RANT BOX ^^

[XXX Zombie Porn]

I wish he still cared.
I wish I knew where I stand without being lied to because they're too chicken.  

[The Dadalorian]

i'm tired of having no one listen to me and just ignore what i say to help them.
i wish i could tell her how much these things mean to me, and what could happen if i don't do it....but i can't hurt her again.....i'm tired of it and myself  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

I hate how somehow doing the right thing didn't make me as happy or happier than when I wasn't doing the right thing.
I just want to feel how I did again. I just want to be in his arms again. And I wish that he would let me in, and quit putting on a mask. I want to know him, not his cardboard front.  

[The Dadalorian]

i want alcohol to be taken off the earth, it hurts too many people, too much, and too often. especially me  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Oh god.
Alcohol and drugs.
It ruins people.
Ruins lives.  

[Candy Fornication]

you and i

My big fat rant of the year:

I hate it when all 3 of my step siblings come over.
They eat all my cakes & cookies & candies & food, steal my video games, distroy my room, read everything I type, call me astupid idiot just because I don't make all A's in school, call me a drugie because I used to do drugs & went to rehab, call me a psycho because I have a more open mind to things then them, tell me I'm going to hell because I'm Buddhist, call me a lesbian for no reason at all, ALWAYS call me fat, thinks that America's the best country in the world & everywhere else are barbarians & stupid, say just plain rude stuff about my friends in my face & don't expect me to do anything about it, rip my clothes & lie about everything.

My mom needs to stop acting like she has a foot shovd up her a**. She needs to understand that I will never be like her in any way, shape, or form. She needs to stop pressuring me about being an idiot. She needs to understand that I'll never be the little girl that she once had & that I hate children, mainly my little sister because if it wasn't for her being born I wouldn't be so ******** up in the first place. She needs to stop treating me like I'm 5 & understand that I like hanging out with my friends outside of school. She thinks I don't need to be on the internet talking to all of you because "your freaks & a bad influence". She needs to relize that my health problem is starting to get worse & I might even die before her. She also needs to relize that I will never grow to like this country & will never call it home because it's full of pigs & shitty poeple, nothing like Thailand. She needs to know that things here arn't like they were in Thailand for kids, that it's not that safe to walk around wherever you want & stuff like that. Things will never be how they were for her when she was a kid for me because the world is to cerupt.


And nothing I'm typing makes sence to me b& I wish I could type out what I'm really thinking but I have a problem with saying or typing how I feel & that's why I'm the way I am/was.

should have sex

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Disliking the fact that they believe they know me. I can't handle people getting too close to me. I don't like this insecurity but I don't know what I have to do to deal with it.

I mean it when I say I'm different than you. I mean it but you won't listen. why won't you listen? Why can't you just back away?

You say you won't because you care. But i can't trust your word. I can't. I know I should but I can't. I'm too used to closing things up. They tell me not to let people know a lot about myself.

I might become a misanthrope. I hope not. I don't want to be like him. Misanthropes make me worry...Especially him.

And god dammit, stop being a ******** tease. it hurts. You don't realize it, but every thing you do that makes me laugh or smile or smirk makes me want to shake you and just yell. But i can't. Gotta hide it until I get to the paper. Gotta hide it inside and wait for it to burst out through writing. You know it too. You know I like you. You know I'm stuck to you. But You're not doing anything to help me push you away. I can't hate you. You're too damned nice. And so am I. I can't hate someone. I can ignore them but I can't hate them. I probably could if I wanted to. But something is making me not want to hate you. But I really should. I should.

 

[Awkward_Joe]

i hate harry potter!!!!!!


*cough* just kidding.. love ya harry!

IsweartogodifigetthechanceiwillpunchhimintheFACE.  

[RaNdOm_3M0]

I hate is when you are always left out because you never fit in and i hate it when you do fit in you are never the same. I hate it when people that you think are you friends betray you an then say that they are sorry but behind your back that are saying things about you that are private. I Hate How We Rant About The Most Retarded Thing!!!  

[Candy Fornication]

you and i

I hate it when he says he loves me & I can tell he doesn't mean it that day.
Some days he truly means it & some daus he doesn't.
It makes me think that he's just in this so he doesn't hurt my feelings.
But it hurts more that he's lieing to me.

should have sex

 

[ffsghyanbh]

I hate it when I feel like 3 people debating over what's going to happen in my life.

Those 3 people always disagree, nothing gets done, and i ******** up everything.

I also hate it when I have to reveal the truths behind my drug lies  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Why can't you make up your blasted mind??!
You say you don't care about how you feel, how you feel doesn't matter. Yet, you keep dropping hints, clues, a word here or there. Quit dancing around! Just tell me! You say you can't tell me, you're too shy. BULLSHIT.
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Why can't you leave me alone? I don't want your attention. I don't want your gifts, I don't want your flattery. Your compliments, your looks, your words. I don't want it. I don't want you. I don't want any of you!
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I wish no one knew me. That or people didn't think I was such a great person.  

[DaisukeOrDark]

You know hwat really gets me ready for the day?
My mom.
Exspecially when she is in a bad mood and is clearly 'sick of my tone.'
I love ho wshe tells me to go out and not stay home.
And when I do go out with a friend she says "Oh your with him"
Well I'm sorry for wanting to see my best friend out side of school.
And ofcourse my friends arent good enough.
Not like her friends in highschool where perfect.
Here bestfriend at the time was and still is a stoned out looser.
I need sleep.
But I cant sleep.
I hate today.  

[DaisukeOrDark]

I hate fighting with my parents.
I want a drink.
I want a smoke.
And I want a drag.  

[fckdandleft4dead]

i hate people who have a need to label everything. EVERYTHING. like, you'll be really quiet for like an hour and someone will come up and say "STOP BEING SO EMO!". its just like... wtf. if i dont talk im...emo? and then black is automatically emo. if someone wears black they're EMO. if a mailbox is black its emo. if someones hair is black they're emo. I HATE LABELS.