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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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 Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:35 pm
((Well not depressed just not like myself...and i have been feeling like a failure...but i thought i got over that yesterday.))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:38 pm
((Oh,...well I'm not sure why you'd be feeling like a failure...or not yourself for that matter... Has anything happened recently that might explain it?))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:49 pm
((The fact that am not gonna pass the PE test after working hard...and the fact i think i care too muhh for people that cant even tell how i feel....after i can tell there is something up with thwm...but i guess that because i always pretend to be happy even though i know am not...its kind of fatiguing you know? to be the one thats expected to smile and say everythig is going to be fine.....it eventually takes a toll.))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:54 pm
((You're not going to pass? That sounds like a rip off to me.
But I know what you mean about pretending to be happy when you're not talking a toll. I'm sorry that you're feeling worn out/down though.))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:01 pm
((Yes,people with a higher BMI are expected to Run q mile in less time. Aka: They think that fat is muscle. You need a BMI of 25.I have 26. But then i los two BMI levels,six pounds and grew an inch.... it just wasnt enough. I am expected to run a mkle 8:42. Four laps. My fastest lap ever was 2:15. I cant pull it off,the pacer I am supposed to do 46 i can do 32,I am gonna have to strain myself a lot,or hope i pass the Mile for walk. Still i have to pass the push ups,i have to lower 158 pounds four iches from the ground and push it back up 8 times. Or pull the 158 pounds in a modified pull up 4 times,thats hard as hell. Thats why i feel like a failure,my work wasnt enough.
And i take the demeanor to another level. I pretend to be an idiot,i always smile,i try to keep my problems from other people. I appear sociable but i amtoo reclusive to show myself to people. The little inseure lonely girl i am...))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:06 pm
((Mmm, or maybe thier expectations are a little high. From what you've told me it sounds like you've worked out a ton, and I don't know that I could have even done as much of the working out to prepare as you have.
Ah, I see. ...I kind of tend to keep my problems from people too.))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:11 pm
((Yes but- eh nevermind. Yeah. ))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:13 pm
Okay...
Anyway I'll be back in a minute. My computer wants to be restarted.))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:20 pm
((Alright.Its not like we are doing anything anyway.))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:21 pm
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:30 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:34 pm
((Thanks. ^^
You know what I was thinking the other night, what with both Zero and DKiryu getting the girls. I was trying to envision what would be said when they compare notes on the festival. xD))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:37 pm
((That would be amusing. ))
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:41 pm
((I know. xD For some reason I've really enjoyed the couple of scenes we've seen of DKiryu and Zero just hanging out and talking. I wonder what they would say...))
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:43 pm
((That was what i was aiming for when i put the festival up.))
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