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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:27 pm
"Well since there is that thing with you being her incarnation...it's not really suprising that he would wonder... I know I wondered at first when DKiryu mentioned that he met Yuki-sama if he had feelings for her because Zero did. And there are times I wonder if part of his feelings for me are because of DRahvine..."
Rahvine ran a hand through her hair absently then looked over at Aura. "In that aspect it kind of sounds like you and Zero are alike. You both want to be loved for yourselves not just because some incarnation or whatever was in love with each other."
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:37 pm
"Exactly, so long as we are by each other the doubt will remain. And i dont want to have this doubt for so long."
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:43 pm
"That does make sense..." Rahvine chewed her lip for a moment then continued. "...But if I can be really blunt,...it's kind of silly too...unless you don't have any feelings for Zero at all."
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:46 pm
"I have feelings but i dont know if they are mine or gabis.'
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:53 pm
"I see..." said Rahvine nodding slowly. "So it's just as much if not more that you don't trust yourself to be able to separate what you feel from Gabi's feelings..."
Rahvine looked over at Aura. "Because if it was just that you loved Zero but weren't sure if he really loved you,... my advice would be to trust him enough to try to work things out..."
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 8:59 pm
"Work out what....I feel he thiinks i HAVE to love him...as much as i can figure out on my own i dont want to deal with this."
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HellRaven Aura Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:07 pm
"Mmm..." Rahvine rubbed at her tattoo. I don't know that Zero nessicarily thinks that Aura 'has' to love him...but I'm pretty sure he wants Aura to love him.... Rahvine chewed her lip absently. "...Well right now at least I'm pretty sure he's been cured of the idea that you love him..." I'm pretty cured of the idea myself to be honest... Granted it may be just frustration talking but right now I'm reminded of when DKiryu tried to leave the second time. I was certain that he didn't even want to be in the same city as me much less look at or talk to me...
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:17 pm
"Yeah yeah/...>"Aura rolled onto her side.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:21 pm
Rahvine sighed slightly, then stood going over to look out the window again. I think that means 'drop the subject'... The thing is though Aura, if you don't at least try to explain all the stuff we've talked about, to Zero then soon you aren't going to have the chance because he's going to leave because he thinks you hate him. All you're doing right now is cutting off all lines of communication...and nothing happens then except hard feelings getting harder.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:27 pm
"Look, I was thinking of talking with Zero but as soon as i woke up he dashed out like some drama queen. You can not say i am only in the wrong here. If he was half as thoughtful as he thinks he is, he would ask like you did. Its not fair that i am played out to be the villain because i am unsure of WHAT i am." Aura said without moving.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:34 pm
"He's probably scared of getting rejected even more than he already feels like he has." Rahvine glanced back at Aura. "And just for the record I don't think you're the villian per se, but I do sympathize with Zero. It's hard when you feel like the person you love doesn't want anything to do with you..." Which is why I even said much about this at all,...because to be honest you two have me and everyone else trapped in the middle. Me especially since I can kind of see both sides. "And I was planning on trying to talk to Zero too and get him to come talk to you... I just haven't had a chance yet. So I talked to you first, since we were both here."
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:36 pm
"yeah yeah he is the victim." Aura scoffed," I dont even know why me kissing him not only for love is bad. He didnt explain then he talked about gabi how was i suppose to react,'Whoped-edo sorry i am the consolation price and I am not as good as your girlfirend. FOr the recorc I know how he feels too. Remember Bria nand Trace yes disappeared on like i ws nothing. Cant blame me for being cautious." She pulled the blanket over her shoulder.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:41 pm
I think I'm just making things worse at this point... thought Rahvine turning back to the window. I do remember Brian and Trace leaving though,...but...yeah I obviously should just stop now. I don't think anything I say is going to do anything to help.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:43 pm
"At least you ask. Zero runs out, I cant catch up, so if he thinks i will go find him, he is wrong, its not as if i dont, i CANT." Aura ended.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 9:59 pm
"I know..." said Rahvine nodding without turning around. Like I said before, he thinks you hate him. And to me you kind of sound like you'd like to punch me if you could reach me or something. ...Basically, angry.
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