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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 10:09 am
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 4:50 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2005 10:43 am
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari I have so many posts recorded and I've only ACTUALLY been using this site for two months. take off 20 posts from my total and thats what i have got since the middle of aug.... WE'RE NERDS!
No....geeks.
Nerds will never get laid geeks do.
I should know... |
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Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2005 6:24 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari I have so many posts recorded and I've only ACTUALLY been using this site for two months. take off 20 posts from my total and thats what i have got since the middle of aug.... WE'RE NERDS! No....geeks. Nerds will never get laid geeks do. I should know...
Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 3:33 am
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari I have so many posts recorded and I've only ACTUALLY been using this site for two months. take off 20 posts from my total and thats what i have got since the middle of aug.... WE'RE NERDS! No....geeks. Nerds will never get laid geeks do. I should know... Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it.
you dont think you will ever get any?
thats not a good view of life.... |
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 10:54 am
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari I have so many posts recorded and I've only ACTUALLY been using this site for two months. take off 20 posts from my total and thats what i have got since the middle of aug.... WE'RE NERDS! No....geeks. Nerds will never get laid geeks do. I should know... Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. you dont think you will ever get any? thats not a good view of life....
I'm saving myself. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 1:55 pm
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 No....geeks. Nerds will never get laid geeks do. I should know... Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. you dont think you will ever get any? thats not a good view of life.... I'm saving myself.
yea but you plan on eventually getting laid...right?
believe me im doing naughty things with the person i plan on spending the rest of my life with so its not wrong or anything...
and getting laid is getting laid....my parents hated it when i said that to them. They were talking about making love and i said well its not really making love its sex....sex with your significant other is more special to you but its still jst sex...my mom called me a p***k... sweatdrop |
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 6:17 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 No....geeks. Nerds will never get laid geeks do. I should know... Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. you dont think you will ever get any? thats not a good view of life.... I'm saving myself. yea but you plan on eventually getting laid...right? believe me im doing naughty things with the person i plan on spending the rest of my life with so its not wrong or anything... and getting laid is getting laid....my parents hated it when i said that to them. They were talking about making love and i said well its not really making love its sex....sex with your significant other is more special to you but its still jst sex...my mom called me a p***k... sweatdrop
That's because you're a man. And men are able to turn off their emotions when it comes to certain matters. They think more with their brain than their heart. It keeps them solid and strong. The knight in shining armor that every girl needs.
As a result, to men, it's having sex. To women it's making love. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 3:51 pm
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. you dont think you will ever get any? thats not a good view of life.... I'm saving myself. yea but you plan on eventually getting laid...right? believe me im doing naughty things with the person i plan on spending the rest of my life with so its not wrong or anything... and getting laid is getting laid....my parents hated it when i said that to them. They were talking about making love and i said well its not really making love its sex....sex with your significant other is more special to you but its still jst sex...my mom called me a p***k... sweatdrop That's because you're a man. And men are able to turn off their emotions when it comes to certain matters. They think more with their brain than their heart. It keeps them solid and strong. The knight in shining armor that every girl needs. As a result, to men, it's having sex. To women it's making love.
Well if me and my gf were doing it to my friends i would call it sex but with her it would be making love. She is the only real soft spot on me. well emotionally. I can turn my emotions off to everyone but her. I cant do it...believe me ive tried cause some bad s**t has happened between us and i couldnt stop myself from feeling it. I can do it with everything else but not her. I dont understand it. I miss her so much...she got in trouble cause she had a $200 mobile bill...so now she cant use the phone so i dont even get to talk to her....havent seen her in a month this weekend....hopefully though i will be able to see her this weekend...its hard for me to see her seeing how she is still in HS and im in college....im a year older.... |
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:12 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Oi ve! I didn't need to hear that! My virgin ears! Obvoiusly I AM a nerd then. And frakin' proud of it. you dont think you will ever get any? thats not a good view of life.... I'm saving myself. yea but you plan on eventually getting laid...right? believe me im doing naughty things with the person i plan on spending the rest of my life with so its not wrong or anything... and getting laid is getting laid....my parents hated it when i said that to them. They were talking about making love and i said well its not really making love its sex....sex with your significant other is more special to you but its still jst sex...my mom called me a p***k... sweatdrop That's because you're a man. And men are able to turn off their emotions when it comes to certain matters. They think more with their brain than their heart. It keeps them solid and strong. The knight in shining armor that every girl needs. As a result, to men, it's having sex. To women it's making love. Well if me and my gf were doing it to my friends i would call it sex but with her it would be making love. She is the only real soft spot on me. well emotionally. I can turn my emotions off to everyone but her. I cant do it...believe me ive tried cause some bad s**t has happened between us and i couldnt stop myself from feeling it. I can do it with everything else but not her. I dont understand it. I miss her so much...she got in trouble cause she had a $200 mobile bill...so now she cant use the phone so i dont even get to talk to her....havent seen her in a month this weekend....hopefully though i will be able to see her this weekend...its hard for me to see her seeing how she is still in HS and im in college....im a year older....
Ah. That's a special bond. I had that once. Of course, it wasn't requited. Well.......it was until he found out he was gay. That was all the way in HS though. Sad part is, I still love him. We stay friends.
I have a weird relationship with my bf. I only see him when he comes down for his reserve duty. Or when he gets time off work. He works at a hospital in LA. And his car is no good on dirt roads. Which means that visiting me is HARD for him. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 8:32 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Ah. That's a special bond. I had that once. Of course, it wasn't requited. Well.......it was until he found out he was gay. That was all the way in HS though. Sad part is, I still love him. We stay friends. I have a weird relationship with my bf. I only see him when he comes down for his reserve duty. Or when he gets time off work. He works at a hospital in LA. And his car is no good on dirt roads. Which means that visiting me is HARD for him. and when you think you are gonna see them and then you cant for some reason its like losing the sun right?....thats how it is with me....all warmth and light leaves you....you feel empty....and nothing can fill that hollow knawing at you...and you jst wanna curl up and fall into blissful sleep but even your dreams torment you in your loneliness?....well thats how it is for me.
That's how I felt with Matt. Sadly, he seemed not to feel the same seeing as he'd rather be with another guy. But, hey, Jon's pretty nice. We're taking things kinda slow though. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 1:21 am
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Ah. That's a special bond. I had that once. Of course, it wasn't requited. Well.......it was until he found out he was gay. That was all the way in HS though. Sad part is, I still love him. We stay friends. I have a weird relationship with my bf. I only see him when he comes down for his reserve duty. Or when he gets time off work. He works at a hospital in LA. And his car is no good on dirt roads. Which means that visiting me is HARD for him. and when you think you are gonna see them and then you cant for some reason its like losing the sun right?....thats how it is with me....all warmth and light leaves you....you feel empty....and nothing can fill that hollow knawing at you...and you jst wanna curl up and fall into blissful sleep but even your dreams torment you in your loneliness?....well thats how it is for me. That's how I felt with Matt. Sadly, he seemed not to feel the same seeing as he'd rather be with another guy. But, hey, Jon's pretty nice. We're taking things kinda slow though.
Me and my gf are taking it slow but not by our own choices....her parents hate me and hinder her seeing me more often than not....oh well...s**t happens, life goes on...ill live....though i wont be happy....but hey no one said life will always be peaches and cream....there are good times and bad times...unfortunately right now is one of those bad times....oh well..... |
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 12:59 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Ah. That's a special bond. I had that once. Of course, it wasn't requited. Well.......it was until he found out he was gay. That was all the way in HS though. Sad part is, I still love him. We stay friends. I have a weird relationship with my bf. I only see him when he comes down for his reserve duty. Or when he gets time off work. He works at a hospital in LA. And his car is no good on dirt roads. Which means that visiting me is HARD for him. and when you think you are gonna see them and then you cant for some reason its like losing the sun right?....thats how it is with me....all warmth and light leaves you....you feel empty....and nothing can fill that hollow knawing at you...and you jst wanna curl up and fall into blissful sleep but even your dreams torment you in your loneliness?....well thats how it is for me. That's how I felt with Matt. Sadly, he seemed not to feel the same seeing as he'd rather be with another guy. But, hey, Jon's pretty nice. We're taking things kinda slow though. Me and my gf are taking it slow but not by our own choices....her parents hate me and hinder her seeing me more often than not....oh well...s**t happens, life goes on...ill live....though i wont be happy....but hey no one said life will always be peaches and cream....there are good times and bad times...unfortunately right now is one of those bad times....oh well.....
Well, you said she's 17, right? Not long until 18 and then she's free to do as she pleases. Just gotta hang in there, I guess. |
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 9:05 pm
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Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Ah. That's a special bond. I had that once. Of course, it wasn't requited. Well.......it was until he found out he was gay. That was all the way in HS though. Sad part is, I still love him. We stay friends. I have a weird relationship with my bf. I only see him when he comes down for his reserve duty. Or when he gets time off work. He works at a hospital in LA. And his car is no good on dirt roads. Which means that visiting me is HARD for him. and when you think you are gonna see them and then you cant for some reason its like losing the sun right?....thats how it is with me....all warmth and light leaves you....you feel empty....and nothing can fill that hollow knawing at you...and you jst wanna curl up and fall into blissful sleep but even your dreams torment you in your loneliness?....well thats how it is for me. That's how I felt with Matt. Sadly, he seemed not to feel the same seeing as he'd rather be with another guy. But, hey, Jon's pretty nice. We're taking things kinda slow though. Me and my gf are taking it slow but not by our own choices....her parents hate me and hinder her seeing me more often than not....oh well...s**t happens, life goes on...ill live....though i wont be happy....but hey no one said life will always be peaches and cream....there are good times and bad times...unfortunately right now is one of those bad times....oh well..... Well, you said she's 17, right? Not long until 18 and then she's free to do as she pleases. Just gotta hang in there, I guess.
she will be 18 next march...but she needs her parents to pay for college....so yea i have at least 4 more years of this to look forward to.... |
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