time, and tell them how much I really appreciate what they're doing for me. smile I am so thankful to know these people. They're amazing, honestly!! I've cried from happiness because of this. Like honestly, thank you people! emotion_hug Social anxiety is hard. I can relate because I have it. You just need to keep taking those steps until it's okay. The fact that you have so many people to support you, that's great! Keep the happy tears flowing, and the positivity 3nodding Thank you so much!! biggrin biggrin That means a lot to me!!!
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2016 5:28 pm
Paladin Magnus of BF Blind Blindness Paladin Magnus of BF So many people are supporting me through my social anxiety. They're motivating me, telling me it's going to be ok. I honestly don't know what to say. I just wish I could hug all of them for a really long time, and tell them how much I really appreciate what they're doing for me. smile I am so thankful to know these people. They're amazing, honestly!! I've cried from happiness because of this. Like honestly, thank you people! emotion_hug Social anxiety is hard. I can relate because I have it. You just need to keep taking those steps until it's okay. The fact that you have so many people to support you, that's great! Keep the happy tears flowing, and the positivity 3nodding Thank you so much!! biggrin biggrin That means a lot to me!!! Of course!! Any time!! biggrin
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