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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 11:10 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 11:48 am
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A few of the pokemon from the other room had moved to the foot of the stairs, in clear worry as to what was going on. Jazz and Ballet both looked confused, though Ballet looked more worried and frightened as to what happened then anything else, Cleric stepping up next to them with a soft frown on his face Vahy'n was the one to move past them, and up the steps to ward the girl she helped raise, glancing over at Luke before squeezing herself up next to Rosie's over side, sitting down next to the blond.
Her response was first of a deeper breath, then a soft shake of her head. She couldn't seem to relay anything verbally yet, though she managed to sit up enough to use her arm and brush the tears away from her face. "I'm s sorry." she said softly, "I didn't mean t to do that."
She tried to get away before it got out of hand, she really did, and though she still felt bad about it, she was grateful with how forward Luke was about being supportive, and comforting. not that it really was unusual, he was that kind of person by nature.
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 11:53 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 12:07 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 12:35 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 3:33 pm
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Her shoulders just hunched at the question, and she shuddered with another stifled sob. "I didn't know you had to kill someone, And its not the first time, so many people had had to loose their lives of do terrible things to keep good people safe. I never knew what you had to do, and I can't imagine what pain that might have caused you."
She pulled her hands away from her face to look at them "After all this time, and after everything you've done for people I couldn't even find the courage to help when Rocket attacks you, I just got so scared I didn't do anything. Maybe, maybe if i had just done something... anything!- Meiu wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't..."
rosie couldn't stop herself from shaking, thinking it was one thing but coming out and admitting it, just made fact of just how pathetic she was that much more painful. and worse, it wasn't just hurting her, it was hurting the people she loved.
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 5:09 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 7:14 pm
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"Its... its not just that, its every time I've stood back and didn't help when I could have been. I know its too late now, and that all I can do is try and take it better... so why can't I? why can't I make any progress in self defense, why can't I just stop being scared so we don't have to loose anymore loved ones."
Something touched her hand, fingers laced with hers, causing her to look up to see his hand holding hers. This seemed to surprise her, bringing her gaze up again to look at him, a little taken aback as she slowly become more aware of the fact that he was more of less holding her.
He started speaking though, countering already what she had to say, Her eyes fell as he spoke, he bring up good points, nodding her head lightly to show she understood but sinking back down against herself. "Maybe there's just something wrong with me."
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 7:34 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 8:05 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 8:30 pm
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"Well, here's what you can do," he began. "No more negative thoughts. When you start thinking about how it's taking too long or you're doing something wrong or you can't do it well enough, stop yourself and say no, no more of that - you're strong, you're brave, and you'll win in the end." He squeezed her shoulder lightly. "Believe in it, even if you're only pretending, and eventually it'll become more and more real until it's not just pretending anymore."
As she lowered her head, he moved his hands to place at either side of her face, hoping to catch her eyes again, "Do I look like I care about something like that?"
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 9:32 pm
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She swallowed closing her eyes as the suggestion was laid out for her, and the moment she didn't feel too confident, still wearing the weight of what she had just learned, but it also seemed like the only real option she had. So despite the lead in her chest she swallowed again and nodded, before finding warm hands touch her face bringing a gaze she would rather be hiding back up to Luke's his green eyes, that uncomfortable looking bandage... but... those green eyes...
Arceus she missed him, she wasn't sure where the sudden comforting gestures toward her were coming from all of a sudden, but she couldn't deny that it was helping... tough it did hurt a little, admittedly. Even if he didn't feel the same way about her, it was still very much the man she fell in love with, He was the same person with the same qualities she loved about him.
Taking another shaky breath, eventually shaking her head in reply to his question, glancing down and lifting one of her hands to his, "Still... it must have been disturbing enough on its own."
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 9:44 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 9:54 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 9:59 pm
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