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Wasps and cockroaches.
That, and I've had the most awful dreams of sexual mutilation.
That, and I've had the most awful dreams of sexual mutilation.
No one has as many rape dreams as I do.
They're the only dreams I have anymore, and the wasps/cockroaches are actually hallucinations.
I haven't had a rape dream in a week.
Last one I had I was being raped while being drowned. In my bathroom. My two biggest fears.
I've mostly gotten over my fear of rape since as I've aged into a (still androgynous) male with a deep voice, I'm not quite as much of a target.
However, we share a fear of drowning.
It's not even that my nightmares are necessarily rape, it's... it's like actual sex acts that involve violent mutilation. Usually they occur at the claws of a machine, rarely does it involve two humans in contact.
Well. I'm a 15 year old schoolgirl with somewhat of a feminine voice. I feel like a target.
Wait, I lied. I'm 16 now.
A machine? That sounds suspiciously like hentai.
Not that I know anything about hentai.
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