Gears of War - Defending Jacinto (Finished)

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Maybe I am a little bit, OKAY!?" Soqed snapped, starting to tear up now. "Maybe I got too much s**t to deal with on a daily basis that I don't exactly like living, OKAY?! Maybe, just ******** maybe, I'm tired of this! Of all the dying! Of all the suffering! Of EVERYTHING! But no! These God damn idiots had to keep me alive!" She screamed, throwing the COG tags down at her feet. "And now I stuck living just so I don't waste their lives and efforts! Then I get stuck with people like you who only seem to piss me off even more and make things worse for me! So yeah! I'm upset, Naro! YOU HAPPY?! I admitted it! I'm upset! I regret! And I feel a little suicidal! YOU HAPPY?!" She barked, now bawling her eyes out.
"Huh?! Are you?! Are you happy now?!"  

[Zahzi]

Naro then actually slapped Soqed. Glaring down at her.
"Did you JUST complain about them saving your life..?" he asked with a threatening growl.  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Y-Yeah... I did..." Soqed said, shaking now as she stood before Naro. "I did... What about it?"  

[Zahzi]

"You insult their noble sacrifice. You don't even deserve to wear that uniform after saying something like that."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Then take it from me!" Soqed barked, glaring up at Naro. "Take it from me and you can carry the burden! You can have memories of them dying in your blood soaked arms every time you go to sleep! You can carry the tags and be weighted down by them! You can have it all!"  

[Zahzi]

"You shame them."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"How am I shaming them? By remembering? Or because I'm left traumatized from having to watch soul after soul die in front of me because of me, and being helpless to save their lives?"  

[Zahzi]

"You're questioning their decision."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"I questioned it then, and I still question it now. Everytime, I asked them, 'Why?' And everytime they just responded with a smile as they slipped away into death."  

[Zahzi]

"It was so you could live on. So you could be happy."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"I'm suppose to be happy men are throwing themselves before me and dying because of it..?"  

[Zahzi]

"Calm their spirits by being happy by what you have."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"...By what I have? A collection of their tags and a large amount of stress?"  

[Zahzi]

"Stress you created on your own..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Oh? I'm pretty sure it's a mixture of my job and keeping idiots like you and the others in check."