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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 6:31 pm
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He emoted an appropriate amount of surprise in reply, his brow furrowing as she continued to explain his situation. "That's... pretty wild," he replied, unsure of how he was meant to feel about it. It didn't feel like something that really affected him - though he supposed he would be in for a rude awakening if this 'nobility' business was actually a big part of his daily life. "I'm guessing this 'noble' stuff isn't too important, then?" he ventured hopefully. It was probably rather impolite of him to base his impression of things on whether or not they sounded convenient, but he wasn't sure what else he was supposed to use as a basis for evaluation at this point.
His surprise returned as she continued, doubled up with a building sense of guilt and shame. "That's--" 'That's impossible; I don't even know your name.' She didn't look like she wanted to hear something like that. He wrapped his arms lightly around his middle, minding the movements that caused his arm to ache, and frowned at the end of the bed. "I'm sorry." Was he this much of a jerk normally, he wondered, or was it just the amnesia?
The explanation she gave on what had happened earlier in the day was uncomfortable to listen to, despite the fact that it was as disconnected from his sense of self as a fairytale. Perhaps it was just because it was painful to imagine, but he didn't like thinking about it. "I think I don't really mind not knowing about that," he murmured.
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 7:33 pm
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She shook her head "Its never seemed to be. I think you're more annoyed by it then anything. Or I think I'm looking for inconvenienced." she admitted it with a little chuckle, though with a pause she fell quiet, reaching her hand up to run it through her hair, she couldn't help but feel that it was surreal that she was sitting here, telling Luke about himself. "Its not a good impression of who you are anyway, just talking about your family, or your past, you're a good person who helps people, and work really hard at it too." she lifted a corner of her mouth, with a lighter expression. "I guess its a little hard to give you a good impression without staying up all night... and you're starting to look a little uncomfortable."
She didn't say anything to his apology, what exactly could she say about that. All she had right now was that hopefully he would come out of this soon, she had to believe that he would come out of this soon despite the growing ache and worry that was lingering in the back of her mind. This wasn't permanent, this wasn't. He would be fine soon, and they could go on with their life.
She couldn't blame him for not wanting to know, as things stood, this all happened before he had been overwhelmed with shock the first time, no one would want to know about something so terrible... then again, much of Luke's life had been terrible. She sat with her hand in her hair, leaning her elbow against the arm rest.
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 7:58 pm
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He set his palms on the bed slightly behind him to stretch his shoulders, thinking through what she said with a thoughtful frown. "It doesn't really feel like you're talking about 'me' at all, to be honest," he said, his tone distant as he leaned back against the raised segment of the mattress. "The impression I have of myself, or rather, of the 'me' that came before me, is a real jerk, and a coward on top of it." His frown deepened with dissatisfaction and criticism, "He got upset and just went off somewhere, and he left his fiancee with an idiot who doesn't know anything about anything."
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 8:30 pm
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She didn't like the implication that she was talking to someone else, it was easy to think that this was still Luke... to her it was still Luke, how could she treat him any differently? He might not remember but it was still Luke... right? Of course. But at the same time, there was something so... un-luke about him. He didn't have the same gestures that Rosie had gotten used to, the way he wore his expression... there was no doubt that it was Luke's face, but something was just... off.
Rosie shook her head. "The Luke I know... if he had a choice he wouldn't have let this happen... The life you lead before this was hard, There have been more tragedies then any one person should have to live through, He- You... you..."
Rosie trailed off, lifting her head off of her hand. "... I'm sorry, I don't know how I should address you now... I mean... you're Luke, I've known you for years, and I just feel like... you're in there, I look at you and I can't help but talk to Luke. But, on your end... You don't know Luke, I can tell that you're having a hard time associate with him." she linked her fingers tightly. "I don't know how I'm supposed to act in a situation like this. So uh... can I ask you... how you would rather I talk to you?"
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 8:50 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 9:04 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 9:29 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 9:38 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 10:01 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2014 11:21 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2014 8:12 am
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2014 10:54 am
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2014 11:33 am
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He gave a small, slow nod. It was scary not knowing, and not knowing what he didn't know, and thinking that he might remember but having no idea what he would remember. It was scary thinking that he had been attacked and wondering if there were people who hated him enough to want to attack him. It was scary not knowing how many people there were that knew him, or who they were, and that they would all have expectations of him to act like a person he didn't know hardly anything about.
"I sort of understand things I run into," he said, pushing aside the growing uneasiness before it took hold of him. "Like, once the doctor came in earlier, I sort of realized that this is a hospital, and I knew what a hospital is. General information like that. But it feels like all of my experiences started from earlier today... I can't think of any thoughts or feelings or events from earlier than this afternoon."
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2014 12:05 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 06, 2014 12:27 pm
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