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[The Invisable Spaz]

『[It hurts, it hurts so bad.] [The monsters and my beloved] [A balcony]』

Ezekiel's body was limp among the grigori as they tugged and yanked his body between one another for the sweet amazing taste of his pure blood. Sucking him away, some had moved onto other spots, sinking their fingers into another spot on his neck in hopes that the blood would come out smoother and quicker. "...Rave." His eyes caught his twin brother, no one had noticed him... except Ezekiel of course. His fingers dripped and he heard a voice. One that didn't sound like Zeref. But he didn't understand, raven's mouth was moving, so why wasn't that his voice?

The Grigori jerked away from their sweet, sweet meal and they growled. Sensing how much evil was coming from Zeref's body. Most beginning to tremble while they moved away, though not before a few 'considerate' grigori licked their bite wounds. The punctures healing, while a few did not, leaving them open and still bleeding. His fingers twitched again, one of the bites on his wrist burning while he lifted his hand weakly to reach for Zeref. He felt a few tears escape him, he felt like curling up and dying. But his body wouldn't move, it refused to listen to him. His mouth was dry, and he couldn't seem to swallow, he was becoming scared. Was it because he was in to much pain? Maybe his body was telling him to heal before he moved. However, Zeref... Zeref. "Raven, d-don't hurt them." Don't hurt the monsters the thought scared him even more than the pain. When did he ever think of them like that?

He let out a choked sob before his eyes fluttered.

((O.O.C: I know DD: TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE. He needs to die >:[ ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[It hurts, it hurts so bad.] [Brother] [Raven's room]』

"How could they have done to you?" Fingers brushed against the sensitive wounds and his fingers twitched. His eyes closing fully as lips pressed against the punctures, healing from a tiny lick. The other did respond to him and he didn't understand it. Lips pressed against his eyelids and he closed them lightly before a hand covered his hands. His breathing struggling. Staying quiet he tried to define what was happening. This body was familiar like Zeref. But it wasn't the same. And that darkenss... the same darkness that his brother had, the feeling that he always got near him that he had grown used to was different. Darker... terrifying even.

Suddenly his back against the bed and fingers were ripping away his clothes before lips pressed against the bite marks until they were gone. But it seemed like it had taken forever. How many were there? Twenty? Thirty? If so, where were they? He squeaked as his body healed further his body taking a deep breath finally before he opened his eyes again. "Rave...?" He opened his eyes fully, he felt sore like he couldn't move still. Or that he shouldn't but. He was scared the dark feeling, his bottom lip trembled as he reached for Zeref finding his long hair. His fingers pressing to the lovely strands. He swallowed dryly his mouth feeling better before he released Zeref's hair still not realizing that it wasn't his brother that had saved him.

His hand grabbed the man's shoulder and tugged at him. "I-I..." He closed his eyes, "I was so afraid..." He admitted pitifully, before he let out another choked sob left his mouth.

((O.O.C: Good >:] ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[I'm scared] [Brother] [Raven's room]』

Zeref wrapped his arms around Ezekiel and he gave a faint smile. "You don't have to be anymore...I'm here." Now that he was hearing more and more clearly, his body healing himself quickly from the attack he had just been under. Wrapped his tired arms around Lucifer's neck while he breathed in the scent of soap from their earlier shower. Though, the darkness was sending shivers down his spine. His vision was clearing and he pressed his lips to the man's temple noticing something. When did Zeref ever feel so... scary? He stared into the dark hair. His heart was beginning to pick up. "...Zeref," He swallowed and trembled. "Y-You feel different." His aura at least, Ezekiel knew these shoulder blades, shoulders, collar bones, neck and face. But... Ezekiel came to look in Lucifer's eyes.

Those weren't his either. The pure grigori released Lucifer, his hands falling next to his head. He was still sore as his body healed to slowly for him. This wasn't Zeref, but--but he had saved Ezekiel, he knew that he did. But why was he beginning to scare him? Was it the dark feeling? Zeref was darkness though, so why didn't he fear him? He mentally shook his head, he was still confused about good and evil anyway. He covered his face with his arms and attempted to moved out from under Zeref. He was sensitive, his clothes ripped and torn from the previous Grigori and Lucifer's healing but his heart was racing to fast now. He was scared, so scared.

((O.O.C: Well now that Ezekiel isn't so messed he'll start to notice xDD ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[Wheres....] [Lucifer] [Brother's room]』

Ezekiel shivered when fingers slid into his hair. Soothing, his heart fluttering, Raven always did that, even when they were children and he was afraid of such childish things. "You don't have to be afraid of me. I'm not going to hurt you." The other sighed and Ezekiel felt guilty for even thinking about being afraid. This was Zeref's body, his brother's body. He deserved respect like he would give his brother. "I don't expect you to believe me so quickly of course. You of all people would be the most afraid of this..." A finger tapped a chest and Ezekiel looked at the other questioningly. "Don't worry though. I may not be Zeref, but he is safe. He's very worried about you...though I can't be sure I should let him back out after what we just heard. He's very rash isn't he?" The good grigori sat up and brought his knees to his chest. "Father actually..." he placed his forehead against his knees while he frowned. "Father let them... do that." He didn't know what he was feeling. Was he really snapping? He had exploded at his father, but now he didn't even know if he hated him or not. "And he tried to lock away Rave..." He mumbled and lifted his head to lay his chin against his knee to look at Lucifer. "I-If you're not Rave, then who are you?" He asked quietly, he had never felt such darkness before. Even the grigori had their own tainted souls and Zeref had a slightly stronger one. But Lucifer's was different. It looked like a dark pit that only ended in fire and flames.

His body tensed before he hid his face into his knees again. The only grigori that could be that evil... the original angel that had fallen. He shivered, Lucifer. He squeezed his eyes closed and covered his head. "I feel like i'm going to explode. I don't know whether or not I hate everyone here or love them like i'm supposed too." He thought to himself before he tried to control his crying.

((O.O.C: I knowwww xDDD so much for that cuddle Luci! ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[It hurts, it hurts so bad.] [The monsters and my beloved] [A balcony]』

Ezekiel listened quietly his knees moving closer to his chest. That was true, Lucifer had it way worse, after all Ezekiel was meant to kill this person in a few months as well. The pure grigori lifted his head just as a nail touched his chest his eyes swelling with tears. Choice? He looked at Lucifer before he started trembling. "What is it that you want? Think about that for a second. Forget what the others want. Forget for a moment the choice that everyone else wants you to make." He thought that he didn't have a choice. That he was always going to kill his brother and that would be the end. He blinked at Lucifer before he started crying again. His people, who had loved him, adored him, nearly worshiped him for nearly twenty two years... how could he abandon them? He continued to tremble, Lucifer wouldn't decide for him either. He couldn't do it though, he couldn't kill his brother nor Lucifer. His heart was squeezing and he took Lucifer's hand into his. "I-i don't want to kill anyone... even though... they are my people. To betray them like that." He spoke softly.

Who would have thought that Lucifer would be so wise instead of... evil. He swallowed and felt the urge to apologize to the fallen for being so rude to him. "I love Rave... I love him so much." Ezekiel started to sob, still holding onto Lucifer's hand. "I think I love him more than anyone... I can't kill-- I won't kill him." He said through his tears. He wanted his brother suddenly. To know that he had heard him. That he knew that Ezekiel loved him enough to tell Lucifer how much he loved him.

((O.O.C: Ooh it does... SORRY LUCI--FER xDD ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[It hurts, it hurts so bad.] [Lucifer] [Zeref's room]』

"Then do what you believe is right." "Do what this," Ezekeil was surprised that the hand that should have burned him was simply warm. Like his brother's was. Warm, comforting and strangely relaxes, despite the darkness that was surrounding it. "Tells you to do. Unlike mine, it is pure, unable to lie. You would be safe from following in my footsteps..." Lucifer continued his kindness, caressing his face. "What is it saying, Ezekiel?" If he betrayed his people, he would still be pure? He wouldn't fall into hell? He closed his eyes, leaning against the warm fingers touching his face before cupping the hand. "It... it's saying that killing Rave and you is the wrong choice." He mumbled and looked at Lucifer before sliding his knees away from him. Though he was far from innocence, he was still a pure soul through and through. He leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Lucifer's neck. "I won't kill you Lucifer." He said, his name causing him to tremble again. Such a terrible name, and the stories of how Lucifer was a terrible person as well. He shuddered and pressed his lips to Lucifer's temple. "I'm starting to believe that everyone is wrong about you too." He said and laid his cheek on Lucifer's shoulder. But... what to tell his people. He jumped when he heard a sudden bang. He gasped, his heart picking up again. "What am I supposed to tell my people? We can't just leave." He said and pulled away from Lucifer.

He didn't want Zeref to be locked up again. Not when their birthday was months away. Zeref was going to starve.

((O.O.C: Okayyyy ))

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

The Invisable Spaz

『[What am I suppose to do?] [Lucifer] [Zeref's room]』

Ezekiel closed his eyes as he listened. Lucifer was right, he had to choose at that moment. And he wished that he had taken his time to think the pass twenty two years. Instead of running away from the decision or telling Zeref, 'that's for another day'. He had driven himself into this corner. He couldn't kill his brother nor Lucifer. His people would not be going to the heavens in a few months. He jumped when he heard his father's voice, his body moving from Lucifer's. "...Ezekiel..." Familiar fingers traced his face and he looked at Lucifer. He was still afraid of him, despite his shame. And he had made the decision to not kill him. But... "...We won't make it out of here now. Raven will be locked up again... and we won't have our chance until our birthday." He mumbled, his father shouting again before he closed his eyes. "But.. on our birthday. We can surprise them and run away! Maybe, knock out my dad when he's to preoccupied with everything." He tried to force himself to get more time. Time to decide what he would say. How he would say it. How he was going to destroy the dreams of hundreds of people. He looked hopeful at Lucifer. Wondering if he was making the right decision.

"But... we won't hurt anyone. We can't..." He brought on, he hoped that Lucifer would catch the idea of not killing anyone. Though he did listen to him before right? He however, didn't see how Lucifer had killed the Grigori that had nearly drained him. He was to naive to realize how much Lucifer was lying to him.

 

[The Invisable Spaz]

『[I don't want him to go] [The monsters and my beloved] [Zeref's room]』

Ezekiel smiled back at Luicifer, not knowing that the man truly was evil. "Alright....I won't hurt anyone." The man kissed Ezekiel's forehead and the other felt slightly relieved. "I'll see you soon..." Zeref slumped forward and Ezekiel realized that he had his brother back. "Rave!" The other exclaimed and ran his fingers through the man's hair. His father continuing to yell. He had to though, he didn't have the time, but... despite his brother unconsciousness Ezekiel kissed his brother on the lips and ran his fingers through his hair. Memorizing the feel of it. He would miss it. He trailed his fingers over the male's face and eyepatch before the door was knocked down and his father stepped into the room. His brother slipped onto his side and Exekiel cringed. "D-Don't take him from me!" He shouted and wrapped his arms around his older brother. He loved him... so much. He closed his eyes, either way he wasn't going to get what he wanted.

((o.o.c: short cause dad's awake!))