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Posted: Wed May 31, 2006 10:38 am
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Posted: Wed May 31, 2006 2:36 pm
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Copper Forrest Dathu Well, when I first came to this realization I felt alone. Very alone, and a little depressed. I like losing immortality. After a while I coped, and I started to feel more mature. I felt like I had taken "full" responsibility for myself: no influence, no help, no evil. All that happens is just as it does, and if I want things to change, I am the one who has to do something. Now, I just feel like a minority: different from everyone else, but only in this area. I also feel like I'm the only one who gets an obvious joke, however, if I try to explain this joke to people, I usually get a very negative reaction. Meh, thus is life. It was good to read your comment Dathu. I had a similar transition, tho initially I felt more like I was jumping off a cliff in the dark - no support, no real understanding of what was out there, and an uneasy feeling of looming death. It took me quite awhile to come to grips w all that, but now, I feel I've arrived on the other side, safely, a little wiser, a lot more mature, and truly glad to be here!
I know exactly how you feel and felt, especially about death. When I lost the comfort of an afterlife, I was a little fearful of death too. But when you think about it, the only thing to fear is an end, and, just like a movie, if everything has come to a satifactory conclusion, then an end is more than welcome.
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