So December 19th I got news of my older sister having caught the virus and although I have faith she'll be fine, I'm worrying because she's one of my eldest siblings just under my eldest older brother whom is in his mid 60's meaning that she is around in her 50's if not early 60's herself.
So I'm mixed in my feelings now with concern for my older sister, and worry of my own life if things go really south for her with the virus cause she's been the really helpful big sister always that I especially really needed through all these past few years of my life when times got bad.