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 Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 3:54 pm
Jake listened to her instructions and smiled, she really knew her stuff. He picked up the knife and looked it for a moment.
"You know you want do, do it you coward." "May as well, life isnt worth living anyway." "See she agrees so just do it already." He instead moved the knife to where she told him along the spine and despite his inner turmoil he cut it as she asked. He then set the knife aside and glanced at it before turning back to her. "Ah so butter hold in the toxins." He gave her a smile trying to turn his mind from the blade that sat nearby. "Take it, take it and release them from their torment." "I wont....I cant..." "You think she loves you? This is nothing more than convenience, she will leave you the first moment a real man shows up." He bit his lip hard to silence the voices as they spoke in unison for him to take it. After a few seconds they calmed and he heard them only distantly. He looked back at her and smiled apologetically. "Sorry...sometimes they just dont know when to shut up." Though even as he went back to work his eyes looked at the knife every now and then.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 4:28 pm
ѕαναηηαн мαяιє вℓα¢кнєαят ▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ Savannah found herself walking on the beach. She had closed off from everyone the moment they had gotten to the beach house. She didn't think of herself as alone at the moment, knowing someone was nearby in the house, and she had the fishies in the lake water next to her. Although, now that she thought about it, weren't fish animals?
She looked at the water, biting her lip, then ran back up to the house, screaming her head off for three reasons. One, fish were indeed animals. Two, they were wild animals at that when in the lake. And three, she wanted to see if anyone noticed she hadn't spoken since they had decided on movie.
She bursted in through the back door, not quite sure what room she was in as she continued to scream. Once done,she slummed to the floor, back against the wall, head in her hands.   
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 7:29 pm
 
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Marie gave a soft smile, letting her hands slip from Decker's shoulder's when he started to calm down and placed a hand on his, she wanted to make him better, or try to help. Jacky would have wanted the same thing and thats who she looked out for. She pursed her lips, it had to be something, things like that didn't just happen out of nowhere. Hearing him said he mixed drugs she nodded "Do you still do that? Is there any way to get it out of your system?"She asked, she remembered he had said something about wanting to stop doing drugs. That might have been the problem, she had never heard of that before but she was certainly no doctor so she thought it completely possible, anything was possible. So maybe, he really did just need a support system, he needed someone to help him. Not just someone but an actual group. They had to stick together. That was the truth, and no buts about it. "Decker, have you ever thought that it might be the drugs you take that makes you see these things?"She asked, he did drugs but he probably hadn't thought that it was the cause to the problem of seeing things. From the way he was shaking he must have seen horrible things, Jackson did too but she had learned to ignore it unless things touched her or, like earlier, it was just something you couldn't ignore.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 8:03 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:19 pm
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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"That's why you can't quit? Because of the things you see? Decker, staying on drugs isn't worth it. Drugs will kill you, and I know that i'd be really, really, hard to quit with the things you see but we want to help. Whether you can trust us or not we do. We know what it's like, and Seth is in the same boat getting over the drugs from HMI. Jacky will be soon, and we all know it. We all have difficulties, but were here to help."She said softly, rubbing at his back seeing he was shaking, when he jumped she frowned softly. She was used to hearing things but that one wasn't fake. "It's just Savvanah."She whispered, petting his head. "We should get inside. You might feel better if you get a good nights sleep."She said, glancing down at Jacky's body she needed to get herself inside too. "I need to clean up Jackson too. You could both use a peaceful sleep."She said, it was true. Everyone was having a somewhat rough day. Especially Seth, out of all of them he was having the worst from his detox. Marie really did feel for these kids, she knew so much about them and felt like she should mother then, help them, Jackson knew that, and felt part of it, whether she liked it or not most of the voices in her head were a part of her just herself in general was a mix of them. "What do you say? Tomorrow could be better, and you always have Jacky for help."
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:42 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:48 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 10:13 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 11:37 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 11:56 pm
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
✂----------------------------------------------
Marie nodded, she wasn't really hungry, but she would eat since the only thing Jackson had eaten was something from the hotel this morning. She nodded, she understood. Jackson didn't like it either, but she was never alone with the the people she kept hearing. She had gotten so used to being alone that even though it bothered her that she was alone. "I understand. You could stay in the room with Jacky is you want. She wouldn't mind, she doesn't like being alone either, she wouldn't mind the company."She said, patting him softly when he hugged her. He was real shaken up. She watched him unlock the door, and was glad she had taken over because Jacky would have been to scared to go out in how dark it was and Decker didn't want to go out because of what he saw. "I have an idea."She said, quickly pulling Decker out and covering his eye's with her hands, still walking quickly as she could and opening the door inside. She let her hands slip from his eye's and hoped it worked, if not she would have to try something else. She glanced down at herself, and saw that Seth and Ritter had went upstairs. She looked toward the kitchen. "I'm going to go clean up before the foods ready. I don't want to have anyone worried with the blood on her shirt."She said, seeing as it had soaked through she didn't exactly want anyone to see it, plus she hoped it would come out. She sent Decker a smile, heading up the stairs toward Jacky's room.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 2:13 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 2:20 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 6:49 am
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